Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Wed May 27, 2009 3:53 pm

you saved my life

falllingdown · Post by **falllingdown** » Wed May 27, 2009 5:41 pm

Wonder why i get attached so easily to the ones that i can never have. I think of you but i know i can never have the things i have. I am deepy jealous. Want to make you happy and impressed with me. If only i could have that opportunity.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed May 27, 2009 5:44 pm

you used me and I let you, now that's over so get over it.
don't devalue my relationship because you can't find love.
You don't know what I feel inside.

DuchessN · Post by **DuchessN** » Wed May 27, 2009 6:11 pm

Standing there with you the other night . . . was amazing. I love that you're so willing to reveal yourself to me. I can see that you're scared by it. I am, too. There's something there. I wish I could tell you.

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Wed May 27, 2009 11:18 pm

Why on earth do you think that I am always available to talk? I mean really, I'm getting ready to leave work! You can clearly see I am gathering my things. And its incredibly rude to not even ask if I have a second...to just launch into a story like there's nothing in the universe more important than listening to you. When I was training you for this job, I had all the time in the world to listen...now I don't, its time to make that transition back to being polite please.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Thu May 28, 2009 3:58 am

Why can't you understand that when I"m anxious and feeling upset you can't say those things to me because it causes flashbacks? Do you really care about me at all?

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Thu May 28, 2009 4:02 am

I know. I'm more sorry than I'll ever acknowledge.

Though it hurts to know that if you could say one thing to me, that is the subject you'd bring up. Was I nothing more to you? Well, I am done. If that is the only thing you can think of, then it's not worth having you in my life. I've moved past it and I'd be glad if amnesia wipes it from my memory and from yours. Don't bring up the past. You forget what I could say about you.

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Thu May 28, 2009 3:46 pm

I don't want to be here. I don't want to do your stupid class. I don't want to do my job correctly at all. I want to sit here and pretend none of you exist until I can go home.

guest567 · Post by **guest567** » Thu May 28, 2009 5:25 pm

Happy Birthday, I hope you get everything you wish for this year.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Fri May 29, 2009 3:47 pm

I miss you dearly & I can't wait for this to be over. I can wait till the first time I get to kiss you and hug you! You're my favorite person, I love getting to talk to you, getting to tell you about my day. I loved it when I could just text you because I was bored. You're my favorite person, my best friend, my boyfriend.

breathing · Post by **breathing** » Sun May 31, 2009 5:53 am

I can't stand being with anyone anymore.
I can't tolerate you, or myself - my being.

I'd like to separate myself from reality for a month or two.

Ruby Tuesday · Post by **Ruby Tuesday** » Sun May 31, 2009 8:03 pm

you are so self-righteous and antagonistic, that I find myself echoing you instead of ignoring you.

Sprinklez · Post by **Sprinklez** » Mon Jun 01, 2009 3:55 am

Fuck fuck fuck fuck!
I hate you all. Go fucking die you low life fucking bastards.
How the fucking hell can you leave me!? I've taken so much bullshit for every single one of you and now you just fucking leave!?
Thanks guys. Soo much. Really I mean it.
Thanks for showing me what great friends you guys are.
Fuck you all. All three of you. I've never left any of you. And now? Yeah
now you all just fucking pretend the last ten fucking years have meant nothing.
Oh sure, go ahead and pretend you're not talking about me. But I
know you are!
Hate you guys.
Hope you realize what complete and total assholes you are before its too late.

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Wed Jun 03, 2009 5:35 am

R,
I love you so much. You being gone so long is messing with my head. I just wish I could tell you I don't feel good today. I felt bad. I felt like ending it all. And even when you come home you're not going to be able to support me because you're going to have to work hard to support yourself. So I feel like theres no end

catylyx,ver.2 · Post by **catylyx,ver.2** » Wed Jun 03, 2009 6:02 am

S: you almost lost me to this. i'm still not certain you won't. i've been looking at those sites again. ....i love you so much. you made me believe i was beautiful. but your not here now. and this is all i have left.

D: i'm sorry your angry at me for loving him. i'm sorry that because i've forgiven him your disappointed in me. maybe you'll be right and i will get hurt again and just end up being disappointed, but i doubt it. you don't have to like him. i just want you to be there when i walk down the aisle and just be happy that i'm happy.

ED: please stop...

RG · Post by RG » Thu Jun 04, 2009 9:08 pm

I love you and it hurts me so bad that I hurt you with my mental illness.
I just want you back, I want my husband back

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Fri Jun 05, 2009 8:30 pm

You wonder why I'm so quiet today, why I don't seem to be myself. Did you ever think that it's your attitude about yourself? You've spent the last 3 days telling me that everything good I say about you is wrong, and everything you do is shit. I'm sick of it. If you're such a waste, why am I with you? Am I that stupid? No, your being stupid and I'm not indulging it.

insaneTrash · Post by **insaneTrash** » Sat Jun 06, 2009 12:24 am

I love you to pieces, you know that right? I know I never say it, but frig I do. I really do. But you know sometimes it really annoys me how you refuse to see things through my eyes. How you assume it's my own entire fault and that I shouldn't complain about some things - for example how cold I felt today. Because I brought it all on upon myself.
But I disagree. I really do. Yes, I self harm, and I don't eat properly but I didn't decide one day to just start all of this rubbish. And if I had the strength to stop right now I would. But I don't. So deal with it. And stop acting like I'm doing these for a hobby. Yes, I know cutting is bad. But you know what? That’s the point, I’m trying to hurt myself, and you telling me its wrong isn’t going to change something I’ve been doing for years. Yep, years. And you didn’t notice. So don’t pretend you know everything about me.
Honestly, I don't know why I do these things. I don't feel like it's my choice anymore, definitely the eating issues, I go through a constant battle everyday to force myself to eat, or to stop myself for eating everything in sight. It isn't easy. And you are not helping. So don’t tell me that I’ve brought this all upon myself one more time. You really don’t know what you are talking about.
So either, be the friend you're trying to be and simply listen to me. Or just leave me alone. I don't need you're judgements. They just make me feel worse off. I'm sorry, but you are not helping by telling me I am a weak person. Cause that made me hate me more. And guess what? That just added fuel to my 'issues'.
But I still love you dearly. You're my best friend, and nothing is going to change that.

pretty · Post by **pretty** » Sat Jun 06, 2009 1:45 pm

Just cos you're on my friends list does not mean I like you at all. A is my friend, and you are there just to keep the peace and appease her. I think you're an irresponsible idiot. I wish I'd never met you. I am so happy that she left you, I'm just sad you're still friends. I hope one of these days you come undone and all the stupid fucked up shit you've done and all the people you've hurt or harmed come back to bite you. The moment I met you I knew I didn't like you, and you've only proved my gut right. It's not that the stuff you do is illegal, it's that it's stupid, wrong and fucked up.

kalayla · Post by **kalayla** » Sat Jun 06, 2009 4:17 pm

why do you always do that shit to me? WTF is your purpose?!?!? You say that we are best friends yet you don't wanna tell me anything and you fucking leave me out... I'm really starting to hate you and your family more and more... FUCK YOU!

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