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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Temet_Nosce » Mon Aug 23, 2004 10:00 pm

At the very least I feel less alone reading this board (which I fortuitously discovered yesterday). When I am not locked in my own cerebral prison I absolutely will cry for you, all of you--I hope you will do the same for me. I believe we are all one soul, one body, one mind. I so much wish I could learn to live with my illness, to cope effectively, instead of muddling through each day repeating the same CBT lessons. My brain is defective; my spouse says I am 'broken'. Indeed-Humpty Dumpty--whom no one could reassemble into meaningful pieces.
Whatever you do at this moment changes your whole future.


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Post by fairy_punk_princess » Tue Aug 24, 2004 10:27 pm

i wish my best friend didnt hate me :cry: i wish i wasnt such a dick :cry:
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Post by jaded melody » Tue Aug 24, 2004 10:35 pm

*hugs everyone* fairypunkprincess you are not a dick.
Hope everyones okay.

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twixt night and morn, upon the horizon's verge."
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Post by Temet_Nosce » Tue Aug 24, 2004 11:41 pm

If you think your best friends hates you then that individual was NOT your best friend. I have literally lost all of my (small group of) 'friends', inc. the closest I have ever come to a 'best friend'...seems no one wants to deal with those that si...Begging your pardon regarding my ignorance, but do those '100 Day' symbols mean the time you have been on this board, or the time without si??
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Post by jaded melody » Wed Aug 25, 2004 12:03 am

The badges are amount of time that the person has be SI-free.

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Post by jo_alone » Wed Aug 25, 2004 12:29 pm

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:

I'm fed up of fighting, fed up of trying, it's too hard, I just want to give up.

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
One day I will not think...I will just be...

"You can talk to me, I am your safe place" - from a daft film I watched - but those words stuck out a mile

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Post by Lyndsie » Thu Aug 26, 2004 12:36 am

I really needa cry, but i can't. I haven't been able to, even when it seems i should cry.

:::CRIES::: Maybe this will help me let out why i need to cry!

:(

I miss her! It's just not fair!!!!
The world just isn't fair!!!!!!!!
:::CRIES:::

(Hey, this kind of helped!)
(Good idea!)

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Post by Vampyrella » Sun Aug 29, 2004 11:31 am

:bawl:
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Post by Vampyrella » Wed Sep 01, 2004 4:12 pm

:cry:
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Post by pretty » Fri Sep 10, 2004 12:21 pm

I'm so tired of this. I want it to be over.

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Post by ~invisible_me~ » Sun Sep 12, 2004 12:37 pm

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Post by musicals_rule » Sun Sep 12, 2004 8:38 pm

*cries* and *cries* and *Cries
Struggling.
Trying.
Failing.
Falling.

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Post by nirvana » Wed Sep 15, 2004 2:20 am

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Wed Sep 15, 2004 7:39 pm

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Wed Sep 15, 2004 10:50 pm

And again
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

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Post by Leelee » Thu Sep 16, 2004 5:34 am

*CRIES HER HEART OUT*
If there is no God,
Not everything is permitted to man.
He is still his brother’s keeper
And he is not permitted to sadden his brother,
By saying that there is no God.

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Post by Guest » Thu Sep 16, 2004 3:33 pm

Am I allowed to give *HUGS* to others.... and then have a cry myself.... :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

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Post by bojangles » Thu Sep 16, 2004 8:02 pm

wanted to leave some huggles for everyone

:1hug3: :1hug3: :1hug3:

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Post by pretty » Fri Sep 17, 2004 5:06 pm

Thanks Bojjie. That's really sweet of you.


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"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by jaded melody » Fri Sep 17, 2004 11:38 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

im lonely.
Crying for Alice, Owen, Jake, Hannah and thier parents and everyone involved in thier tragedy. And for the people whove died recently. And for the victims of so many atrocities. I dunno why, its just hit me today.
I miss everyone.
Im horrible... :cry:

:bawl: :bawl: :shakehead: :blfrwn:

i love you, guys.
M xxx
"Between two worlds life hovers like a star,
twixt night and morn, upon the horizon's verge."
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