How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Sep 10, 2006 10:51 pm

Awfully tired, very down.

*sighs* I'm going to get up, shower, drag myself through the pouring rain to uni, & get me some coffee. & then i'll think about going to class.
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Post by Neviah » Mon Sep 11, 2006 10:26 pm

Scared that there's no meaning to my life and that I might SI

But I'm going to watch TV and talk to friends and think about seeing ben tomorrow untill I can think of another way.

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Post by LBC » Wed Sep 13, 2006 9:24 pm

Tired and disillusioned.


I haven't eaten since lunch...I should probably eat something.

Need to get away from computers and print-outs.

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Post by pretty » Sat Sep 16, 2006 5:25 am

Exhausted, stressed, hurt.

I need to deal with exhausted first, so I'm off back to bed shortly. Worried - I'll get out of bed in the morning and get myself going and actually get some work done. Hurt- will take some time. Right now, going back to bed and getting some sleep and a cuddle will help.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Sep 18, 2006 12:25 pm

Cold. Dead.

Watch some crappy video. Sleep. *sighs*
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Post by green » Mon Sep 18, 2006 12:37 pm

thirsty.

get some water.

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Post by pretty » Mon Sep 25, 2006 11:52 am

Like I might explode. Worried. Frighteningly near the edge.

Eat properly. Do some work. Read my book. NOT spend all day online. Breathe. Make tea. Get to bed at a reasonable hour.
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Post by flipflopfetish » Wed Sep 27, 2006 2:21 am

I feel...
Despondant
Distracted
Vicious
and Romantic

(well, mostly just the first two o.0)

And I am going to... try not to binge and try to get some hw done. Even though there isn't really anything due tomorrow.

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Post by balletomane » Wed Sep 27, 2006 2:55 am

Destroyed. Emotionally drained.


I'll take a shower and try to relax then settle in for an evening of linear algebra. I might also make a list of things to talk about in therapy tomorrow.

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Post by pretty » Fri Sep 29, 2006 8:31 pm

Exhausted.

Go to bed.

Yeah, it's obvious, but half the battle seems to be working out obvious stuff. Making what should be unconcious and natural to most people concious so I can make sure I do it.
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Post by Callisto » Fri Sep 29, 2006 9:03 pm

ugly, fat, useless..

do something to make myself feel pretty and maybe take some pics of me looking pretty to put on myspace

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Oct 04, 2006 1:31 am

Lonely, at uni, very stressed, paranoid, upset about a fail mark.

I'm going to go to the gym. & then try to eat something small but healthy. I'm going to realise that the whole world is NOT staring at me. & I'm going to email my special needs person to try to work out how i'm going to possibly pass this semester.
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Post by Not_what » Thu Oct 05, 2006 10:32 am

I feel absolute shit, and totally down. I feel like a failure, and fat :x

I'm going to go for a long distance run, which will make me feel better anyway and help with my weight.

I'm also going to realise that not getting a job isn't the end of the world, and apply to some more outdoor centres.
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Post by flipflopfetish » Fri Oct 06, 2006 2:02 am

I feel weak and pathetic and needy and still a little bit SU

I am going to forget about school for the moment and concentrate on making myself happy- especially because tomorrow is friday and I have practically no classes!

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Oct 09, 2006 12:34 am

awful. absolutely fucking terrible.

I am coasting. one minute at a time. what am i waiting for? god i dont know.
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Post by the edge of the world » Sun Oct 15, 2006 6:24 pm

paralyzed in overwhelm.

turn off the computer right now, make a short list to finish by tomorrow, and pretend the rest of everything just doesn't exist.... at least, I'll try....

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Oct 31, 2006 10:49 am

overwhelmed
scared
stressed
a little suicidal
afraid i'm going to binge

realistically i don't think i'll get any uni stuff done tonight. so im going to take the xanax & go to sleep soon & worry about it tomorrow. i know it's just kind of putting off the problem. but right now it's all i can do :-?
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Post by teacupfaery » Thu Nov 02, 2006 1:47 am

Urgey, figety, hungry

Will make something small to eat and try to knit something.

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Post by milleniumsinger » Thu Nov 02, 2006 6:18 am

frustrated with what's happening

going to bed so I'm not so tired, but you see, when I'm tired, I don't have to deal with what I'm frustrated about, but I'm not functional when I'm this tired...grrr.
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Post by the edge of the world » Fri Nov 03, 2006 9:31 am

tired.
a tad paranoid that the shadows are coming back.
pained in the eyes.
stupid
unworthy
stressed
retaining a strand of hope.

finish my english essay, go to bed, stop worrying. stop listening to people worrying for me, like my mom.

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