Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Wed Jan 20, 2010 9:12 am

Thank you Mom.I love you for caring and getting us things we need and want.Just leave him.You deserve someone 150% better than him.Please,finally leave him.For us.We need you and you can do it by yourself.You've been doing it all these years.Why wait.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Jan 20, 2010 3:08 pm

why must I make my place a mess when ever I try to clean???

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Post by strider 151 » Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:12 pm

fuck sake

doesnt anyone care about me??????

D - you spend all your time with M L and B
M - you spend all your time with S

who wants to spend time with me?????

am i not important enough????

am i not special????

am i to be your tool, use me when u need me and have noone else, then throw me away and ignore me when someone else comes along


I JUST WANNA BE NOTICED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEONE GIVE ME ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:38 pm

to person who tried to break into my friend's home... may you find some sense and self morality and please turn yourself in, while you are just commiting thefts, before you turn to more violent means... find it in you to change your ways please. There is enough badness in this world.


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Post by daisy_chain » Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:57 pm

S and A: I really wish you could try to see this properly from my perspective. You left me when i needed your friendship the most, but now i am just expected to do everything i can to help you out???? YOU chose this situation, so YOU should deal with the consequences.
I'm just dreaming out loud.

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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Fri Jan 22, 2010 9:30 am

*LANG*




What the hell...
You wanted so badly to add me and talk to me but after we talked once you gave up.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Why does this keep happening to me.
Fuck off.Forget I ever talked to you.
That hurts,why dont I ever learn.
No wonder I cant trust anyone.
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Post by strider 151 » Wed Jan 27, 2010 8:35 pm

i joined a pro annorexia site...
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Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed Jan 27, 2010 8:44 pm

oh kimmi.........

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Jan 27, 2010 9:43 pm

Unlike everyone else, why am I unable to get a new job? Or at least an interview. :(

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Feb 02, 2010 11:04 pm

I need to accept that I have an eating disoder. That I am currently very ill.
Even writing the word "ill" feels laughable, my head tells me "as if", but I think that's part of the illness. I am ill. I CAN get better because that's what people do when they are ill. I don't have to recover in an instant but everyone has watched me get steadily worse and even if I can't see it AT ALL, enough people (maybe six in the last week) have commented on how much weight I've lost/how awful I look. I need to accept that I won't ever see it.
I need to get better. Nothing amazing it going to come from losing more weight. There will be no prize at the end. There's hospital/death/a lot more unhappiness.
I don't know what I'm waiting for. Passing out? A health problem? That's not worth waiting for. Nothing good will come out of this.... except feeling comfortable in my own skin. Yet I used to love my healthy body. I want to get into that head-space again and I will. It's going to be a constant argument with my head but fuck the eating disorder, it is not helping my life in the slightest... you will never help me to achieve my dreams.

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Post by Isis » Wed Feb 03, 2010 3:56 pm

you killed part of me that day.the rest of my is dying slowly.please don't forget me.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Feb 03, 2010 4:05 pm

:bawl: i hate this pain and i wish they would stop telling me there is nothing they can do about it when there is, they can just remove it! :bawl:

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Post by capricorn » Wed Feb 03, 2010 6:39 pm

Fuck you, you arsehole. :osmile:




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Post by Callisto » Wed Feb 10, 2010 11:19 am

Dear A,

Bravo! You've actually managed to find a girl who's at least (if not more) as emotionally retarded as you are and who thinks that holding hands with her boyfriend is tantamount to a sin against natural law. Congratulations on having a relationship that has all the emotional maturity of a relationship between 11 year olds. I wish you many years of unfulfilling emotionless screwing and general pointless-ness that will ultimately result in a truly immature break up and you realising that you're approaching 25 (or 30) without having actually managed to have a normal relationship and that you're just as hopeless as your father in those stakes.

Yours smugly & in love,

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Feb 10, 2010 12:01 pm

e i don't want you in my fb group stop asking and lets some things straight, we are NOT friends. got that... NOT friends. I would dearly love to push you off a cliff. You share information I do not want to share with the internet. I do not want you in my group. Oh and lastly WE ARE NOT FRIENDS!!!

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Post by strider 151 » Wed Feb 10, 2010 7:38 pm

i really really like you, i wish we could just say it to eachother, but now that we are starting to flirt i can tell its not going to work, just a feeling, something to hold me back. i dont understand how i can want to hold your hand but at the same time push it away. im confused. until i sort out my feelings i dont think our relatioship can work beyond friends. i dont want to hurt you be accent or on purpose, i dont need another broken heart. im still getting over A...but you could never understand that. besides, you could do so much better, you deserve someone normal, without mental problems, without SI or ED issues or self hate stuff. please, its better if u stay away, please......
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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Feb 10, 2010 10:38 pm

D - I have a confession. I admire you, I really do. Not for everything, but for the way you've reinvented yourself. Your attitude, not everyone adores you but you don't care. I wish I could be like you. Infact, I'm trying very hard to be like you, and in some ways it's working. I don't want to be one of those annoying stalkerish people who copy everything you do- no. There's still alot about you I don't like and won't copy. But the bits of you that I admire I try to resonate within myself. We're friends but I want to be closer to you. I've never been so odly fascinated by a girl I don't fancy. And I really don't, not at all. So where is all this coming from?

S - sometimes I miss you more than I can bear.
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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Thu Feb 11, 2010 6:50 pm

NO!

Emma!
I do NOT fucking want to go to your house today.
You fucking hacked my pokemon acccount and wasted 15,000 of MY POINTS (half of my total points) on a pokemon THAT I DON'T EVEN LIKE!
Just saying "plz dont b mad" isn't going to make me any less pissed.
If I still had your password, I'd fucking abandon your fav pokemon.

I am pissed.
'Cause I trusted you.
And honestly, I'm being nice.
There are so many things I COULD say, that I'm not.
Fuck you.
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Post by Eva » Sat Feb 13, 2010 4:33 pm

"I have tried this before. Last year, around the same time as now. I have used so much time, energy and tears on a person who was just like you. I don't want to continue this anymore. I have to stop before I do something I will regret. You don't want me. I know that. I'm letting you go now"

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Feb 13, 2010 6:01 pm

I am glad that I was able to tell you that I love working with you but can't hear you. I am glad that not everything that I have unsaid, remains unsaid. Thank you for giving me the confidence to share my voice.

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