The Worry Doll Thread

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Apr 24, 2008 2:21 pm

i am worried that my triggery dream is going to bother me more and more today and that feeling wont go away

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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Apr 28, 2008 8:48 am

I'm worried that I will get angry enough at my roommate to get into an argument with her. I don't need an argument right now. I don't want one.

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Post by lily_trying » Tue Apr 29, 2008 1:27 am

i'm worried that things won't get better.

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Post by ultimate starshine » Tue Apr 29, 2008 2:12 am

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu May 01, 2008 12:48 am

i am worried about going to my highschool reunion even though im looking forward to it. Im a little worried about being triggered by some conversation from my past. Im just afraid everyone will take my abuser's side of the story and not belive me even though i wont bring up the conversation but if it does im afraid.

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Post by red_viola » Sat May 03, 2008 4:12 am

i'm worried that my friends are fake.
and they just talk about me when i'm not around.
and that something awful will happen to my sister.
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Post by Never Again » Sat May 03, 2008 4:46 am

i'm worried about switching to this new tdoc. i dont want to stop seeing my pdoc for therapy. what if she isnt understanding about si? what if she's the type that sets rules and says i have to stop... and i cant see her if i si. or i have to sign a contract. when that's happened in the past with other tdocs ive always ended up deconstructing and/or hiding it and lying.

what if she doesnt like me? what if i cant get over leaving pdoc? i want to cry everytime i think about it.
I have love. I have love but I don't know where to put it.

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Post by silent_end » Sat May 03, 2008 5:23 am

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Post by vampirelover » Sat May 03, 2008 1:01 pm

im worried ur not okay
im worried about slipping into depression again
im worried I will start SH again if i go 2 boarding school
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Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 03, 2008 2:15 pm

im still a teansy bit worried about tomorrow.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat May 03, 2008 6:40 pm

I worry about having sex or not. I mean not so much just the sex part. Cause I sworse I was a lesbian for like 4 years and now I have a bf and I just wory about if we're right. If I like attention or I like him.

I worry that once I have sex I can never go back. That I will finally be lost.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat May 03, 2008 11:46 pm

i'm worried i've put all this work in and it won't be reflected. and then i'm not sure if I could live with myself if I didn't do well. so then what?

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Post by breathing » Mon May 05, 2008 12:22 am

i'm worrying that I will be rejected.
i'm worrying that when I get a pdoc, s/he will be cold to me.
i'm worrying that I will never make it to college, and will be rejected from every school.

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Post by Never Again » Mon May 05, 2008 2:38 am

im worried that i'll always be alone.

i'm worried that i'll always be a child. i'm 30 fucking years old, but i'm certainly not an adult. this isn't being an adult.

i'm worried that new tdoc will hate me, i hate me. i'm worried that i'll never again find the same safety and comfort like i have with pdoc.

i'm worried that she'll force me to do that thing that i fear the most... i know its the right thing. but fuck it, i can't, okay? i just can't. so what if she makes me.

i'm worried that i'm getting that depressed again and that i'll stop caring.
I have love. I have love but I don't know where to put it.

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Post by wilson » Tue May 06, 2008 3:15 am

im worried i've gone too far this time
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue May 06, 2008 5:48 am

I'm worried happy won't make me happy.
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Post by lily_trying » Wed May 07, 2008 9:27 am

i'm worried about my health.

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Post by the edge of the world » Fri May 09, 2008 3:49 am

worried my rooming with my friend might weaken our friendship

worried that I'm a bad person

worried about people dying

worried about growing up

worried about making big choices

Chey Kizoxie

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 10, 2008 11:07 am

im worried...

im worried that I dont have the strength yet to not be upset or botherd by their immiturity, and what they will do or say when I try not to react when reaction is exactly what they want.

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Post by cant-take-it » Mon May 12, 2008 12:04 am

Im worried that im going to fail my exams and not become a vet. Im worried I wont be able to get through the next year without breaking down. Im worried Ive lost any social skills I had.
<center> Depression.
Is like a warm blanket I wrap around myself, like a friend I haven't seen in years,
I welcome you back in my life.
I let you in and you are so familiar. You are here to keep me warm and safe and sane, but I know that’s not the truth, those are your words, your lies for me to hold onto and find comfort in.
All I want to do is lie on the floor and stare into space, and you put your arms around me and say its ok, don't get up, you don't have to do anything anymore. You say the things I want to hear, I know you are the only one who understands that I am worthless, meaningless, that I am nothing.
You stroke my hair and face, and you say yes, it is that bad.
And it is never going to get any better.

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