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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Eva » Tue May 19, 2009 7:38 pm

I love you

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Post by amyfairy » Tue May 19, 2009 10:35 pm

:cry:

i'm incredibly home sick.
i'd actually like to lose my job so i could leave. i hate it here. it's making me sad.

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i thought you'd get in contact.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed May 20, 2009 7:13 am

today I thought about leaving you, well actually I thought "even if I wanted to leave I couldn't because you're in a bad place, so I should start something that you finish." I honestly thought that. It scares me. What happened to this person that could love you forever no matter what. this person that said even if you go to jail I'll wait. this person that thought I want to marry you.

she's not here any more.

Is it the situations? Or is it just that it will never be the same.
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Post by Eva » Wed May 20, 2009 1:25 pm

Ok, you don't think of me and you don't miss me. Now I know.

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed May 20, 2009 6:19 pm

im worried about you hun. i dont know how to reach out... i want to help you but i just cant. you need to do this your self. i will do anything that i can to help i promise. but kimmi i dont know which way to go anymore. i dont know how to help you. if i coul di would swap places and fight your fights, but thats not the way things are. please stay strong. i dont wanna hurt you and im sosorry that i cant stop her hurting you. i wish i could make things better for you. please just know that im here.and ill do everything i can to help you get through. i love you. soo much and you are the best friends ive ever had. your awsome!! and i feel so helpless. im worried. and scarred. and i wish i could make everythign beter. but i cant.... you and i both know that. that we cant change some things. some things are ment to be. but not this. this cant be ment to be. and it isnt. but it will take so much time!! it wil not go away this week. or month or by newday or anything. well maybe it could, but it isnt this time. we have to go through this the long way. but it will seem more worth while at the end. promise.
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im scarred. and worried. im worried about you hun. but i cant do anything. it makes me feel helpless. im sorry hunni. so sorry.....

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so sorry. :(
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Post by RG » Wed May 20, 2009 10:50 pm

You would kill me if you left me and it hurts me to hear that you have been possibly thinking about it

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu May 21, 2009 2:53 am

yesterday I thought about leaving you, that was just the stress.
today I fell back in love with you.
things are going to be okay.
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Post by vampirelover » Thu May 21, 2009 2:47 pm

on one hand i love hearing that you love me on otherhand cant you undertand it makes me sick to my stomach thinking about what ur intentions are , why cant i just believe that you do love me. Mayby because its we have only been in a relationship for a week and a half , because your a 17 year old boy, or because that stupid abuser ruined my life. Ahhhh im driving myself crazy with this.
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Post by a7xcncangel » Thu May 21, 2009 11:26 pm

Dear ______,

I wish you could have at least asked me about going to prom with my ex. Yes, he used me and wronged me in so many ways, but I still have feelings for him. You obviously have no respect or anything for me and I have no problem calling you an ugly knifing little bitch.

GO HAVE FUN AT YOUR STUPID PROM. I WENT LAST YEAR AND IT SUCKED. IT'S SO FUCKING OVERRATED IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. WHOOPDEE FUCKING DOO TO YOU. HAVE FUN GETTING USED AND HURT LIKE I DID. MAYBE IF YOU WEREN'T SUCH A BITCH, I'D HAVE WARNED YOU, BUT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. GO GET YOUR HEART BROKEN, I DON'T CARE. JUST DON'T COME CRYING TO ME ABOUT IT.

FUCK YOU AND FUCK PROM.
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Post by Spidey » Fri May 22, 2009 2:36 am

I know we're not welcome here.

Or at least that's the impression that you're giving.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Beasty » Fri May 22, 2009 3:36 am

I don't want a rejection. Don't wait to prove how cool you are and how much it doesn't matter to you. I hate to admit this but it matters to me. I don't mean to create a worry because I will never need you ever again if I can help it. It's just... companionship. Friendship. A mouth to kiss. That's it. And you can give it. If a few months ago is any indication, you want to give it. If the last contact is any indication, you are interested.

Actually, just give an answer. If you want to hang out, have fun, hurry the hell up. If you don't want to bother, give a gentle 'no'. Just don't leave me hanging as though the anticipation will make your side of things better. As though leaving me waiting will make me want you more or make you seem more detached, as if I might have to work to get it. It's bullshit.
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Post by Eva » Fri May 22, 2009 10:21 am

Come back

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 22, 2009 2:22 pm

focus on getting better. really try to get better while you're in there.

And please don't forget me. Please come back clean, but still my ryan.

Always be mine boo. :star:
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Fri May 22, 2009 4:50 pm

this is so unfair!!! why cnt you trust us???? were old enuf to keep safe. or at least give me a reason!!!! u just seem to be upsetting me for the fun of it. it isnt on!! please. im sorry i cant be perfect, but thats just the way i am.... u just make me so upset and angrey. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


xx Kitti xx


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Post by a7xcncangel » Fri May 22, 2009 7:34 pm

Mrs. B,

I love you so much. You're are seriously one of the coolest people I've met. You have so much energy, love for life, love your all 8 of your kids, and love for their friends, like me. Sometimes I wish you were my mom. I love being able to go to you and confide in you and just have someone to laugh with. I haven't been seeing you as much lately but I really hope that changes. I love you and miss you so much!

Love your "daughter"
~Christine~
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Post by Stefani140 » Fri May 22, 2009 8:51 pm

You say that you want to help. You say that you want to be supportive. You say that you want to do everything you can to cheer me up. Then you spend half the day ignoring me and force me to be talkative and cheerful while you pout....news flash THAT DOESN'T HELP!! Actions speak later than words and right now your actions tell me that your words are a steaming pile of bullshit.
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Post by vampirelover » Fri May 22, 2009 10:02 pm

im falling for you
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 22, 2009 10:30 pm

I'll be strong enough for both of us. But only for awhile.
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I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
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I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Stefani140 » Fri May 22, 2009 11:24 pm

brilliant apology. "here's all the reasons it wasn't my fault...but sorry anyway." absolutely fucking brilliant. why even bother apologizing.
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Post by Beasty » Sat May 23, 2009 3:19 am

FUCK. You said....
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