Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Beasty » Sun Feb 08, 2009 7:51 am

I'm bloody fucking miserable.

I'm also quite chilly, which is bad because I haven't even left my room yet and its rrreeeaaaallllllyyy cold outside.
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Post by kalayla » Sun Feb 08, 2009 7:28 pm

worthless
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Post by pretty » Sun Feb 08, 2009 7:54 pm

Nervous and excited and nervous. And tired.
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Post by Jamas » Mon Feb 09, 2009 7:42 pm

Caffeinated! :shocked!: :java:

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Post by steady hands » Tue Feb 10, 2009 4:02 am

tired.
a little unsure.

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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Feb 10, 2009 5:28 am

depressed
sick (physically)
overwhelmed
a bit panicky
exhausted but afraid of another sleepless night
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Post by Beasty » Fri Feb 13, 2009 5:53 pm

stupid for eating half a box of chocolates before dinner. Curse you, chocolate!
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Post by Jamas » Mon Feb 16, 2009 6:22 pm

Sad. Scared.

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Post by falllingdown » Tue Feb 17, 2009 1:24 pm

Unsure
tired
fed up
wondering on where to go and what to do
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I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
Maybe you're the same as me
We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun Feb 22, 2009 12:16 pm

calm

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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Feb 23, 2009 6:05 am

hopeless, like I'm a failure, unmotivated, tired, angry with myself for wasting the entire weekend, overwhelmed by all the things I need to do........

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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Mon Feb 23, 2009 1:08 pm

completely in over my head... i don't know what to do, but there's an overwhelming feeling to keep on going. an 'i hate the world and everything in it, its all out to get me but buggered if i'll lie down and let it consume me' feeling.
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Post by Jamas » Mon Feb 23, 2009 9:43 pm

Dizzy. Weepy. Like lead in the pit of my stomach.

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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:05 am

panicky, anxious, really depressed, urgy to SI, unsafe, hopeless
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:17 am

like dancing in the middle of the street
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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:59 am

...still really depressed
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Feb 26, 2009 9:43 am

sleepy beyond reason

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Thu Feb 26, 2009 5:04 pm

like I'm not coping. :cry:
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Post by HakunaMatata » Thu Feb 26, 2009 5:11 pm

So fed up of my stupid f*ckwit boss and landlord. And also sad at the memories. Of a person who died too young. And of happy, sunnier times. I'm scared when my best friend comes back, she won't like me because I think I've changed. Randomly I'd like to hurt myself or od, even tho' I feel ok today and haven't done those things in about a year now.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Mar 05, 2009 4:55 am

not like myself
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

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