Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by xx mimi xx » Mon Jan 07, 2008 6:44 am

I miss you, I want you back. I dont want to give you up, I dont want to forget about you, I dont want to let you go. You were everything I wanted, damnit why couldnt you fight? Why do you have to give up because it got difficult. I thought you loved me?

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Post by wilson » Mon Jan 07, 2008 12:56 pm

i still want to talk to you i just dont trust you that much anymore.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 07, 2008 5:04 pm

I'm sorry that i keep judging you all against him. it's not fair and i know it. i guess im just so used to his ways that its what i expect and that makes me over-react to things. im sorry. im working on it.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Tue Jan 08, 2008 9:49 pm

I feel very lost without knowing when I can next have a session. I know you gave me options and told me I could make crisis calls anytime. But I know I won't. I wish you didn't have to leave.
Good luck in your new job, I'm sorry for forgetting to say that.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Jan 09, 2008 5:05 pm

I feel even more left out than before now. Thank you for making work worse for me.

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Jan 09, 2008 8:48 pm

i can't do this.

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Post by FlyingOnBrokenWings » Wed Jan 09, 2008 8:52 pm

You didn't do anything to help me this break. I told you how upset he made me - and you said he was too old, you couldn't do anything. Now, you want me to write a letter to your boss to say that you didn't know you were supposed to be at work yesterday - and I'm the one that caused you to miss it. Hell no! I'm not covering for you. You should have figured it out long ago. I've been in Germany for almost a week - you arrived back late, because you didn't pay attention to when you had to be back to work. Sorry Dad - but you screwed up - not me.
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Post by xStarBright » Wed Jan 09, 2008 8:58 pm

Gosh, if you spoke to me..

I'd probably kick you so hard! You are not better than me, you freakin idiot. So stop acting like it.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Wed Jan 09, 2008 9:57 pm

I'm really hurt.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Jan 10, 2008 12:36 am

one of the things i hate most about you is how you insist on agreeing with any stupid persons daft opinion, without thinking it through yourself or being at all logical.

you are almost too peaceful, too unwilling be confrontational. pick a side. its hard to tell who you believe is right and wrong, you're so eager to agree with both of them.
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Post by Beasty » Thu Jan 10, 2008 2:25 am

R, please please please please please don't die. I don't want to lose you.

You know what the really troublesome part is? I'm not sure I could handle losing you. You mean SO much to me. I love you. Please be careful. I'm not ready to let you go yet.
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Thu Jan 10, 2008 4:05 pm

Sorry for being a pain in the ass, you're still cool don't forget what's ahead of you, ambitions...goals...a future...a life...don't worry about me alright? I'll get through things my way now, you get yourself sorted and really make yourself proud, not JUST for me, in fact don't do it for me at all, make it for you and your relationship and make it happen. Now...don't dissappoint...
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Post by xStarBright » Thu Jan 10, 2008 8:34 pm

Ughh do not try that trick on me again.. Just don't.

I'm not gonna fall for it - I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT.

:)

I know it's my fault, that I'm leading myself into this trap. But your not exactly stopping me, are you? Stop being so un-stubourn.

Get some backbone!
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Jan 10, 2008 9:30 pm

A - Thank you so so much for boosting my confidence today. It was well needed. I just hope I can get it on Saturday. I'm going to try my hardest.

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Post by FlyingOnBrokenWings » Thu Jan 10, 2008 9:39 pm

:blfrwn: :1party2: :blfrwn: Ash, Happy birthday! :newangel: I wish you could be here to celebrate. I drank our favorite wine tonight and fixed spaghetti - just like we did last year. I miss you. So much has happened in 2 months. I wonder what you'd be up to now if you were still here...you'd be in your last semester of college - well, it'd start tomorrow. You would probably be bouncing off the walls with excitement - you always did love school. I know you would have been a great teacher. I feel sorry for the kids that are stuck with someone else, since you aren't here. I wish you were here to see how much I've changed - how much I've grown. I hope you are having a blast in Heaven. Save a place for me - Love you to the moon and back - "The Troublemaker"
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Post by Quiet little Angel » Thu Jan 10, 2008 11:54 pm

A: i know you said i could always call or text you... i know you want to be there for me always... i know i should tell you about these things... but i can't... i'm sorry but i just don't trust that you'd still be here if i told you... you're great, sweet, caring and all... but i just can't really trust you... and i can't tell you why... i'm sorry... and i'm sorry, but i'm going to keep telling you that i'm fine even when i'm not... atleast for a little while longer...
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Fri Jan 11, 2008 3:30 pm

Please don't hurt me again for the damage I've done so long ago, I'm scared okay? Please don't pester me about it again, I beg of you!! I don't want to cry anymore than I already have...don't make it worse on me, it's not fair!!!
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Post by 5th section » Fri Jan 11, 2008 7:56 pm

what the fuck are you playing at? Have you no idea of responsibility?
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Post by Spidey » Sat Jan 12, 2008 12:43 am

If it were not for the fact that I don't know you very well, you often irritate the hell out of me and that I am just Not Comfortable around you, I would beg you to not leave because I seriously believe you are the only one holding this whole thing together.

And by the way, thank you for teaching me how to stand up for myself, as inadvertant as it was.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Jan 12, 2008 4:01 pm

I want to get to know you.
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