Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by southsider » Tue Oct 30, 2007 8:27 pm

You can fuck right off, because I don't need your sympathy.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Oct 30, 2007 8:53 pm

I will be safe as long as it might work. When I stop knowing it still can, take it away from me. Your everyday rule isn't sure fast.
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Post by Binayshee » Wed Oct 31, 2007 5:31 am

i feel so sick emotionally right now. i feel so lonely
and so much need right now. i feel like i'm not
going to be okay. please won't you help me?

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Post by southsider » Wed Oct 31, 2007 6:51 am

Even though you're dead, you're still an asshole.
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Post by twinkletears » Wed Oct 31, 2007 2:30 pm

let it get easier i hate you
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed Oct 31, 2007 2:38 pm

I dont need to prove to anyone I can acheave my goals, I just set them at relistic levels for me and feel proud of myself for each improvement ive made. Im happy if your happy for me, but even if your not, that dosnt matter to me any more cause I know I can make myself happy and safe and I choose smaller step goals cause I feel a greater sence of accomplishment. I hope that someday you can see that sometimes slow and steady does win the race in the end :)

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Post by caged bird » Wed Oct 31, 2007 2:45 pm

i'm glad that you don't hate me, i'm sorry i screwed up adn let you down, one day i hope we could have bac what we used to have.

thanks for replying to my message, it was good to hear from you :star:
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Post by shannon88 » Thu Nov 01, 2007 3:38 am

i love you...sorry i was such a bitch this morning
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Post by nineteen » Thu Nov 01, 2007 10:52 am

just because i hurt myself doesn't mean i want to die.
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Post by FlyingOnBrokenWings » Thu Nov 01, 2007 10:57 am

You say you want me to communicate more. I've tried - really I have. I set aside time for you every night to talk - I give, I listen. But lately, you seem to be ignoring me. Quit sending me mixed messages. I can only give so much - but if you keep shutting yourself in your room, I'm going to stop trying and go back to the way it was before.
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Post by Binayshee » Thu Nov 01, 2007 1:30 pm

sometimes when i come on bus i feel more
discouraged than when i started out. it feels
so hit and miss sometimes and its so easy to
feel like people are not hearing or seeing me.
i think about leaving again quite a lot and i
don't think anyone would care if i did either.
that is not a good feeling.

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Post by wilson » Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:21 pm

its been six years and i fucking hate you. did you ever think i would end p here, in this position? no because you didnt fucking think.

i wish you were here still so i could yell this to your face. i wish i could of made you understand this.
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Post by shannon88 » Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:24 pm

truthfully i think your daughter is a bitch!!! and you let her walk all over you.... everyone knows it and everyone in the family hates her
and who draws a perfect circle anymore

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Post by LBC » Thu Nov 01, 2007 2:48 pm

No, that's not what I said in my message.

If you try to meet us at that restaurant...we won't be there.

It's not as if their names even sound remotely alike, even if they're both donut shops.

Listen to your goddamn messages. And don't you dare be late again, because I hate having to make excuses for you.
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Post by shannon88 » Thu Nov 01, 2007 8:56 pm

ugggggggggggg i told you not to skip work to hang out with her she is bad for you,,,,,but you wont listen. now conviently she's sick and cant bring you home right now. and our plans our in the toliet.
and who draws a perfect circle anymore

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Post by vampirelover » Thu Nov 01, 2007 9:32 pm

why didnt anyone punish him (my ex abuser) he made me suffer so much. But after all the courage it took me to tell , he didnt suffer.

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Post by ??? » Thu Nov 01, 2007 10:31 pm

figure out what you want and have the guts to tell me the truth,
this back and forth thing is killing me emotionally.....it has to be all or nothing right now.
i would rather have you tell me you don't have time for me, then to tell me you are there for me anytime and when I ask for a little time you avoid me and change the subject. You know I am insecure and need the truth.
Come on!!!!!
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Nov 01, 2007 11:03 pm

Why cant you leave me alone
I dont like you
I am not interested in you
Dont get all angry and defencive because I dont ever knock on your door.
I dont want to be your friend
You are a freak and a creap
You are too pushy and I dont trust you
Dont get angry because i dont want to say hello
I just want to be left alone.
I have my friends and I dont need you to act like you are my protector
you are more like a stalker!
Stay the hell away from me

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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Nov 01, 2007 11:59 pm

I dont want to be scared anymore. I dont want to be alone anymore.. but I doubt thats going to change anytime soon..

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Post by shannon88 » Fri Nov 02, 2007 12:55 am

im just so tired of fighting....when does it get fun or at least easier
and who draws a perfect circle anymore

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