who are you right now? *lang trigs*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by nirvana » Tue May 03, 2005 3:39 am

i am NOT a slut.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by kate_ » Tue May 03, 2005 8:02 am

i am still here

i am not as alone as i feel

i feel hopeless

i want my friends back

i need help.

i have nothing to lose

i love my puppy

i hate my life, myself
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Post by marylou » Tue May 03, 2005 11:48 am

i am...
fed up
lonely
failing uni

i am not...
motivated to do this anymore
alone
going to hurt myself today

i feel...
tired. always tired
not good enough

i want...
to cut
someone to hold me
to sleep

i need...
help, attention
to be cared for
love
tomorrow

i have...
jesus
my friends
a knife at home
another chance to or not to

i love...
my friends/family
music
feeling alive, feeling good and relaxed

i hate...
feeling like this
nursing school
the constant battle inside
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by save_me_from_myself » Fri May 06, 2005 10:38 pm

i am...
alive
living
hurting
i am not...
weak
alone
foolish
i feel...
empty
numb
cold
feelingless
dumb
ugly
fat
i want...
to si
to see blood
to be free
to be me
i need...
blood
space
love...everyone needs love.
i have...
feelings
music
friends
a gf who loves me
hope
i love...
johny
i hate...
me.

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Post by nirvana » Wed May 18, 2005 7:22 pm

i am... bored.

i am not... stupid.

i feel... tired.

i want... bill.

i need... a nap.

i have... homework i should do.

i love... him.

i hate... being restless.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by mallie » Wed May 18, 2005 7:58 pm

i am...
capable of getting through

i am not...
worthless
stupid

i feel...
desperate
miserable

i want...
to be okay again

i need...
to be listened to, heard, understood

i have...
things I can do to help myself

i love...
My cat
Colourful and shiny diversions

i hate...
Feeling lost or trapped
Being disconnected and vague

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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Wed May 18, 2005 10:19 pm

i am...

- strong
- upset
- ill

i am not...

- to blame
- weak

i feel...

- sad
- anxious
- confused
- ... but okay

i want...

- to feel better
- to pass my exams

i need...

- someone to hug me
- people to be nice to me at college tomorrow

i have...

- hope :)

i love...

- all the wonderful people in my life i couldn't live without
- myself

i hate...

- feeling like this

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Post by pretty » Thu May 19, 2005 1:28 pm

<b>i am...</b>
smart.
cool.
capable.
strong.
level headed.
hungry.

<b>i am not...</b>
stupid.
hopeless.
helpless.
trapped.
stuck.

<b>i feel...</b>
exhausted.
hungry.
sorry.
lazy.
unmotivated.

<b>i want...</b>
it to be sunday evening.
to break these habits.
to be happy, to stay happy.

<b>i need...</b>
a hug.
love.
to feel special.
to feel loved.
to feel wanted.
close friendship.
to eat.

<b>i have...</b>
someone to love and care for me.
the skills i need to get through.
oportunity.

<b>i love...</b>
A.
my music.
Veruca & Vivica.
my course.
sunshine.
hot showers.

<b>i hate...</b>
ignorant people.
feeling trapped.
the power the past holds.
being lonely
not having enough time..
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by balletomane » Sun May 22, 2005 5:31 pm

i am...
lazy
hurting
tired
alone
lonely
discouraged

i am not...
productive
motivated
driven
dedicated
smart
worthy
sociable
fun
energetic
loved


i feel...
dead
tired
worthless
guilty
stressed


i want...
to be done with my homework
energy
to be my old self (the good student b rather than the mopey slacker b)
an irl friend :oops:

i need...
sleep
energy
time

i have...
too much work

i love...
nothing atm

i hate...
myself
everything
nothing

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Post by badgirl22 » Mon May 23, 2005 7:43 am

I am: Here, anxious, tired, and urgy
I am not normal, good at anything, happy,
I feel tired, sad, lonely, urgy and anxious
I want theropy to be over with, to be able to make cds from my minidisc player, love, respect, someone to care about me and take care of me
I need sleep, to be normal, to fit in, to be loved
I have lots of things, a husband, a beautiful violin, two wonderful dogs, a beautiful house, a great car, a best friend. lots of mickey stuff
I love my husband, my friendship with Jenny, my sister, my dogs, and sleep meds.
I hate myself, my body, who I am, being uncomfertable, theropy, my badness, me

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Post by Mindpoison » Mon May 23, 2005 8:43 pm

i am...
confused
strong
talented/creative

i am not...
a whore
worthless
ugly
stupid

I feel...
anxious
tired
restless
betrayed
violated

I want...
to be left alone
to be in control
to forgot

I need...
space
sleep
a shower

i have...
a lot of people who care about me

i love...
my pets
my friends

i hate...
men
my t atm
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Post by pretty » Thu May 26, 2005 11:48 am

i am...
tired
smart
motivated
having a break
doing well

i am not...
useless
lazy
going to fail

i feel...
slightly tired
interested
creative
inspired

i want...
to get back on track after the past week
some fruit

i need...
to be gentle with myself
to remember why I'm doing this
to remember that I can do this

i have...
time
space
strength
support
love
everything I need

i love...
veruca & vivica
A
my family
this house
walking
tea

i hate...
the hold depression has over me
the way I felt last week
ignorant people
shallow people
not having enough time
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by eyeris » Thu May 26, 2005 7:08 pm

i am... disgusting, hideous, worthless, a waste of space

i am not... deserving, talented, skilled in any way

i feel... worthless, guilty, empty, sad, exhausted, like giving up

i want... to be done . . . with everything, to give up, to stop being obsessed about my weight, to stop feeling so goddammed depressed, to stop trying

i need... to feel better NOW because I can't do this much longer, hope that things can ever get better and that I can ever feel better

i have... lost hope, nothing

i love... no one, my cat

i hate... living this way, living this life
"Subvert the dominant paradigm."

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Post by kurdt_kobain » Thu May 26, 2005 9:02 pm

i am breathing.

i am not going to be hurt anymore.

i feel heartsick.

i want to be held.

i need something.

i have myself.

i love you.

i hate no one.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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Post by nirvana » Sat May 28, 2005 4:23 am

i am... crying. finally.

i am not... okay.

I feel... dirty, betrayed, violated, alone, lonely.

I want... to forget about it, to sleep.

I need... sleep.

i have... a teddy bear.

i love...

i hate... him for doing that.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

[safe since february 2005.]

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Post by ArchyOpteryx » Sat May 28, 2005 3:31 pm

i am...
bent
i am not...
dead
i feel...
pain
i want...
peace
i need...
space
i have...
strength
i love...
light
i hate...
caucophony
and needless use of big words

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Post by balletomane » Sat May 28, 2005 7:17 pm

i am...
still here
tired
listening to music
i am not...
getting work done
feeling well physically
feeling motivated
i feel...
lethargic
fat
lazy
sore/headachey
empty
numb
calm
i want...
to be a stoic
a job
to go to the mall/do something with A
i need...
energy
a friend
i have...
a new CD
a lot of homework
a good book to read
i love...
music
i hate...
feeling tired
being depressed
sinus pressure

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat May 28, 2005 10:26 pm

I haven't doen one of these in awhile so I will do one to clear my head.

i am...
Amanda, Energetic, socialble, bubbly, nice, somewhere beautiful, brash, stubborn, and slightly coy.

i am not...
"retarded", dumb, embarrassing (to myself and friends), weird

i feel...
Often happy, scared, akward, flirty, happy, happy, happy.

i want...
Ryan :oops: :D :wink:, *giggles* to stay SI free, to keep my good friends, happiness, "sunshine and rainbows"

i need...
Love (even if just the friendly kind), support (even when you're not sure of me), assurance, to do the things I need to do.

i have...
30 dollars in my pocket, major reoccouring Depression, ad/hd, friends.

i love...
HUGS irl, tehy are teh best thing ever, sometimes kisses, I love sun on my arms and back, LAUGHING

i hate...
Regret, depression, cutting, drinking, self-conciousness, crying, sadness, when people lie with no good reason to do so.
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*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat May 28, 2005 11:00 pm

i am...
tired,
depressed,
worried,
scared,
gifted with a sense of humor,
capable

i am not...
stupid,
crazy


i feel...
lonely
sad


i want...
a real friend
more talent
to live without fear


i need...
a real friend
to have more faith in myself
support


i have...
learned to listen
a difficult life that i can learn to make easier
a few friends that i would really like to see more often


i love...
my dog
my mom
the sunrise
flowers


i hate...
to feel so alone
to feel so scared
to be unable to communicate normally
to be so lonely.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Post by silenceBROKEN » Wed Jun 01, 2005 1:06 am

i am...
creative
witty
alive
intelligent
hurting

i am not...
perfect
a failure
what everyone wants me to be

i feel...
hurt
abused
misused
drained
tired
exhausted
alone

i want...
sleep
my headache to disappear
to hug a stuffed animal
to have somebody IRL

i need...
love
hope for the future
this headcache to go away


i have...
A HEADACHE!
my pajamas on
to finish my homework

i love...
food
sleeping
being comfy
BUS

i hate...
feeling icky
myself
milkduds
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