Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Oct 04, 2008 8:50 pm

You did everything I asked you not to do to me. You lead me on for who knows how long. You never tried hard enough. And I couldn't be me around you to start with. I'm glad that I have the insights that I do. They helped. There's more I want to say, but I won't here.

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You're right. I do deserve better.


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I don't think I can be friends with you anymore. I know I can't be friends with you anymore.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Oct 04, 2008 9:16 pm

I felt so comfortable when you hugged me last night.

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Post by -manda- » Sat Oct 04, 2008 10:22 pm

I just wish you would hold and comfort me when I'm upset or crying. You have no idea how much that would mean to me.
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Post by Roxi » Sun Oct 05, 2008 2:48 pm

You are probably right - but I'd rather try to prove you wrong than tell you that I don't want to listen to your advice
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Post by Eva » Sun Oct 05, 2008 3:16 pm

I HATE YOU! Attention seeking b*tch! You've got SO many friends, and you're SO busy..yeah, I get the message!

I liked you once and thought, that you were my friend. But I hate you now! :evil:
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Post by fiona » Sun Oct 05, 2008 4:20 pm

You're the only reason I get up in the morning
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Post by Beasty » Sun Oct 05, 2008 7:50 pm

I hope you die. I do not want you involved in any aspect of my life anymore and while I love the people I love, I cannot get away from you and I hate it so much. The ONLY reason I could still want you alive is because they care about you and because that annoying part of me cares about you. I wish they could cut that part right out of my brain. I never want to see you EVER again.
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Post by Eva » Sun Oct 05, 2008 8:35 pm

I hate you, don't want to see you ever again.
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Mon Oct 06, 2008 6:40 am

STOP TELLING ME EVERYTHING HE SAID!!!
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WHy dont you just divorce him already?! You were so close then you just forgave him like that!I guess that means you care about him more than you do about us.

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I wish we could be friends like before ,but now your a stuck up b**** and act like you dont know me so I guess I'll do the same :(
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Post by Eva » Mon Oct 06, 2008 12:07 pm

I miss you so much. It hurts inside. Please come back....I'm afraid that I'll love you forever :(
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Post by ambivalent red » Mon Oct 06, 2008 10:05 pm

you are a jack ass.
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Post by volta » Mon Oct 06, 2008 10:13 pm

i didn't want to push you away last nite. i didn't want you to leave. i know it seemed like i hated you and wanted you gone.
but i love you, odie.

thank you for staying.
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Post by goodlife » Mon Oct 06, 2008 10:28 pm

No, im not ok.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Oct 07, 2008 3:37 am

I really do like you, and you can always make me smile when you are around.

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It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by KLove24 » Tue Oct 07, 2008 3:48 am

*I miss you I want you to miss me. I hate you for wanting to be with her though. You dont owe her anything.

*I'm sorry for what I did but you dont deserve him

*I'm sorry I'm such a shitty mom you deserve so much better

*Im sorry for hurting you over and over again even though you dont know about it. I just dont love you anymore.

*I hate myself
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Post by Beasty » Tue Oct 07, 2008 6:10 am

This shit is not what I signed up for. This is not how crew is supposed to be.
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Post by ambivalent red » Thu Oct 09, 2008 5:07 pm

im cutting myself and I need more help than you are giving me.
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I dont want you to come and if you still do I dont want you to see my husband. I dont trust you.
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why did you look at me like that when I said she was coming in town?
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Post by ambivalent red » Thu Oct 09, 2008 5:16 pm

you are a whore. It was ONLY akward for you, bitch!!!
Quit being so selfish!!! I hate you.
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Post by Callisto » Thu Oct 09, 2008 11:57 pm

People like you are the reason I would quite happily hunt down & kill all the chavs in this country if I could >.<
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Oct 10, 2008 1:27 am

Can YOU just call me? Should I have to do all the work? Or maybe I just want you more than you want me, maybe what you said is a lie.

I JUST want to know the truth. Guessing is making me more upset than I would be if I just knew the truth.

Maybe you have another woman? How would I know? I'm never over, I never hear from you.

This week was a test, on saturday I told you I wanted to stay over this friday, tomorrow, and you never called this whole week?

I think drunk plans need confirmation. Fuck you for driving me insane.
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