Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Descent » Sun Oct 16, 2011 10:59 pm

terrified.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Mon Oct 17, 2011 2:43 am

good


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Mon Oct 17, 2011 6:34 am

Guilty, disgusting, dirty, tired
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Mon Oct 17, 2011 9:12 pm

happy with my decision that since i have to pay a large sum of money to fix the spelling in my first name, my decision is to change my middle name. My middle name is the name of my mother who was abusive and let her boyfriend/husband abuse me and later accepted his apology and tried to dismiss what happend to me as its in the past now... well. I am going to change my middle name so I can be happy to say my full name :) So there!


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Post by capricorn » Tue Oct 25, 2011 9:30 pm

pissed off that my back hurts.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Tue Oct 25, 2011 9:59 pm

feeling ok


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lynds » Sun Oct 30, 2011 7:30 pm

:star: Breakable
:star: Tearful
:star: Hateful
:star: Guilty

I want to hide away and be completely alone to fall apart in private and put myself back together in the way I want and not hurt anyone in the process.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Sun Oct 30, 2011 7:40 pm

Okay...
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Sun Oct 30, 2011 8:02 pm

READY! :1treadmill:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Mon Oct 31, 2011 12:36 am

decent


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Post by Wednesdays » Mon Oct 31, 2011 1:04 pm

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Post by one out of none » Mon Oct 31, 2011 2:30 pm

Sad & far away from everyone. :cry:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Mon Oct 31, 2011 3:45 pm

Exhausted, fat, but oddly happy.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by RG » Tue Nov 01, 2011 8:53 pm

discouraged
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Post by zyn » Tue Nov 01, 2011 9:32 pm

Connected, alive, inspired, beautiful, creative
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by RG » Thu Nov 03, 2011 4:36 am

like a failure
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Thu Nov 03, 2011 4:56 am

Physically -- hot flashes. Mentally -- anguished.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Thu Nov 03, 2011 6:13 pm

feeling good


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by RG » Sun Nov 06, 2011 7:23 pm

I dont want to die but I dont know how to live
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Sun Nov 06, 2011 8:17 pm

Disappointed.
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