Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Thu Jan 31, 2008 8:59 pm

why the hell were you fucking ringing everyone yesterday.

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Thu Jan 31, 2008 9:02 pm

MWR, I keep thinking about you. Trust me, I do not want this, but you're wonderful all the same.
Tomorrow will be fun, hopefully. It always is. The lessons we have together are the highlight of my day.
Also, you were one of the few people that were concerned when I hit my head, and you sounded like you cared.
One of the few people that didn't laugh, and helped me feel normal for a bit.

Thank you for being just brilliant, and unintentionally keeping me sane.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Thu Jan 31, 2008 9:04 pm

secretly i hoped they were there to lift you last night, i thought you were getting what you deserved. i was wrong as usual though

breathing · Post by **breathing** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 1:30 am

God, please forgive me. You don't deserve such a bad fucking person as I.

--

I just wanted you. If I were with you, I wouldn't be in the same position as I am now. You didn't even say goodbye. Fuck you. You don't have a heart. All I did was love you.

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 2:28 am

why, when you saw that I had SI'ed you just said "sorry"?

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 3:04 am

why the hell are you right?

I can just hear your explination of the homework and you were absolutly right. your my dad your not supposed to be right.

Good thing i have a good humour about it and I can admit to you, you were right, as long as you dont say your always right and you call me grasshopper.

Proximity · Post by **Proximity** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 4:46 am

It scares me that you're getting older. I'm scared I won't be a good enough daughter, that I won't take good enough care of you.
I don't want you to forget things, for your hearing to go, for you to become frail. I don't want you to remind me that it will happen to me, too.
I just want you to be healthy, and whole, forever.

prox.

[patience]

avoidanyhurt · Post by **avoidanyhurt** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 5:37 pm

Why did you fuck with me like that?
That is not being my friend
Don't expect me to stay your friend, fuck you!!!!!

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 10:07 pm

Thank you world, for letting me have a normal day. Even though my brilliant master plan didn't work

. But I don't mind.
Thank you B, for keeping me company during lunch, it mattered alot to me.
Thank you MWR again (I seem to be thanking MWR alot) for making th single lesson we shared the highlight of my day. You are just Fab, you know that?

tanz · Post by **tanz** » Fri Feb 01, 2008 11:07 pm

please don't tell me what i should do, it doesn't help me at all,
it just makes me feel worse, and you don't have no idea what i'm doing to myself or what i've been trough.
I want to tell you everything but i can't,because i know you can't give me the support that i need even you say
that you'll always be there for me. please don't pretend to care about my
issues. i know i'm really angsty and that you laugh at people like me, and i
really don't need you to remind me about that all the time. if you really
want to help me please don't notice about every single thing i do or say.

(I know there's tons of spelling errors, sorry)

wilson · Post by **wilson** » Sat Feb 02, 2008 4:57 pm

i was thinking tonight about a lot of things.
and i realised you would be proud of me for what i was doing.
if only you were here...
______________________
i wish you knew how much you meant to me.
without your support i woudlnt be here.
yet i still treat you like shit.
and i feel ashamed of it.
_________________
i love you, you broke my heart.
i dont think i will be able to trust another guy like i trusted you because you used my problems as a reason to break up. it ruined everything. and dor that im sorry yet i will hate you.

ultimate starshine · Post by **ultimate starshine** » Sat Feb 02, 2008 5:32 pm

I only came to university, to get the hell away from you
I only talk to you to make myself feel better
I only say i like you, becuase otherwise i would be one friend down
but hey, I dont feel like a bitch, becuase i have realised this is all you have done to me forever anyway. Loser!

Chey Kizoxie · Post by **Chey Kizoxie** » Sat Feb 02, 2008 7:20 pm

you said you would call to tell me if you are coming over or not. I have no idea so now im kinda waisting my day instead of studying cause once i start studying i dont want to be disturbed but it would be nice if you call so i know.

When you do call, i will say no thanks to further visits. This is not helping me at all and I am so busy with school now that the stuff you were supposed to help me with over the christmas holidays is just well, cant be done now and I have very particular places i want my stuff anyways, specialy while im studying.

I dont want to tell you this though cause ive been offered the service, problem is your not doing a good job of providing it. We are going nowhere and I have so much homework and studying. I dont know what to say or do now.

fadingbutterfly · Post by **fadingbutterfly** » Sat Feb 02, 2008 9:16 pm

I still do get scared that I'm nowhere near good enough and I really need reassurance at times.

stevevaijr · Post by **stevevaijr** » Sun Feb 03, 2008 2:33 am

i cant cope without yoo my baby i have given in lots of my problems have got worse i dounno i llove you sorry

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Sun Feb 03, 2008 2:56 pm

fuck you. you stupid bitter old witch.

I HATE YOU!

why do you always do this? why everytime things are going well in my life, everytime i'm happy and being accepted by other people and having a social life do you have to do this?

why is it that you have to ruin all my good moods, all my laughter, all my friendship, all my moments of confidence and good self esteem?

I hate you more than you will ever no. You are not my mother. I have no mother.

funkymusic · Post by **funkymusic** » Sun Feb 03, 2008 4:53 pm

I don't deserve your love.

You don't deserve to have to love me. You've done nothing wrong.

I want to love you. I just can't love anymore. And plus, I always hurt the boys. I never mean to. I'm saying no to you. To help you.

WildChild101 · Post by **WildChild101** » Sun Feb 03, 2008 7:29 pm

you dont realise how much that one hug cheered me up

the best friend i could ever ask for

a fucking brother to me.
thanks.
really, i mean that. ive told you, but i dunno if you actually believe it.
i love you so much it makes me cry.

Holi · Post by **Holi** » Sun Feb 03, 2008 8:14 pm

*su*

Fuck you
Leave me alone! Just Fuck off! Get off my back
I have shit-loads of work, I hurt, and I'm just so fucking tired of it all.
This week has just been shitty, so please, could you, and the rest of the family, leave me the fuck alone. For just one day?
At least let me try to get some of the work done for tomorrow

I feel like I don't belong to this family anymore.
____________________

I'm sorry, for everything I could've done
Even if you never know about any of it
I'm sorry, I didn't know how much something so innocent like that, could fuck up someone's life.
And I could've done that, that could've come to past, that's what terrifies me. That could've happened
You probably know anyway
Thats why I'm stopping now.
Even though it breaks my heart.
I'm Sorry.
____________________

Leave me alone
Why can't the world just fuck off, and leave me in peace.
Just leave me to drown in my own thoughts
I prefer that to living anyway
Can't Stand it anymore
Music, Purging and Cutting doesn't work anymore
I don't what else to do

No one cares anyway.
No one ever cared.

tanz · Post by **tanz** » Sun Feb 03, 2008 8:25 pm

i reallyreallyreally want you to listen to me. please.
you don't know how much it hurts when nobody listens, when nobody cares...

bus

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