Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Apr 11, 2008 2:53 pm

feeling like all my energy is beeing saped out of me
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Post by HakunaMatata » Fri Apr 11, 2008 4:19 pm

No IRL

I'm disintegrating. Oh not on the outside, I'm still bubbly, eating, not si-ing, I'm sleeping etc. But inside I feel like I'm crumbling down and away. It hurts to keep the pretence but it would hurt more to tell some-one how I feel right now. Not that I even know how I feel. I almost want help, but I don't know what for :-?

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Apr 11, 2008 4:53 pm

Im starting to feel all right now. its slow but my energy is returning
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Post by WishIKnew » Fri Apr 11, 2008 5:59 pm

I'm hurting so bad and words cannot explain it :cry:

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:redstar:I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being :redstar:

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Post by Cuppy » Fri Apr 11, 2008 6:05 pm

stifled
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Apr 11, 2008 7:10 pm

exhausted.
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Apr 11, 2008 7:46 pm

ok
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Fri Apr 11, 2008 8:10 pm

confused. Just confused.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Apr 11, 2008 8:22 pm

content
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:01 am

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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:03 am

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:35 am

Tired.
Frustrated at people.
Withdrawn.
Near the breaking point.

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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:43 am

:oconf: :misfit: :read:
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:54 am

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 12, 2008 12:57 am

sad
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Post by zombiepeople » Sat Apr 12, 2008 2:54 am

really dehydrated
shakey
cold
gloomy
hopeless
angry
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Apr 12, 2008 5:24 am

out of sync with the world.
forlorn, I guess is the word to describe that.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 12, 2008 9:31 am

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Post by thewaves » Sat Apr 12, 2008 11:11 am

like I should be relieved...but I'm still incredibly anxious.
"I thought my ideas were so clear. I wanted to make an honest film. No lies whatsoever. I thought I had something so simple to say. Something useful to everybody. A film that could help bury forever all those dead things we carry within ourselves. Instead, I'm the one without the courage to bury anything at all. When did I go wrong? I really have nothing to say, but I want to say it all the same." -Federico Fellini's 8 1/2
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...beneath the waves...
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Post by my clarity clouded » Sat Apr 12, 2008 11:37 am

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