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Post by pelagic » Sun Jan 04, 2009 11:06 pm

I try so hard to be happy and you push me back to the ground with a few cruel words. Why do you think that you are better than me?

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Post by WildChild101 » Mon Jan 05, 2009 2:31 am

C: i promised myself i wouldnt let myself feel like this again
and look what youve done, i can feel it
im slowly falling in love with you
and i dont want to stop myself because you make me so happy
but he promised me forever
and then i lost my best friend
im not letting myself get that hurt ever again
cos i think it would kill me



K:i think your lovely, but i think you need to grow up
i think youre too scared to say what you said was wrong, cos youll look like an idiot.
i can feel you slowly drifting away
and i dont want to loose you
but i have no more strength to hold on
i guess its almost goodbye
i love you, im going to really miss you

S: you will never understand how much youve hurt me. you dont know me anymore and i intend to keep it that way. i let you in, so close, you were there for me
and then you werent
where the fuck did you go?
was it something i did?
i dont like the knobhead youve become, at all
hes not my old best friend i trusted with my world
he's not the guy i fell hardest for, who promised forever and always
your just some stupid dickhead now who got what he wanted and got bored.
well fuck you.

S: grow up stop the mind games and get a grip. move on.


HB: i love you. i want to tell you everything. im just scared. your my best friends.
i love you to the end

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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 05, 2009 4:34 pm

Mother: Please for the love of all that's good in this world just leave me alone when I get home tonight. And if you dare to bitch about me not having done thank you cards, I will scream because surprisingly enough as I had a grand total of a day and a half at home after Xmas Day, I've not had fucking time to do them! I've had other things on my mind! :evil:

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Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jan 05, 2009 5:32 pm

Why do you always have to remind me how much you do and sacrifice...but when I remind you of the same thing you blow it off! I realize how much you give up, but so do I. So get off your high horse and figure out that its not always about you.


But even with that annoyance, I miss you more than anything and want you here now...so stop sleeping and come talk to me.
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Post by Sheliya » Mon Jan 05, 2009 6:07 pm

You really hurt me when you said, "You shouldn't be so messed up!" You make me feel like you're so disappointed with me, and yet you still wonder why I won't want to confide in you?
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe


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Post by the_gypsy » Mon Jan 05, 2009 6:34 pm

R~ You're giving me such a bright future. I'm excited about it all. Excited about what's going to happen.
Just remember that I'm scared about it all. I don't mean to be upset all the time, and I know you don't mind.
I love you with all my heart and I just want to give you the world.
<3


S~ All I want is forgiveness. Forgiveness for everything I'd done to you last year. You've put up with me for a while.
and yet you still love me and want to be my friend.
You're the strongest person I've ever, ever known. you have just as much stress as me and yet you've never let temptation get to you.
I cherish you.
I cherish our friendship and I'll never take you for-granted.
I'm glad you let me in so I could be so close to you, I never want our relationship to grow apart.
Thank you for all those times you've let me rant. Thank you and I'm sorry.
I'm trying to get better.
She lives in a daydream, where I don't belong. She is the sunlight, and the sun is gone.
All I want is to keep you safe from the cold...
to give you all that your heart needs the most.


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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Jan 05, 2009 7:11 pm

If you fuck up my college life.. I don't know what I will do. I may love you, but I am also loving who I've become so far in one semester.. don't screw with me or my goals.. I want to be seperate from you, no matter how much I love you.

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Post by 5th section » Mon Jan 05, 2009 7:44 pm

to me:
this is getting ridiculous. stop it. do something. remember what happened last time.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Jan 06, 2009 9:12 pm

I want to kick you in the nads. Seriously.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by steady hands » Wed Jan 07, 2009 6:04 am

thank you for knowing what I need, and knowing when I need it, and not being afraid.

I know that sometimes (well, most of the time) I'm a mess, and that I'm scared all the time, and that I never know what I need.

thank you for kissing me today. even though I wasn't expecting it, and I was midsentence, and that when we pulled away, my french teacher (!!!) was staring at us, and that I never pull shit like that. and that even though it's going to create awkward situations in french, it was what I needed.

thank you for semi-secret girl kisses in the hallway when I'm supposed to be in class.
thank you for loving me the way you do even though I sometimes can't love myself.

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Post by Typoqueen » Wed Jan 07, 2009 3:24 pm

You infuriaiate me.l
Only ever look back to see how far you've come.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Jan 07, 2009 5:19 pm

I need you here with me.. I need to feel myself wrapped up in your arms.. and want to feel you rubbing my back.. you know I love that.

I'm terrified you'll stop loving me because of the last couple of days.

But you promise me you won't.. and I believe you. I just love you.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Arctic Fox » Wed Jan 07, 2009 6:45 pm

I told you so, dummy! Too bad it only really changes things for me.
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Post by kermit » Wed Jan 07, 2009 7:24 pm

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You stupid selfish fucking bitch. How dare you throw my money down the drain without making any effort to keep warm? You're wandering around the fucking house wearing a cardi and a long sleeved tshirt. Of course you're not fucking warm enough. You stupid fucking bitch. How dare you be so selfish? I'm so fucking happy that you're so fucking well off and have had such a cosy fucking life that you don't have to think about these things but don't me into debt just because you don't think. You know I can't afford this but you don't fucking care. You stupid stupid bitch.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Jan 07, 2009 9:13 pm

how can you be so attentive and caring when you haven't slept in over 30 hours....and today when you got plenty of sleep your being a complete jerk? that doesn't even seem possible and it pisses me off.
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Post by falllingdown » Fri Jan 09, 2009 12:08 am

You have made me feel like shit, like i dont mean anything.
You fucking scumbag
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Jan 09, 2009 4:38 am

Image Give me a fucking answer already so her and I can see if those days are possible. You're really starting to piss me the hell off. I hope you don't think I'll be here at home every fucking weekend.. and next year.. I'm only coming home when I have to and when C and I need laundry done. I'm tired of this fucking shit. I can't take it.

Image I love you, I already can't imagine time without you. And it's only been almost three months.. which not going to lie.. scares me.. but I know I'm safe with you.

Image Heh, I bet you don't know exactly why I asked if you cared if I never married/never had kids.. I was pleased with your answer. I think my theory of you being more supportive of me is coming true. Surprising on one hand due to me joking about you being a homophobe.. but, I really am seeing you being more supportive of me and whoever I love.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Spidey » Fri Jan 09, 2009 6:07 am

i love you love you love you love you.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Jan 09, 2009 8:01 am

could you please try a little with me? granted we dont see eachother much but... i could really do with some support right now. i'd like to be your friend but i dont know if you want to be mine.
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Post by Callisto » Fri Jan 09, 2009 1:45 pm

you are a pathetic junkie whore, leave my family alone!

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