Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ~BrokenGlass~ » Fri Oct 08, 2004 8:46 pm

:star: i wish i didn't think these thoughts
:star: i wish i wouldn't see the negative in every positive
:star: i wish that one day i wouldn't feel like this
:star: i wish i could talk about this with other people
:star: i wish i wouldn't get so angry
:star: i wish i could accept things
:star: i wish my aunt never felt the way i do
:star: i wish my aunt was still here
:star: i wish people understood me
:star: i wish i didn't chicken out of talking to the councillor everytime i walked past her office
:star: i wish i wasn't so mean and nasty and cruel - i don't mean to be but i've done some awful things i'll never forgive myself for when i've been angry
:star: i wish i could forgive myself the wat other people always seem to
--When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn--

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Post by kurdt_kobain » Tue Oct 12, 2004 1:40 am

I wish I was pretty.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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Post by darkrose » Tue Oct 26, 2004 3:02 am

I wish...
:star: I was happy
:star: I could tell people how I really feel
:star: People would care when I DID tell them things
:star: I wasn't invisible
:star: I will become successful
:star: I'll be happy
:star: I wish I had self-control

:star: I wish I could be everything I want to be

-darkrose
I wonder how many people are saying "fine" when they're not.

I think that from now on I'm going to look a little bit deeper...because I'm not the only one.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Oct 27, 2004 3:19 am

I wish the colour would come back.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by eveskisses » Wed Oct 27, 2004 3:56 am

I wish all the best for bussers...
Eve :lbug:

SI-free for a long time

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Post by MH180 » Wed Oct 27, 2004 4:12 am

I wish i were pretty
I wish i never started this
I wish i could like myself
I wish people cared
I wish school were easiar
I wish to be happy
I wish i had the courage to get help

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Post by marylou » Wed Oct 27, 2004 2:54 pm

I wish God was enough for me, and I didn't need this too.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by random idiot » Wed Oct 27, 2004 6:47 pm

I wish I lived closer to seph
I wish I was sure that he loved me
I wish my friends could understand and be ok with my relationship with seph
I wish I was happy
I wish I could see kelly whenever I wanted to
I wish I could make my mum proud of me
I wish I could like myself just a little bit

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Post by marylou » Wed Oct 27, 2004 7:22 pm

I wish everyone could see that I'm just a little girl inside.

I wish I could tell my parents I love them.
I wish I knew they'd be proud of me, even if they knew I SH.
I wish Dad didn't have depression.
I wish I could tell them about my SH without worrying it'll make him worse.

I wish someone would just reach out and hug me.
I wish D would hug me.
I wish J would hug me.

I wish I wasn't so screwed up inside.
I wish I could understand C's emotions.
I wish I could stop myself from hurting C. I love her.

I wish life wasn't like this anymore.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by snookie_1083 » Sat Oct 30, 2004 5:51 am

*i wish i were happy
*I wish i had privacy
*i wish my boyfriend would trust me with myself
*i wish my boyfriend would understand me and my SI past.
*i wish my sister never started SI'ing
*i wish my friends were closer to home
*i wish i didn't have to move home
*i wish Y would wise up to A's antics and realize she and the baby will be alone when he gets his new car.
*i wish life were much more simple.
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Post by *~*ME*~* » Sat Oct 30, 2004 8:35 am

:lblstar: I wish i wasn't so fat
:lblstar: I wish i was pretty
:lblstar: I wish i could help people more
:lblstar: I wish i wasnt so ungreatful
:lblstar: I wish i had more money
:lblstar: I wish i didnt go to my school
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Post by treesleeper » Mon Nov 01, 2004 3:22 am

I wish I didn't know so much about my own body. I wish I had stayed naiive and innocent instead of learning what sex feels like. Now I am hooked and it only causes trouble for me!
You're bound to lose if you let the blues get you scared to feel. -Joni Mitchell

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Post by ~BrokenGlass~ » Mon Nov 01, 2004 8:37 pm

~I have one wish at the moment and that's for me and my boyfriend to have good luck in our relationship - i've never loved anyone as much as i love him! :) :oops:
--When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn--

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Post by forget about me » Tue Nov 02, 2004 4:11 am

I wish I was beautiful
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used
To know what if I had never
Walked away 'cause I still love
You more than I can say

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Post by badgirl22 » Thu Nov 04, 2004 10:20 am

I wish my mother didn't get sick and die.
I wish I knew how to cope with emotions so I didn't cut.
I wish that I was this famous wonderful musician that was able to reach out to others in the world and make a difference
I wish that I were able to save all the animals in the world from being euthinized.
I wish that I had a baby to love and love me back
I wish that I had enough money to live on and not worry about so much
-Badgirl22

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Post by Wall » Sat Nov 06, 2004 5:14 am

Ooooh, may I wish, too?

<> I wish I could find a place where I'm accepted for who I am
<> I wish someone would care for me and my children
<> I wish I had a friend
<> I wish I could get some time to just relax and be me
<> I wish I knew who Me was
<> I wish I was out of this six year hole of work so I didn't constantly feel overwhelmed
<> I wish I had a mommy
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle


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Post by Zebraseal » Sun Nov 07, 2004 8:15 pm

I wish I knew myself better, and knew where these feelings come from.

I wish I'd just always remember sex is nothing to be afraid of. I wish I'd stop feeling threatened by anything sexual, or just anything that has to do with my body and my gender.
Without SI since Nov 6, 2004.


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Post by {{ silent scream }} » Sun Nov 07, 2004 10:18 pm

i feel so selfish wrighting this, all this I I I I....

heregoes....

i wish i was beautiful and skinny,
i wish i didnt feel different and awkward in my own body,
i wish i knew what i did now years ago,
i wish i could forgive and forget,
i wish people could just understand,
i WISH sarah was happy and healthy again.....

most of all i wish countries would stop feuding. if religion didnt exist then there wouldnt be all this war and the world could be a more peaceful.

if only.
i wish i were beautiful

i wish i were thin.........

** please dont hug me **

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Post by fillerbunny41702 » Thu Nov 11, 2004 7:17 am

:redstar: I wish my cat really was three, like the chick at the shelter told me.. as opposed to 8+ and possibly in the early stages of skin cancer.. because I really don't want to lose her.
:star: I wish the election had gone differently.
:ylwstar: I wish my house were already clean, because I'm lazy and I don't feel like doing it.
:grnstar: I wish I weren't so lazy.
:bluestar: I wish gas was cheaper.
:dkpurpstar: I wish my parents could stand me.
:redstar: I wish they'd realized they didn't care for parenting BEFORE they brought me into this world.
:star: I wish I didn't care so damn much what they think.
:ylwstar: I wish I didn't resent my brother the way I do sometimes.
:grnstar: I wish I had the money to get out of here.
:bluestar: I wish I could pass classes again.
:dkpurpstar: I wish I didn't have to go to college in the first place.
:pinkstar: I wish I could just drop out tomorrow with no remorse.
:redstar: I wish A, B, & J were still alive.
:star: I wish society didn't put so much emphasis on the physical.
:ylwstar: I wish the fundies would leave me alone.
:grnstar: I wish I didn't have to do this to stay alive.
:bluestar: I wish I'd known my HS friends were going to ditch me when I couldn't pull off the college thing. I'd have chosen more carefully.
:dkpurpstar: I wish I weren't such a heifer.
:redstar: I wish I'd called.
:star: I wish I could be more positive.
:ylwstar: I wish I were useful.
:grnstar: I wish I could think straight. And play the guitar.
:bluestar: I wish I weren't.
:dkpurpstar: I wish I didn't have certain responsibilities, so I could do something about that.


Yeesh, does that ever make me feel like a selfish jerkwad.

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Post by badgirl22 » Fri Nov 12, 2004 8:49 am

I wish I wern't here on earth anymore. I wish THings would just float away like a paper on water...I dono..not having good time right now..just want to give up on things..cutting seems to be worse..can't seem to stop. I wish that things would just get better by themselves..I wish that I were able to make it threw next sunday..and I wish my T. didn't threten me todday with hospitalization..I hate when he doesn't play by my rules.
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