tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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lostandalone
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by lostandalone » Thu May 01, 2003 4:11 am
its hard to leave the past behind, when everyday it seems harder and harder, you can’t talk to anyone for they will not understand, the truth you hold within, drags you down bit by bit everyday, which leaves me to still say, its hard to leave the past behind.
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Take care all
Remember tommorow is a new day
Stacia
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by Abbigail » Thu May 01, 2003 11:32 am
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lifeinabox
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by lifeinabox » Sun May 04, 2003 9:14 am
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

the sun came up and we stood there
staring into eachothers eyes
knowing and hoping that
in eachothers arms we'd die
and knowing that we'd always have eachother
and that everything will be fine
with eachother always
everything will be alright
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empathy
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by empathy » Sat May 17, 2003 8:59 pm
vent:
LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE SO THAT I CAN ACTUALLY BREATH WITHOUT YOUR FACE PLASTERED INTO MY GODDAMNED MIND
CONSTNTLY REMINDING ME THAT I WILL FOREVER BE A NOTHING
JUST LET ME BREATHE
LEAVE THE DOOR LOCKED AND CLOSE YOUR EYES AND IMAGINE THAT I DO NOT EXIST
LET ME LLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE
BECAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO BE GOOD ENOUGH
BECAUSE I DON'T APPEAR TO BE NICE ENOUGH
BECAUSE I AM NOT ABLE TO BE THAT SOMEONE THAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN'T
i can't
uh, sorry. that was meant for my mother.
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by angelic212 » Sat May 17, 2003 10:49 pm
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endless_dark
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by endless_dark » Sat May 17, 2003 11:13 pm

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG
oH THAT FEELS alot BETTA NOW!!
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by cariad » Sun May 18, 2003 8:45 pm
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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angelofnight
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by angelofnight » Sat May 24, 2003 4:21 am
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Much better

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Twilit_Star
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by Twilit_Star » Sat May 24, 2003 6:41 am
mind if i take another?
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JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
LIKE I DON'T HURT MYSELF ENOUGH WITHOUT YOUR HELP!
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING! WORTHLESS NOTHING!

AHHH!

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done with trigg warnings
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nice to get that out of my system!
oh and by the way that was for my dad, not for any of you.
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myownworstenemy
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by myownworstenemy » Sat May 24, 2003 10:20 pm
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH
Thanks


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in memory of my angels 26/5/2004 & 4/6/2005
You and I will meet again
And you'll be here in my arms
Just sleeping
~ Annie Lennox - Into The West
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by double_agent15 » Sun May 25, 2003 2:45 am
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
Okay now the explaination
My favorite teacher is leaving my school
My mom is driving me CRAZY... and making me feel like I am worthless.
And the one which is REALLY bugging me
My doctor who knows about my SI calls, has a large conversation with me... doesn't even mention anything about the SI when the whole reason why she was supposed to call me was to make an appointment were we would discuss the SI and figure out how we were going to deal with it
Way to tell me that the SI is really a non-issue..... sure.... so when I show up in the hospital needed stitches or something it won't be a big deal....... thanks for letting me count on you doc.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
I'm a double agent on my momma's side
The shit I hear you say just blows my mind
everytime recognize
Though who I am to you is not a lie
I don't have to volunteer and say,
That I was born a particular way
I've got no uniform I'm cameflauged in any light
Obviously you can't tell I'm a double agent on my momma's side
Andria and Artie the stars of Twilit_star's and my new movie!
Ardvark Days (the tragic tales of two heroic ardvark souls. .)
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empathy
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by empathy » Wed May 28, 2003 12:13 am
the forgotten tears just never end.
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by satori » Wed May 28, 2003 6:20 am

proud SHACA member! don't blame the cat!

I'm thirty-five years old [2021].
my place
I do believe in the light
raise your hands into the sky
the fight is done, the war is won
lift your hands toward the sun
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by lollypop » Wed May 28, 2003 2:44 pm
'We are beautiful, no matter what they say' ~Christina Agulera
'you need to adopt the life philosophy of SFW (so f**cking what)' ~my brother

Chickens

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by Chimera » Thu May 29, 2003 6:32 pm
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<center>"You must make your own happiness...you must be wise enough to recognize it when it comes.
And if it doesn't come, in spite of all your efforts, you must do something about that as well."</center>
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by Jude » Wed Jun 04, 2003 12:40 pm
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
ooh i feel slightly better

"I've been too honest with myself, I should have lied like everybody else."
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by Inner Child » Wed Jun 04, 2003 4:38 pm
AAAARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!
*Ana* xXx
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by Darkangel78 » Thu Jun 05, 2003 5:24 am
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That feels a bit better since I can't scream out loud 
My fears seem to slowly disappear
But they always linger near
The refuse to leave me alone
They are fears I've always known
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by Abbigail » Thu Jun 05, 2003 12:42 pm
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i needed that!
abby
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