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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by guest567 » Tue Mar 03, 2009 12:03 am

"I never meant to hurt you but knew I someday would"

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Post by Sprinklez » Tue Mar 03, 2009 7:06 am


It scares the fucking hell out of me when you talk about SU.
I love you.
More than anything.
You're the only person I've ever been able to fully open up to.
I can't lose you.
My life would be nothing with out you.
You've helped me change so much.
Helped me grow into who I am.
I'll always love you for that.
And I want to spend forever with you.
Please don't leave me. Please..

You fucking promised.
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Post by snowangel_03 » Tue Mar 03, 2009 12:36 pm

I hate you.
Can't you see what you've turned me into?
Why can't you force yourself to see what you're making me do?
I hate myself.
And for that, I blame you.
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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Mar 03, 2009 3:18 pm

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Post by Beasty » Tue Mar 03, 2009 4:10 pm


I want to have crazyhotviolent sex with you. Preferably with Marilyn Manson in the background.

Anything to make me feel alive.
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Post by PS » Tue Mar 03, 2009 7:24 pm

Your making me look like a failure. Pull your fuching weight. Just get off your arse and do it. Otherwise I wlll lookbad because of you and this will determn whether or not i get a decent job next year. Greer
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Post by snowangel_03 » Tue Mar 03, 2009 7:33 pm

Why is it someone says the same thing and it's true, but it's lies when I say it?
For goodness sake, I know more about it than you do, and what I know is THE FUCKING TRUTH!
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Mar 03, 2009 10:47 pm

AUGHHHHH Y CANT I DO THIS!¬!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y??!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? AUGH M DRIVING MYSELF INSANE AND IDK WHAT TO DO!!!!

i mean i know what 2 do, but i dont know how!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

help me, please. idk wht u can do, but help me





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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Mar 03, 2009 11:47 pm

Thanks for taking me to work with you today because I know you were just trying to keep me safe and didnt' mean for me to be so miserable...I'm sorry I probably made your day a lot harder than it should have been and if I told you I still SIed even when I was with you today, it would make everything worse. I'm sorry I can't get better :(
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Post by snowangel_03 » Wed Mar 04, 2009 12:03 am

You don't get it.
You know you don't.
So why bother even pretending
You don't care about it.
Or what it's doing to me.
Please, just quit your bullshit.
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Post by nomad2207 » Wed Mar 04, 2009 12:47 am

you annoy me. after all these years, you still annoy me.
why can't i see in you what you seem to see in me?
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Post by nomad2207 » Wed Mar 04, 2009 3:23 am

i miss talking to you
"i took the path less traveled and it has made all the difference."
nomad's place...here i grow again
if you look in the mirror and don't like what you see, you can find out firsthand what it's like to be me.
if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave.
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Post by zombiepeople » Wed Mar 04, 2009 4:37 am

*SU*
I wish you hated me...then I could kill myself and not feel so guilty just thinking about it. :(
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Post by Sprinklez » Wed Mar 04, 2009 6:30 am

***SU***

Z -

The reason I'm so desperate for you to talk when you get that way is because I'm not 100% I'll here your voice again.
You scare the fuck out of me when you talk about SU.
I hate it.
You say you won't, but you never sound sure.
Stop putting me through this fucking hell!
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Post by snowangel_03 » Thu Mar 05, 2009 2:37 pm

I want to fully hate you 100% but I can't.
Because I'm stupid.
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Post by Stefani140 » Thu Mar 05, 2009 4:46 pm

No T, my therapy "homework" did not go well. It went the fucking opposite of well. Not only did it piss off my boyfriend but now I've felt guilty for 4 days for doing it in the first place. So how about this...you let me stay fucked up and we never speak of this stupid assignment again. And if you push the issue, I won't do it anyway so it would be a waste of your time.
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Post by Eva » Thu Mar 05, 2009 10:02 pm

I want to turn back time. Will you ever come back again? I hope so. I hope you'll call me soon. I want you to say, that we should meet. Soon. Please don't just use me to feel good about yourself. Please don't play with my feeling. You know I have feelings for you. Do you feel anything for me? I guess you don't, but I hope. Please call me....

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Post by snowangel_03 » Thu Mar 05, 2009 10:03 pm

Would you have loved me if I was different?
A good girl?
What you really wanted?

Well...would you?
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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Mar 05, 2009 11:26 pm

please come tomorrow, please
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Post by Sprinklez » Fri Mar 06, 2009 3:51 am


Z-
Go ahead, think what you want.
Go ahead and think I don't care,
go ahead and think I'll change my mind,
hell, go ahead and tell yourself I
wouldn't miss you.
^^That's all a fucking lie.
But if it makes you feel better go right on ahead and think it.
I love you more than words can express,
that will never change.
I will always care about you.
And I want to spend forever with you.
And it fucking hurts like hell that you don't believe me..
But go ahead and tell yourself what ever the fuck
you want to believe.
I'm fucking done.
You can come find me when you're ready to try again.
I'm not crawling back to you this time..
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