This is what I want to hear from these people
J : You were right, I shouldnt expect you to become who i want you to be. You are a valid person.
Mum: i am sorry i didnt listen to you, sorry for blaming you. You are an individual and i respect that. i dont expect you to be like ur twin.
c: I am envious of you. I was wrong when i said that you could never compare to me
xx - I care
my dad and younger sis arent on the list because they already tell me they love me and will listen to me when i need a friend
Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
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AlteredImage
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But the dreams were not forgotten,
Just wrapped, and packed away
In the hope that she could take them out,
And dust them off one day.
The girl would sing the melody,
But the woman stands in doubt
And wonders what the price would be,
For letting the young girl out.
There's a girl inside the woman,
Who's waiting to get free ...........
Just wrapped, and packed away
In the hope that she could take them out,
And dust them off one day.
The girl would sing the melody,
But the woman stands in doubt
And wonders what the price would be,
For letting the young girl out.
There's a girl inside the woman,
Who's waiting to get free ...........
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joanthegoat
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EAG
I'm coming back next year, I promise.
I'm coming back next year, I promise.
nothing, whether deed, word, thought or text, ever happens in relation, positive or negative, to anything that precedes, follows, or exists elsewhere, but only as a random event whose power, like the power of death, is due to the randomness of its occurrence.
-- Paul de Man
-- Paul de Man
Dr C - I misjudged you at first, and that delayed your getting the right treatment. I'm sorry.
Dr B - I was wrong not to ask you about SU thoughts, and to assume you were just looking for attention. I will try to be less prejudiced with new patients.
M, and J , and R - I'm sorry the things I said about psychiatric patients at my work upset you. I didn't know then that you were directly affected by this. Perhaps we could talk about how it feels to be on the other side of things, so that I can change my attitudes a bit.
Dr B - I was wrong not to ask you about SU thoughts, and to assume you were just looking for attention. I will try to be less prejudiced with new patients.
M, and J , and R - I'm sorry the things I said about psychiatric patients at my work upset you. I didn't know then that you were directly affected by this. Perhaps we could talk about how it feels to be on the other side of things, so that I can change my attitudes a bit.
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G&G-Whatever you do will be ok by us. We love you unconditionally, we don't think you're a failure. We will recognise that you're ill and treat you with love and kindness. We will support you through whatever you need to do to get better.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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serenity
- part of the fixtures
- Posts: 2619
- Joined: Wed Nov 12, 2003 4:30 am
- Location: British Columbia Canada
- Contact:
Mom and dad-I'm proud of you.
T-Sorry I've been such a dick.
J-I'm sorry i lied to you, sorry i told you your feelings ment the most when at that point they didnt. I know i wont have your trust again like i did but i want you to know that i wont stop trying to regain it.
B-im here for you, through everything. It will be okay.
T-Sorry I've been such a dick.
J-I'm sorry i lied to you, sorry i told you your feelings ment the most when at that point they didnt. I know i wont have your trust again like i did but i want you to know that i wont stop trying to regain it.
B-im here for you, through everything. It will be okay.
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Things i want to hear:
C - i'm sorry i upset you i never realised that the things i said had such an effect on you. Please forgive me and be my friend. I would like to be your friend we get on really well.
J - I'm sorry we haven't spoke for ages i do think about you and want to catch up. I promise i will speak to you as soon as i can.
mum and dad: we love you for who you are.
brokendreams
C - i'm sorry i upset you i never realised that the things i said had such an effect on you. Please forgive me and be my friend. I would like to be your friend we get on really well.
J - I'm sorry we haven't spoke for ages i do think about you and want to catch up. I promise i will speak to you as soon as i can.
mum and dad: we love you for who you are.
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C_Tyrdrop
- part of the fixtures
- Posts: 2571
- Joined: Sat Jan 19, 2002 1:00 am
- Location: Portland, Oregon
- Contact:
From Dante: "Mono really opened my eyes. I'm going to quit my job the moment my car's paid off."
From E: "Hey, guess who died in a car accident? I think this will help my nightmares."
From T: nothing I don't already hear.
From my parents: "We're proud of you, and we realise how hard things are. You've done enough. We'll back off about the schoolwork."
From K: "I fucked up. I'm changing. I won't touch you without your permission."
From S: "I'm moving back to the Ukraine."
From some random person on the street: "Wow, you have really pretty hair."
Thank you for starting this thread, DiamondHeart.
From E: "Hey, guess who died in a car accident? I think this will help my nightmares."
From T: nothing I don't already hear.
From my parents: "We're proud of you, and we realise how hard things are. You've done enough. We'll back off about the schoolwork."
From K: "I fucked up. I'm changing. I won't touch you without your permission."
From S: "I'm moving back to the Ukraine."
From some random person on the street: "Wow, you have really pretty hair."
Thank you for starting this thread, DiamondHeart.
Hey Jude,
Don't make it bad.
Take a sad song
And make it better.
Remember,
To let her into your heart,
Then you can start,
To make it better.
Hugs are always appreciated.
Don't make it bad.
Take a sad song
And make it better.
Remember,
To let her into your heart,
Then you can start,
To make it better.
Hugs are always appreciated.
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PassingCloud
- post laureate
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- Gender: female
my family in the states:
We believe in you. We miss you. We love you.
(they have said those things before - I just wish they would say them NOW. I need it atm. I miss them so. but they are going through a tough time... I cannot ask for their support right now...
)
We believe in you. We miss you. We love you.
(they have said those things before - I just wish they would say them NOW. I need it atm. I miss them so. but they are going through a tough time... I cannot ask for their support right now...
)
[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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filtheesbaby
- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 47
- Joined: Sat Feb 28, 2004 3:03 pm
Jay: I wish you understood that just because I have difficulty in loving myself it doesn't mean my love for you is void in any way shape or form, and invalidating my love and devotion to you in that way, hurts and confuses me
Evette: I want to be there for you but I don't know how to be the kind of friend you really need of me and i'm sorry for not always doing the right thing by you, I wish I had noticed the signs earlyier and got you the help that you needed, as soon as you needed it....I'm sorry for not helping you,I blame myself for where you are today
Mum and Dad- I love you both dearly but you know we are very different people and I don't relate the anybody in this family. It doesn't mean I don't love and respect you but you have to understand that me being different is a right and privilige of mine and that your insecurities for my furutre only further my own self doubtabout who I am as a person and my place in this world
To the bullies: Daniel, Gemma,Cara,Mufasa...I'm not mad at you for what you did to me all those years- and everybody thinks I should be because what you put me through is liable for the onset of my ocd,depression and the route cause of my SI....only you made me alot stronger than I ever thought I could be.You gave me the chance to build myself and my life from scratch even though at the time that meant needing a suicide attempt in order to do it.I am thankful for your years of abuse because I escaped it unbitter,stronger,and more determined to show you I can become far more than those who deemed me worthless.
And finally: To all the Si'ers out there, all the depressed or lonely people, the suicidal or sad, the hurt or tormented ppl who I don't know personally but I know are out there....
Somebody cares whether you know it or not,I wish I could hug you because I can relate,nearly everyone on the board i'm sure wants to hug you because they can relate,
There is a world much bigger and much stronger than the one people have built for you, and that is the one you build for yourself. You have worth and value,you are unique and you are special...because everyone is.Remember that whenever you feel weak, the strongest muscel in the body is the heart, people may break it,but it can keep beating,if you just give it the chance...it can mend,things can get better, and life can go on.
Hugs to everyone....sorry if I rambeled.....
Evette: I want to be there for you but I don't know how to be the kind of friend you really need of me and i'm sorry for not always doing the right thing by you, I wish I had noticed the signs earlyier and got you the help that you needed, as soon as you needed it....I'm sorry for not helping you,I blame myself for where you are today
Mum and Dad- I love you both dearly but you know we are very different people and I don't relate the anybody in this family. It doesn't mean I don't love and respect you but you have to understand that me being different is a right and privilige of mine and that your insecurities for my furutre only further my own self doubtabout who I am as a person and my place in this world
To the bullies: Daniel, Gemma,Cara,Mufasa...I'm not mad at you for what you did to me all those years- and everybody thinks I should be because what you put me through is liable for the onset of my ocd,depression and the route cause of my SI....only you made me alot stronger than I ever thought I could be.You gave me the chance to build myself and my life from scratch even though at the time that meant needing a suicide attempt in order to do it.I am thankful for your years of abuse because I escaped it unbitter,stronger,and more determined to show you I can become far more than those who deemed me worthless.
And finally: To all the Si'ers out there, all the depressed or lonely people, the suicidal or sad, the hurt or tormented ppl who I don't know personally but I know are out there....
Somebody cares whether you know it or not,I wish I could hug you because I can relate,nearly everyone on the board i'm sure wants to hug you because they can relate,
There is a world much bigger and much stronger than the one people have built for you, and that is the one you build for yourself. You have worth and value,you are unique and you are special...because everyone is.Remember that whenever you feel weak, the strongest muscel in the body is the heart, people may break it,but it can keep beating,if you just give it the chance...it can mend,things can get better, and life can go on.
Hugs to everyone....sorry if I rambeled.....
King Crimson - Epitaph
Between the iron gates of fate,
The seeds of time were sown,
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known;
Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules.
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools.
Between the iron gates of fate,
The seeds of time were sown,
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known;
Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules.
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools.
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theatregeek
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Matt: I broke up with her, so now we can do all those things we have been doing and not feel ashamed, i love you and i want you.......
Mom: Im sorry i have been a bitch.
Dad: Its ok if u cut, i understand.
Mom: Im sorry i have been a bitch.
Dad: Its ok if u cut, i understand.
<3>Heidi<---<3
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Convince Me That I've Been Sick Forever
And All Of This
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Lie To me
Convince Me That I've Been Sick Forever
And All Of This
Will Make Sense When I Get Better
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kurdt_kobain
- forum moderator emeritus
- Posts: 7964
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- Gender: Vagina Positive
- Location: Southeast US / Age: 22
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Joel: I actually like you.
Ms P: I'm sorry for what I did. I was just concerned about you. I'm here if you ever need me.
Anyone: You're a pretty, worthwhile person.
Mr H--We'll give you some anchor spots.
Tyler: I'm sorry for what I said, you're an okay person.
Ms P: I'm sorry for what I did. I was just concerned about you. I'm here if you ever need me.
Anyone: You're a pretty, worthwhile person.
Mr H--We'll give you some anchor spots.
Tyler: I'm sorry for what I said, you're an okay person.
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
[story people]
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Dungeon_Lilly
- driving instructor
- Posts: 5571
- Joined: Fri Jul 18, 2003 2:44 pm
- Location: Halfway To Sanity (SW London and Surrey)
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J- I love you
-I'm sorry you cut i'm alway here if you need me.
Sam- Ok you were just doing as you were told
Sophie- sorry I spoke down to you it was wrong of me
Parents- sorry
it's our fault
we love you
Edexcel exam board- you passed your ND
-I'm sorry you cut i'm alway here if you need me.
Sam- Ok you were just doing as you were told
Sophie- sorry I spoke down to you it was wrong of me
Parents- sorry
it's our fault
we love you
Edexcel exam board- you passed your ND
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
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kurdt_kobain
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I believe you. I understand that you're not the type of person that would do something like this. I have a lot of respect for you, and when you say you didn't do something, I believe you.
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
[story people]
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Inwë Lessien
I'm sorry. You're right, I have been a complete ass and have taken everything about you for granted. I can't believe how blind I've been. Is there any way you can find it in your heart to take me back? I'm driving home as we speak. I've missed you so much. I can't wait to see you. I love you; never forget that?
me = ::continues to sob and dream::
me = ::continues to sob and dream::
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