Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by kittyfever » Thu Feb 21, 2008 9:52 am

Why did you ever leave me here alone? I would have loved you forever.

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Post by HakunaMatata » Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:00 pm

I miss you. Alot. You wouldn't have me back now I know. And why would you? There's no reason. I treated you like $h!t towards the end. It was me who ended it, broke it off when it could have been salvaged. But I'd move to be with you. To try and make it worth again. It'd be a gamble. But I want to. But how could I ever tell you this? I can't. You'd laugh and tell me to f*ck off. As well you should. :head-desk: Muppet. Think this is regret number 2 in life so far. :(

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Post by caged bird » Thu Feb 21, 2008 12:03 pm

i'm sorry i couldn't tell you i just don't have the words anymore, i don't know what i'm supposed to say. can't show, can't tell, can't express. it's all too much.

i wish you could read my mind.

it's over :cry:
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Feb 21, 2008 1:48 pm

I can't deal with this today

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Post by 5th section » Thu Feb 21, 2008 2:28 pm

I don't think you realised that was just a polite way of saying I won't do your dirty work for you. ok, next time I won't be polite.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

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Post by WildChild101 » Thu Feb 21, 2008 11:11 pm

i miss you


lots

both of you
and now my arms bloody again, and i cant text you cos ive no credit and sunday wont come soon enough.

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Post by kittyfever » Fri Feb 22, 2008 10:52 am

Part of me will always care about you, even though you don't deserve it..I hope you're happy..I do..

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Sat Feb 23, 2008 1:50 pm

How can you be so fucking ignorant? Suicide isn't selfish but self harm is? Right.

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Post by 5th section » Sat Feb 23, 2008 2:44 pm

nothing's changed in 2 years
will it ever?
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

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Post by kittyfever » Sat Feb 23, 2008 9:56 pm

I could never love that other guy as much as you...I'm going to stay right where I belong :grnstar:

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Post by lily_trying » Sun Feb 24, 2008 5:31 am

i wish i was strong enough to thank you.

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Post by daisy_chain » Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:08 pm

Shame you would never like anyone like me.
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Post by 5th section » Sun Feb 24, 2008 10:47 pm

...because you're better off without me. You might not think so but you are.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)

son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...

GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009

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Post by Beasty » Mon Feb 25, 2008 12:25 am

It's such a pity to see your spirit wasted on such an ass. I knew you to have a strong and beautiful person and now I only see a weak and whipped child. I wish you could see beyond the cute moments: shouldn't his cheating tell you something? We talked. You acknowledged the indiscretions for what they were and began to see what the rest of us have known for a long time. But around him, you see nothing else.
If only you could see through our eyes.
Through my eyes.
If only you could see what you have become.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Feb 25, 2008 1:22 am

i am seriously obsessing. and paranoid. and that's the very last thing you want. but i can't help it.

i miss you. contact me please..
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Post by Neviah » Mon Feb 25, 2008 1:50 am

i wish you could see im falling apart

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Post by handmade mute » Mon Feb 25, 2008 2:11 am

I wish you could see how terrified I am to be alone lately, and how hard it is for me to not drag you back to bed to keep my company, and get you to call in sick.

I'm trying. You don't see it, because I'm hiding it, but I wish you could see how much I'm trying.

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Post by kittyfever » Mon Feb 25, 2008 10:49 am

When you say you'll try to call I expect it, and am disappointed when you don't..it doesn't feel good :oops:

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Post by Cuppy » Mon Feb 25, 2008 3:02 pm

Stop taking everything we do and say as a fucking 'sign' of something. You don't know all the good things we do. psychoanalize your selves!
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Post by nadine-cee » Mon Feb 25, 2008 8:22 pm

I just wanted to say thanks for being there for me. You were the first person I told and you have stood by me no matter what, even when I was in on of the "for fuck sake just leave me alone" moods.
And it's those who are there, but don't notice it, that make the biggest difference.

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