Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by volta » Mon Dec 27, 2010 5:38 am

i want to see you. i want to see if you have scars like mine. your arms are always covered up, though.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Mon Dec 27, 2010 8:11 am

do you know you're the only thing that makes it all worth it?

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Mon Dec 27, 2010 5:55 pm

I wish I had your problems. I honestly do. :cry:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Mon Dec 27, 2010 8:22 pm

Ok, so you don't want to see me again. Fair enough. But why didn't you just say so, when I asked you? Why are you so scared of just saying no? Why did you kiss me and hold my hand, when you weren't really interested in me?

I don't understand you. And I've lost all my respect for you. You're a really sh*tty person. I hope you'll realize what you've lost..

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Mon Dec 27, 2010 8:39 pm

I thought that us having more time together would fix things, you wanted time apart.
I thought if I went out with friends you'd be happy, instead you got angry.
I thought playing a game while you played poker would keep me out of your hair, now you're angry because I'm not at your beck and whim. You also think I'm sleeping with everyone I talk to on the game. Enough.
Just, fucking enough.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Mon Dec 27, 2010 10:16 pm

D - today just confirmed what i feared, ive fallen for you and idk how. i hope god has a plan
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Tue Dec 28, 2010 8:44 am

..grow up.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by sparklingdust » Tue Dec 28, 2010 7:01 pm

i miss you so much. you'll never know how much you mean to me. i love you.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Wed Dec 29, 2010 7:06 pm

You are such a teenage girl.
Grow the FUCK up.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:46 pm

I can't take this anymore. I've been pushed beyond my limits.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:04 pm

D - i miss you too much but idk why
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Thu Dec 30, 2010 1:57 am

oh my god do you know how much chlorine bleach you put in your wash? my eyes are still burning (likely so is everyone else who was at the laundry mat) Why the heck would you use so much bleach? Also don't leave your shit in the washers for 2 plus hours.... others need to use the machines! Idiots.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Windswept Thumb » Thu Dec 30, 2010 3:01 am

S - I'm sorry that one moment, one weak moment, of selfishness on my part is going to mean emotional pain for you. I regret my actions and am truly sorry that I have been selfish at your expense. You're too nice a human being to deserve that.

C - I love you, I miss you and feel like I'm slowly dying inside without you. Can I just give you the pieces of my heart back because I don't want them or the pain that goes along with them any more..... It belongs to you anyway.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by DuchessN » Thu Dec 30, 2010 8:29 am

I can't believe that you are so ready to accept this. You really want her? That's all you think you deserve? Fine. It's your loss. I can't keep hoping that one day you'll realize what you deserve and what you could have. That's not helping me any. So, good luck.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Thu Dec 30, 2010 6:31 pm

I don't want this to be the end for us but ...
We are growing apart in all undeniable truth.
I love you so much, I always have and always will.
I will wear your ring & remember you always.

Just ... is it too much to ask for you to fight?
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My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


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Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Thu Dec 30, 2010 8:39 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry:
I. Am. Not. Okay. Anymore.
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Thu Dec 30, 2010 8:57 pm

sometimes you just need to let me be. i know im hard work but im trying
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Sat Jan 01, 2011 1:13 pm

I love you and all, but you're impossible to talk to. I really don't know how to feel about you. When I hear you call me your best friend and say that I'm the only person you can trust...I fall for it. But then I see you paying him all your attention and not giving me the time of day. I know you're using me, but to what extent? I'm afraid to find out, because sadly, you really ARE my best friend. Even though I know I deserve better than you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sat Jan 01, 2011 11:15 pm

You are impossible.
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"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sun Jan 02, 2011 2:28 pm

why ask me if i want it if you have made it anyways? did i say i wanted it? dont just assume you know what i want because you dont. you dont know me at all. i didnt want it.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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