Right now I feel...
- there_is_hope
- driving instructor
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- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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i feel like sht coz i got fired yesterday.
i feel like it was my si that got me fired.
i feel like i need to si.
i feel somewhat confused and alone.
i feel ssad that i prob wont see someone before i move.
i feel like it was my si that got me fired.
i feel like i need to si.
i feel somewhat confused and alone.
i feel ssad that i prob wont see someone before i move.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
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- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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I just want to quit everything.
I just want to hide in bed.
I just want to avoid life.
I can't stand how I feel.
I'm terrified he's gonna get me tonight.
I just want to hide in bed.
I just want to avoid life.
I can't stand how I feel.
I'm terrified he's gonna get me tonight.
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- the edge of the world
- knows the ropes
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- Something Else
- spiffy maximus
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- purplefroggydishwasher
- knows the ropes
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- Location: australia near surfing mecca
half mellow half anxious. I also feel stubborn. i'm procrastinating.
what milo is
milo as in my place: Read only version - No replies, thanks!
the what's what of dressings
Zombie purplefroggydishwasher
PFD IS: The Snape of Milo, Tsar of Cool, Queen of Camping Equiptment, Archbishop of Rock and a member of the Order of the Seam Ripper
- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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I'm still scared he's out to get me. It's my stupid PTSD..
I feel SU, I can't take it anymore!
I feel like a failure for what my therapist said about me..
I don't know what to do with myself to help myself feel better!!!
And I feel like no one cares!!
I feel SU, I can't take it anymore!
I feel like a failure for what my therapist said about me..
I don't know what to do with myself to help myself feel better!!!
And I feel like no one cares!!
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
- delicateshadow
- meeting the neighbors
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Calmer
Safer
Little stupid
Sensitive
Safer
Little stupid
Sensitive
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
- Seeshellz
- my other car is a bus
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Scared
Like I made a mistake
triggered
tired
anxious
foolish
emotional flashbacks are coming
Like I made a mistake
triggered
tired
anxious
foolish
emotional flashbacks are coming
"If you learn from your suffering,
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
and really come to understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else who's now
in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all..."
Anonymous
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- unpacking boxes
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confused.
overly energetic.
anxious.
i want a cigarette.
i just had a cigarette.
i should quit smoking.
no, fuck that.
like shit.
like procrastination is masturbation without the positive side.
scared.
jumpy.
tense.
like i want to play my drums.
like, my drums aren't here.
like, i live in a 24hr quiet dorm.
like, that's starting to get to me.
overly energetic.
anxious.
i want a cigarette.
i just had a cigarette.
i should quit smoking.
no, fuck that.
like shit.
like procrastination is masturbation without the positive side.
scared.
jumpy.
tense.
like i want to play my drums.
like, my drums aren't here.
like, i live in a 24hr quiet dorm.
like, that's starting to get to me.
really don’t want to think about those things anymore
Ha, I was going to write something like that, but you wrote it for me.fire eye'd boy wrote:confused.
overly energetic.
anxious.
i want a cigarette.
i just had a cigarette.
i should quit smoking.
no, fuck that.
like shit.
like procrastination is masturbation without the positive side.
Thanks dude.
Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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- the edge of the world
- knows the ropes
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excited!
Brilliant!
wonderful!
and completely ignoring that I just spent an hour discussing dying with my T, my life is soo so completely fantastic, I don't know why I was even there.
once upon a time there was an elephant... But it wasn't as cool as my literary analysis idea for Crime and Punishment!
oh, yes. I am smart (and so are all of you, and edge wishes you all one of these moments, because ).
Brilliant!
wonderful!
and completely ignoring that I just spent an hour discussing dying with my T, my life is soo so completely fantastic, I don't know why I was even there.
once upon a time there was an elephant... But it wasn't as cool as my literary analysis idea for Crime and Punishment!
oh, yes. I am smart (and so are all of you, and edge wishes you all one of these moments, because ).
- 5th section
- just plain inspiring
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a little excited, a little impatient
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- purplefroggydishwasher
- knows the ropes
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- Location: australia near surfing mecca
lost, lacking and wanting.
what milo is
milo as in my place: Read only version - No replies, thanks!
the what's what of dressings
Zombie purplefroggydishwasher
PFD IS: The Snape of Milo, Tsar of Cool, Queen of Camping Equiptment, Archbishop of Rock and a member of the Order of the Seam Ripper
- wilson
- just plain inspiring
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SU trigs.
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Like jumnping off the rock up from my house and impailing myself of the fence.
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Like jumnping off the rock up from my house and impailing myself of the fence.
<center>R.I.P. 23/07/89 - 05/11/01
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
R.I.P. 1953-2008
counting stars
im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away
</center>
- the edge of the world
- knows the ropes
- Posts: 4717
- Joined: Mon Jun 12, 2006 7:04 am
- Gender: female
- Location: the edge of the world, duh!...
Better now I've been on the Distractions board
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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