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- lostandalone
- meeting the neighbors
- Posts: 457
- Joined: Thu Feb 06, 2003 6:20 am
- Location: michigan
can't scram out loud
its hard to leave the past behind, when everyday it seems harder and harder, you can’t talk to anyone for they will not understand, the truth you hold within, drags you down bit by bit everyday, which leaves me to still say, its hard to leave the past behind.
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Take care all
Remember tommorow is a new day
Stacia
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Take care all
Remember tommorow is a new day
Stacia
okay feel a little bit better! thanks
abby
'Its the heart afraid of braking that never learns to love'
my web site is: www.geocities.com/abbsgething/self_harm.html
please take a look
my web site is: www.geocities.com/abbsgething/self_harm.html
please take a look
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- one of us
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- Joined: Thu Apr 17, 2003 12:55 am
vent:
LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE SO THAT I CAN ACTUALLY BREATH WITHOUT YOUR FACE PLASTERED INTO MY GODDAMNED MIND
CONSTNTLY REMINDING ME THAT I WILL FOREVER BE A NOTHING
JUST LET ME BREATHE
LEAVE THE DOOR LOCKED AND CLOSE YOUR EYES AND IMAGINE THAT I DO NOT EXIST
LET ME LLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE
BECAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO BE GOOD ENOUGH
BECAUSE I DON'T APPEAR TO BE NICE ENOUGH
BECAUSE I AM NOT ABLE TO BE THAT SOMEONE THAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN'T
i can't
uh, sorry. that was meant for my mother.
LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONCE SO THAT I CAN ACTUALLY BREATH WITHOUT YOUR FACE PLASTERED INTO MY GODDAMNED MIND
CONSTNTLY REMINDING ME THAT I WILL FOREVER BE A NOTHING
JUST LET ME BREATHE
LEAVE THE DOOR LOCKED AND CLOSE YOUR EYES AND IMAGINE THAT I DO NOT EXIST
LET ME LLLLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE
BECAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO BE GOOD ENOUGH
BECAUSE I DON'T APPEAR TO BE NICE ENOUGH
BECAUSE I AM NOT ABLE TO BE THAT SOMEONE THAT YOU WANT ME TO BE
I CAN'T
i can't
uh, sorry. that was meant for my mother.
I am your bruised neck, your suckled ear,
your broken rib, your emotionless skin
<img src=http://www.freewebs.com/invading/pierrot.JPG>
your broken rib, your emotionless skin
<img src=http://www.freewebs.com/invading/pierrot.JPG>
- angelic212
- bus mechanic
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- endless_dark
- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 39
- Joined: Fri May 16, 2003 11:00 pm
- Location: Manchester
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHG
oH THAT FEELS alot BETTA NOW!!
oH THAT FEELS alot BETTA NOW!!
- angelofnight
- unpacking boxes
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- Twilit_Star
- orange smartie
- Posts: 1690
- Joined: Tue Jun 25, 2002 2:42 pm
mind if i take another?
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mild si
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JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
LIKE I DON'T HURT MYSELF ENOUGH WITHOUT YOUR HELP!
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING! WORTHLESS NOTHING!
AHHH!
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done with trigg warnings
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nice to get that out of my system!
oh and by the way that was for my dad, not for any of you.
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mild si
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JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
LIKE I DON'T HURT MYSELF ENOUGH WITHOUT YOUR HELP!
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING! WORTHLESS NOTHING!
AHHH!
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done with trigg warnings
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nice to get that out of my system!
oh and by the way that was for my dad, not for any of you.
- myownworstenemy
- part of the fixtures
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- double_agent15
- bus conductor
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- Location: On a fast road to nowhere
- Contact:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
Okay now the explaination
My favorite teacher is leaving my school
My mom is driving me CRAZY... and making me feel like I am worthless.
And the one which is REALLY bugging me
My doctor who knows about my SI calls, has a large conversation with me... doesn't even mention anything about the SI when the whole reason why she was supposed to call me was to make an appointment were we would discuss the SI and figure out how we were going to deal with it
Way to tell me that the SI is really a non-issue..... sure.... so when I show up in the hospital needed stitches or something it won't be a big deal....... thanks for letting me count on you doc.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
Okay now the explaination
My favorite teacher is leaving my school
My mom is driving me CRAZY... and making me feel like I am worthless.
And the one which is REALLY bugging me
My doctor who knows about my SI calls, has a large conversation with me... doesn't even mention anything about the SI when the whole reason why she was supposed to call me was to make an appointment were we would discuss the SI and figure out how we were going to deal with it
Way to tell me that the SI is really a non-issue..... sure.... so when I show up in the hospital needed stitches or something it won't be a big deal....... thanks for letting me count on you doc.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
I'm a double agent on my momma's side
The shit I hear you say just blows my mind
everytime recognize
Though who I am to you is not a lie
I don't have to volunteer and say,
That I was born a particular way
I've got no uniform I'm cameflauged in any light
Obviously you can't tell I'm a double agent on my momma's side
Andria and Artie the stars of Twilit_star's and my new movie!
Ardvark Days (the tragic tales of two heroic ardvark souls. .)
The shit I hear you say just blows my mind
everytime recognize
Though who I am to you is not a lie
I don't have to volunteer and say,
That I was born a particular way
I've got no uniform I'm cameflauged in any light
Obviously you can't tell I'm a double agent on my momma's side
Andria and Artie the stars of Twilit_star's and my new movie!
Ardvark Days (the tragic tales of two heroic ardvark souls. .)
the forgotten tears just never end.
I am your bruised neck, your suckled ear,
your broken rib, your emotionless skin
<img src=http://www.freewebs.com/invading/pierrot.JPG>
your broken rib, your emotionless skin
<img src=http://www.freewebs.com/invading/pierrot.JPG>
- satori
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Now this is my kind of thread!
I apologize for the length, but.. I seriously needed that.
I apologize for the length, but.. I seriously needed that.
proud SHACA member! don't blame the cat!
I'm thirty-five years old [2021].
my place
I do believe in the light
raise your hands into the sky
the fight is done, the war is won
lift your hands toward the sun
I'm thirty-five years old [2021].
my place
I do believe in the light
raise your hands into the sky
the fight is done, the war is won
lift your hands toward the sun
- bea_in_a_bonnet
- one of us
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- Location: North England
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<center>"You must make your own happiness...you must be wise enough to recognize it when it comes.
And if it doesn't come, in spite of all your efforts, you must do something about that as well."</center>
And if it doesn't come, in spite of all your efforts, you must do something about that as well."</center>
- Jude
- knows the ropes
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
ooh i feel slightly better
ooh i feel slightly better
"I've been too honest with myself, I should have lied like everybody else."
- Richey Edwards
- Richey Edwards
- Inner Child
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- Darkangel78
- town councillor
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- Location: NB, Canada
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That feels a bit better since I can't scream out loud
That feels a bit better since I can't scream out loud
My fears seem to slowly disappear
But they always linger near
The refuse to leave me alone
They are fears I've always known
But they always linger near
The refuse to leave me alone
They are fears I've always known
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i needed that!
abby
i needed that!
abby
'Its the heart afraid of braking that never learns to love'
my web site is: www.geocities.com/abbsgething/self_harm.html
please take a look
my web site is: www.geocities.com/abbsgething/self_harm.html
please take a look
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