What's on Your Mind *all trigs*

[PokemonGeek]

I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONELY and no matter WHAT I do, guys don't seem to want anything to do with me after a few days!!!!! I mean I waited once everyday for six months for a guy who promised to call me and NEVER DID!!!!! I'm actually to the point now that I'll date ANY guy that walks by regardless IF they are my type or not!!!! Everything I try ALWAYS fail and the guys don't even reply to my messages to be friends and to tell me what the problem with me was in the first place! I mean I FINALLY found a dating site that doesn't force you to use a credit card to be able to message other users and it was fine for two weeks and now guys don't even want to talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[breathing]

I'm stressing out about money yet again.


On another note, I wonder if I'll ever be truly happy again.

[kbinder]

I am so stressed right now. Stressing about everything Money, Work, and Family.
So ashamed that after months of no SI'ing i have returned to SI'ing daily.
Wonders if I AM really broken and will never feel fully healed.
Hates life at the moment.

[PokemonGeek]

Wishing I could some how turn my hopelessly straight griend gay and how it'd feel to snuggle up to him!

[noldo]

I'm stressed about money.

I want a break, I'm so exhausted.

I'm sad and I want to cut but I really shouldn't.

I'm a big disappointment to everybody.