Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Beasty » Sat Nov 10, 2007 2:36 pm

You are going to be the death of me, kid. But until then, please smile at me some more.
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Post by Callisto » Sat Nov 10, 2007 3:48 pm

shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up. shut up! i cannot bear you being here making all this noise. touching my things. invading my personal space. stop fucking singing. its making me feel like i can't breathe.

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Post by shannon88 » Sat Nov 10, 2007 4:51 pm

you pissed me off last nite
and who draws a perfect circle anymore

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Post by kittyfever » Sat Nov 10, 2007 8:48 pm

It really hurts to be here, I need you... :pinkheart::grnstar:

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Post by Callisto » Sat Nov 10, 2007 9:19 pm

J - go away please and thank you. i am not in the mood to be flirted with or to flirt back. in fact given how i feel right now im more likely to snap at you than anything else as it obvious you're only using me because you think im easy as you keep ignoring me for weeks on end so get fucked.

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Post by shannon88 » Sat Nov 10, 2007 9:58 pm

you really annoy me...you think your s much better but your not. and yes i can take a joke when its a joke
and who draws a perfect circle anymore

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Post by kittyfever » Sat Nov 10, 2007 10:01 pm

he is mine..you should let him pay attention to me...

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Post by Callisto » Sat Nov 10, 2007 10:07 pm

im too tired tonight to take care of myself. im also too tired to be unsafe. so in an odd way its a win-win i suppose

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Post by Callisto » Sun Nov 11, 2007 2:52 am

i think my sense of humour is broken....as part of me wants to laugh over the fact that no one will tell me what i want to hear, that no one will tell me that im worthless and that they hate me and that they only spoke to me to use my words against me.

i think my mind may have broken, as i probably shouldn't wish for that or find it funny.

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Post by pelagic » Sun Nov 11, 2007 2:52 am

And I wish that you didn't exist, so I wouldn't feel so guilty when I want to end my life.

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Post by Anactoria » Sun Nov 11, 2007 6:59 am

I am so mad at you for making me feel like a slut. I'm so mad that you used me. You were older. You should have known better.

And I don't like you anymore anyway. I never should have.

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Post by Binayshee » Sun Nov 11, 2007 3:02 pm

i hate you. why do you have to be like that?
you can't even see it but you're a fucking
monster sometimes. a smothering dominating
monster. you're like a squid or something
setting down around me and engulfing me
and suffocating me. get off of me. get away
from me. i feel like punching you. :x :bad-words:

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Post by PassingCloud » Sun Nov 11, 2007 4:21 pm

god, you have no clue how muhc i still love you and need you. you are and always will be my sister-of-heart. i need you. i need you so much it hurts. and i am embarrassed about this and it worries and scares me. i don't want it to be like this. i want to be able to handle things, i want to be completely independent of you because i don't know when you will run off again and leave me here by myself without a word for years.
i cannot live without you. yet i have lived without you so maybe i can do it again.
but god, dear god, i just want to see you again, hold you, hug you, laugh with you, cry with you. dream about raising our kids together some day. that would have been great, wouldn'T it have been?
and here i am, still miles away. and there you are, still miles away. and we're so far apart emotionally it hurts.
we were so close once. and now i am afraid to show you how much it hurts.

i miss you, Jae, god i miss you so.
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Post by 5th section » Sun Nov 11, 2007 7:59 pm

I did not come here to be insulted on top of everything else. Keep that sort of pathetic shit to yourself.
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Post by southsider » Sun Nov 11, 2007 9:02 pm

I am angry at you for edging me out of your life.

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Post by fadingbutterfly » Sun Nov 11, 2007 9:04 pm

Go away from my room. Leave me alone. Your voice is triggering the hell out of me. I hate you. Stop it. Go away please.

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Post by pelagic » Sun Nov 11, 2007 9:49 pm

I know this sounds ridiculous, and I probably say this a lot, but oh man do I ever love you.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sun Nov 11, 2007 10:57 pm

it scares me how much you are starting to mean to me.. how just seeing you can make me smile even when that's the last thing I want to do.. God, you can make me see and hear reason, and you remind me of what is good.. what is it about you that causes me to love you? Cause damnit you.. I love you.

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Post by pelagic » Mon Nov 12, 2007 1:22 am

Please, please please PLEASE... I don't want to be alone...

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Post by Beasty » Mon Nov 12, 2007 2:18 am

I wish that things were different, but some things will never change
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