Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Sep 05, 2007 4:24 am

I'm afraid I'm alone.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
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Post by Binayshee » Wed Sep 05, 2007 6:30 am

i'm ashamed of my anger

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Post by _____iamacliche » Wed Sep 05, 2007 9:20 am

i'm scared that people are just using me and that only one person really cares about me.

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Post by wilson » Thu Sep 06, 2007 8:24 am

i know what i have to do.
but i dont want to do it.

im shit scared.
but that isnt what is holding me back.
i dont want to be in hospital when my uncle dies.
i want to be able to go to his funeral.
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im over the myths and placebos
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Post by _____iamacliche » Thu Sep 06, 2007 4:17 pm

<small>i did a bad thing and i didn't eat in college today.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Sep 06, 2007 8:34 pm

I think this just knocks my self-esteem 10 times more

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Post by caged bird » Thu Sep 06, 2007 9:14 pm

i'd have probably been one of them too if i'd stayed - I'm sorry, does that make me bad? I just want my friends back, I want to belong properly again and I don't know if that's healthy

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Post by red umbrellas » Sun Sep 09, 2007 12:32 pm

sometimes i woinder if i get so angry now...because i've never been allowed to get angry
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Post by Callisto » Sun Sep 09, 2007 8:32 pm

I'm gay but I'm in love with a boy and I can picture spending the rest of my life with him. I'm scared this makes me a fake.

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Post by vampirelover » Sun Sep 09, 2007 8:45 pm

Happy people make me feel sick as im Jelouse of them

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Post by vampirelover » Sun Sep 09, 2007 8:46 pm

I cant trust anyone not even my mother

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Sep 10, 2007 1:30 pm

how silly it is to be mad at someone who promised they'd never leave you when it's your fault they went away.
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Post by Scatterbrain » Mon Sep 10, 2007 5:44 pm

^^I'm in a very similar situation.. I dont want to see you on thursday. I want to start getting over the fact that you are gone and I we will never be close again. In fact, I doubt we will ever talk after thursday. :(

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Mon Sep 10, 2007 7:35 pm

I just want to scream at someone "I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE" and have them take me away from home and look after me. They're driving me fucking insane. I can't handle it. i'm NOT okay.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Sep 10, 2007 7:55 pm

i miss being able to be free. i miss being able to be who i really i am. i want it back. and im determined to get it back too.

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Post by Li'lRuby » Tue Sep 11, 2007 12:25 am

Alone.
Insignificant.
Worthless. Bad. Stupid.
Alone.
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Post by Beasty » Tue Sep 11, 2007 1:03 am

I realize how much she means to me and it scares me. I'm afraid that I cannot keep a hold of my sanity without her. (I love you Robin)
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:10 pm

I lost my temper with my dog and I feel terrible for doing so.

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Post by thisshallbeformusic » Wed Sep 12, 2007 3:26 am

i'm too much to deal with.
i don't want to be a bother.
i feel like a persistant bother.
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Post by wilson » Wed Sep 12, 2007 3:19 pm

the day i found you i died as well. and i know that i cant get better because you cant bring back the dead
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

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im over existing in limbo
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i dont really mind if i just fade away
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