Place to cry

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by the_voice_told_me_to » Sun Jun 06, 2004 3:01 am

I feel like such a s*ut. :cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by shrinking violet » Tue Jun 08, 2004 12:44 pm

I hate me so so much i try make up to make me feel better nothing works why
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It's hard to know the truth when I hold so many secrets.

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Post by there_is_hope » Tue Jun 15, 2004 1:45 am

:1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:
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Post by eyeris » Tue Jun 15, 2004 4:08 pm

why can't I find a part time job?, why can't I stop hurting myself?, why can't I feel better? why can't I let anyone in? I just want a hug from someone who really cares. :puppydogeyes:
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Post by pistachio » Wed Jun 16, 2004 2:47 am

i wish i could just damn trust people and not have to worry anymore. im so damn sick of always worrying, i just want to give up

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Post by sassy koala » Wed Jun 16, 2004 5:59 am

i want to die

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Post by ~invisible_me~ » Wed Jun 16, 2004 9:19 am

:1cries: :1cries: I want it all to go :1cries: :1cries:

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Post by Violet218 » Thu Jun 17, 2004 3:39 pm

:cry: i dont know if i can do this. i'm on edge - i'm struggling and i want to SI really bad.

im trapped

i want to get out

:cry: :cry:

will this ever end?
When this began I had nothing to say, & I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
I was confused & I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Jun 18, 2004 1:05 pm

:1cries: I don't want to be here :cry:

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Post by Jaded » Sat Jun 19, 2004 12:26 am

:bawl:
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Post by XclippedXwingsX » Sat Jun 19, 2004 3:31 am

Life has been especially hard for me lately. Thanks for this place. I feel I can spill out every emotion right now. I'm still in the midst of coping with my SI, and feel as tho I have no where to turn. I feel alone right now, and yet I don't. Kinda weird right? But true, in every aspect. :cry: I need a good, long cry right now.
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Post by swanfaerie » Sat Jun 19, 2004 6:49 am

Imagei'm a pathetic loser. what's the point. even if i'm not like him, she keeps saying it. why did they have to hurt me like that?


i'm not worthy to be a mother

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Post by bright.eyes » Sat Jun 19, 2004 10:33 pm

*hugs* to everyone in this thread... its such a sad thread to read :(

I hate feeling down for no reason.. really everything's fine, my exam's are nearly over and i'm going to have a brilliant summer... so why do i feel so defeated, so tired of everything, so worthless, so wanting to cut after 2 weeks SI free.... and no one to stop me, no ones here.

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Post by grrrr » Sun Jun 20, 2004 3:46 am

it's been a couple weeks, i dunno, i don't really keep track, but i am going to fail so soon, i know it. i hate my life. i hate myself. i wish it were all over. i keep trying to be helpful, but i need so much more from people than i can make up for by trying to help them. i can't do it. nothing i say is going to be helpful to anyone, i don't know why i even try. i guess i try to convince myself i'm not all bad, but i'm lying to myself. i want to die.

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Post by grrrr » Mon Jun 21, 2004 1:19 am

i can't seem to stop crying. i feel so su. i want to die.

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Post by ~invisible_me~ » Mon Jun 21, 2004 11:03 am

:cry: :cry: I wish i would die i wish i gone i wish i was free i wish i would stop crying :cry: :cry:

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Post by Frippy » Tue Jun 22, 2004 12:40 pm

:bawl: :bsad: :bblink: :blfrwn: :shakehead: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:
I just wish he would speak to me. I wish he'd care. He is the most important person in my life and he won't speak to me, I don't matter to him. I just can't stop crying.:1cries: :1cries: :bsad:

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Post by red velvet » Tue Jun 22, 2004 4:05 pm

*curls up in a ball and cries on the floor*
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Post by nirvana » Thu Jun 24, 2004 2:59 am

i want to be happy again.

i don't want to be alone.

i want to be alone.

i want to cry.

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i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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