Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Joseph · Post by **Joseph** » Mon Feb 16, 2009 10:06 pm

I don't know why you had to leave. Why is it that you told me to get a medical test for a birth defect that you had after 40 years. What makes you think if I care if I die. You never cared that I was alive before.

Joseph · Post by **Joseph** » Mon Feb 16, 2009 10:18 pm

You are the only one left of the ones that left but you were the first I learned to hate because you took him away

nomad2207 · Post by **nomad2207** » Mon Feb 16, 2009 10:51 pm

i did it... i said it "out loud"

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Feb 17, 2009 1:11 am

A - You make me feel so inadequate all the time.

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Tue Feb 17, 2009 1:34 am

- I use you to torture myself by looking at you and all you have to make myself feel useless and like a worthless whore

strider 151 · Post by **strider 151** » Tue Feb 17, 2009 9:17 am

i dont think you have quite grasped how much you mean to me.
without you i would be depressed/suicidal. i might even be dead.

thank you

for everything you have done

thank you

i am scared that if you continually support and help me, i might rely on you, and not be able to stand on my own feet.

but right now that isnt an issue

love u x

xx

nomad2207 · Post by **nomad2207** » Tue Feb 17, 2009 8:27 pm

can i do it this time?

i want to, i need strength.

it doesn't do anything for me anymore.

i kind of miss it.

Sprinklez · Post by **Sprinklez** » Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:18 am

D-

fuck!
i hate you
she was my best friend before she was your girlfriend
i miss her
i need her
i've been her best friend since the third grade
you've been dating her for three months
you dont love her
we all know you're using her for sex
she's not a fucking slut
or atleast she wasnt until she met you!

Z-

i'm scared shitless right now
i love you
i need you
i want you
but your plans for the furture and mine just dont match up
i know you're not changing on traveling the country as a musician,
going to north carolina for art school,
or any of that
and im not giving up my dream of being a marine biologist
and/or child phsycologist
and i refuse to do the long distance thing again
someone has to give
but neither of us are willing to
i guess forever wont be as long as i thought
i know this is all three years away, but thats not enough time
next time dont promise forever if you dont mean it

Dorky&Weird2 · Post by **Dorky&Weird2** » Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:42 am

k-i have never liked someone as much as i like you and i wonder if u feel the same

dad-FUCK YOU i cant wait till im 18 to get away from you

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Wed Feb 18, 2009 5:09 am

K- thank you for saying that...I'm not sure I entirely agree, but seeing as I'm likely to blame myself for every possible fuckup, it means a lot to know that people knew I was doing my best.

B - you are amazing. And after the crap you've had to put up with from me the last few days...is it any wonder that i worship the ground you walk on?

Beasty · Post by **Beasty** » Thu Feb 19, 2009 11:13 pm

I love you, Grandmommy. Please don't leave us yet.

strider 151 · Post by **strider 151** » Thu Feb 19, 2009 11:21 pm

i dont want my worst fears to come true. wont you listen to the silent voice inside me that is screaming its head off at you to listen??

Sprinklez · Post by **Sprinklez** » Fri Feb 20, 2009 4:00 am

daddy -
I dont hate you. Despite what i tell people.
I hate her that bitch you married seven years ago.
She changed everything.
You were my hero, I needed you.
Remember how i cried when you tried to leave?
Remember how that changed when she told me to suck it up
and quit being a baby?
I miss my dad. I need you daddy. But i cant bring myself to change.
I dont know how. I'm so used to pushing you away.
I'm not sure I can break down my carefully built wall.
And go back to that loving little girl I was before you met her.
I deffinitely can't do it alone...

Joseph · Post by **Joseph** » Fri Feb 20, 2009 4:54 am

Linda

I do not know what to say to you
I hated you and wanted you to die
I once loved you as you were the eldest sister and were so big and pretty
You hated my mom but it took years for me to learn that I did to but by then it was too late for you in my heart
You are the only sibling left alive that shares the same daddy as I do.
I feel it is your fault anymore and that is where my hate was born but now what.
I have to heal this relationship in someway for me but I do not know how
Linda I do not know what to say to you but for the first time I know I want to say something and not that you suck and I wish you were dead. But the words that replace those are just not there yet

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Fri Feb 20, 2009 5:16 am

How could you do that to her? You never treat a woman like that...EVER!

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Fri Feb 20, 2009 6:19 pm

you leaving bothers me....even though it shouldn't.

Post by **Spidey** » Sat Feb 21, 2009 4:33 am

that was the first time i listened to that song and didn't bawl my eyes out.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sat Feb 21, 2009 4:54 am

Thankyou so much for helping me out today...I hope I wasn't creating too much stress

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sat Feb 21, 2009 7:35 am

MOM
I am dating him. I am dating Ryan.
And I can't even tell you, you the person any girl wants to tell they are sharing their life with someone. It's because I see that me and Jon's relationship wasn't the best, but I can now see what parts I did to contribute to that. And I let you dictate my relationships. I let you tell me that people aren't attracted to me, that I don't know what love is and therefor can't love someone. You know that damn near killed Jon. Because of you I shut down, I stopped showing him any sort of love. I stopped saying I love you, stopped thinking I loved him.

But now with Ryan I know it's love. And I'm so afraid you'll do the same thing you did with Jon and me. Just nag and nag and be negitive until I leave him just to hear you shut your mouth. But not this time. Because I love him and I'd never leave him.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Sat Feb 21, 2009 12:57 pm

I don't know what she said to you in between talking to me, but I hope she told you you're a twat. And bloody irresponsible as well. You clearly don't understand stuff like that, so keep your mouth shut.

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