Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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heliotropes
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Post by heliotropes » Thu Mar 29, 2007 11:14 am

fat, spotty, itchy, depressed, bleh

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styled_wrong
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beyond inspiring
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Post by styled_wrong » Thu Mar 29, 2007 2:25 pm

hungover, tired, upset
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels

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there_is_hope
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Post by there_is_hope » Thu Mar 29, 2007 4:57 pm

fat
ugly
not so good...
"Keep Moving Forward."- Meet the Robinsons

Si free since Sept 28/08

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black_23
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Post by black_23 » Thu Mar 29, 2007 7:43 pm

scared
sad
not good enough
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459

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Post by PassingCloud » Thu Mar 29, 2007 7:44 pm

scared as hell.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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styled_wrong
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Post by styled_wrong » Thu Mar 29, 2007 10:24 pm

tired

upset

withdrawn
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels

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zombiepeople
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Post by zombiepeople » Thu Mar 29, 2007 11:45 pm

fat...very very fat... :(

dirty

paranoid

depressed

angry

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the edge of the world
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Post by the edge of the world » Fri Mar 30, 2007 6:23 am

pretty content
getting sickish... or just having a neverending semi-cold. it's not really a problem, but it gets annoying to have this pathetic sounding little cough everywhere I go :roll:

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Post by wilson » Fri Mar 30, 2007 12:11 pm

majority of the day: really uber happy
now: sad cos my sister went home
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008

counting stars

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Mar 30, 2007 5:39 pm

sad, lost.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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Peege
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Post by Peege » Fri Mar 30, 2007 7:12 pm

irritated
miserable
tired
utterly alone
overlooked
misunderstood

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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black_23
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Post by black_23 » Sat Mar 31, 2007 12:59 am

hurt
in pain
sad
stupid
calmer
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso

'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath


My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459

My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307

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powdahchica
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Post by powdahchica » Sat Mar 31, 2007 1:21 am

fat
<a href="http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=121893">Love must be as much a light as it is a flame.</a>
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the edge of the world
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Mar 31, 2007 4:30 am

World, don't crash me again. I'm not a toy airplane. Someday I will be charred and crumpled on the mountainside and it won't be any use to pick me up again.

I was feeling vaguely content/blank for a couple days, but I felt the deadness creeping back today. How many times?

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Post by steady hands » Sat Mar 31, 2007 8:35 pm

excited.
happy.



inspired.



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Lynds
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Post by Lynds » Sun Apr 01, 2007 6:49 pm

Scared
Nervous
Treading on new territory
Empowered
Positive
Excited
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker

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Post by mithz » Sun Apr 01, 2007 6:59 pm

worried (again)

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there_is_hope
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Post by there_is_hope » Sun Apr 01, 2007 8:19 pm

depressed
not safe from myself
urgy
triggered
"Keep Moving Forward."- Meet the Robinsons

Si free since Sept 28/08

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the edge of the world
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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Apr 02, 2007 3:33 am

unsafe, though safer than last night (last night I stayed at a different house [I'm visiting family] and the room was scary -- this room is connected to my aunt's room, so I'm not as scared)

guilty about avoiding my homework by feeling unsafe

worried that I'll break in my three weeks away from home and embarrass my aunt 'cause I'm doing an internship with her

anxious about having narrowed my college list

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Post by starcatuk » Mon Apr 02, 2007 2:21 pm

I feel really angry at myself but then I know that its all my fault in the first place.
At the same time I feel really weak and stressed as if everyone is harrassing me and not giving me any time to just relax.

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