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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by blindbynight » Wed Aug 04, 2004 2:37 am

I wish I could fly away
I wish I had more loving friends that understood me
I wish I were thin
I wish that I never stopped talking to my father
I wish no one knew about me
I wish I could die
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Post by drummer » Fri Aug 06, 2004 12:08 am

I wish I was more secure and trusting of myself.
I wish I knew how relationships work.
I wish I could relax and appreciate others for who they are.
I wish the people I liked liked me back.
I wish I was in a better situation to help others.
I wish my depression/anxiety not so overpowering.
I wish I understood life at least a little bit better.
I wish people would be nicer to each other.
I wish I belonged..... :bcatsmile:
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Post by kurdt_kobain » Fri Aug 06, 2004 3:30 am

I wish I was the person for you that could help you
I wish I was better
I wish I wasn't broken
I wish I was smarter.
I wish I was pretty.
I wish I was someone else.
I wish I didn't hate myself.
I wish I was happier.
I wish no one hurt.
I wish I could help.
I wish I was older.
I wish I could fly.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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Post by Say no » Tue Aug 10, 2004 3:44 am

-I wish i was happy with myself
-I wish people didn't judge you
-I wish i was thin
-I wish i didn't move so much
-I wish i could tell my friends
-I wish my family wasn't so screwed up
-I wish that i was actually truly happy for once
-I wish the world was a better place
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Post by serenity » Tue Aug 10, 2004 5:30 am

I wish that i no longer have to wear a mask.
I wish that i dont have to pretend anymore
I wish that even just for once that i could say how i felt to someone irl.
I wish it got better
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Post by kurdt_kobain » Tue Aug 10, 2004 9:48 pm

I wish I was special.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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Post by Firinn Annam » Thu Aug 12, 2004 5:24 am

I wish i was at peace with myself
I wish i knew what love is
i wish i wasnt hiding
I wish i could fly
I wish people would stop leaving my life
I wish i could articulate
I wish i could tell them and have acceptane not judgment
i wish i knew who i am
"Life is another day in life. Life is like a book. A book has 6 sides, inside and outside. So how do you get what's inside out?" - GIA

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Post by Karuna33 » Thu Aug 12, 2004 5:28 pm

I agree, thisis a great thread


I wish I had left my lst 2 BFs before I got terribly hurt
I wish I did not have obsessive thinking and depression
I wish I felt good and confident being a mother
I wish I had the energy to look after my kids and play with them and guide them and do adventurous things with them
I wish i was capable of mature,
I wish I had loving, passionate relationships and maintaining a sense of myself
I wish I had goals I felt excited about

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Post by kurdt_kobain » Fri Aug 13, 2004 9:30 pm

I wish someone cared about me.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
[story people]

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Post by kurdt_kobain » Fri Aug 13, 2004 9:30 pm

I wish I didn't suck.

I wish I could talk to people.

I wish I was dead.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
[story people]

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Post by fairy_punk_princess » Sat Aug 14, 2004 4:30 am

i wish that i had faith in myself
i wish that i could trust people
i wish that i didnt feel lost
i wish that i knew what i want
i wish someone would just listen to everything i had to say and hug me without saying anything
i wish i had my best friend back :cry:
i wish i could say no to drugs
i wish i didnt feel lonely
i wish my faith in relationships wasnt completely destroyed
i wish i was clever
i wish i wasnt me
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Post by Meander » Sat Aug 14, 2004 7:19 pm

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Post by Junebug44 » Mon Aug 16, 2004 10:57 am

I wish I knew how to get along with my boss;
I wish I could help my daughter believe in herself;
I wish all the fighting and lying would just stop!
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Post by limestone » Mon Aug 16, 2004 11:49 am

:star: To have a good driving lesson next time (and to concentrate, listen and do what I should be doing when turning left or right)

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Post by ru290 » Tue Sep 21, 2004 5:59 pm

:star: i wish i was special
:star: i wish i was talented
:star: i wish my boyfriend showed me he loved me
:star: i wish my parents would stop fighting
:star: i wish my dads girlfriend would leave us alone
:star: i wish my mum didn't lie
:star: i wish all my problems would just go away
:star: i wish i were someone else
:star: i wish i were happy
Love ru x
I can't stand by and see you destroyed
I can't be here and watch you burning
It doesn't matter if I give in easy
So why is it so hard to get by?

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Post by theatregeek » Wed Sep 22, 2004 10:48 pm

i wish he loved me,
I wish i loved me,
***
I wish i was skinny,
I wish my mom would give me back my scale and tape measure,
I wish i had a different T
I wish i could trust people,
I wish i could fly,
I wish i weighed what i did in june of 03,
I wish i wasnt me
I wish i was her,
**
I wish she falls and breaks her fucking neck,
I wish she would realize what she has and how badly i want it,
I wish he loved ME and not HER* gdamn freshman*
**
I wish everyone loved themselves,
I wish everyone didnt have to wish so much
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Post by kurdt_kobain » Mon Oct 04, 2004 3:32 am

I wish I was prettier.
I wish he didn't cheat on me.
I wish I felt a little less stupid.
I wish I wasn't worthless.
I wish I could get away from here.
I wish I could calm down.

I WISH I WAS STONED.

I wish someone cared about me.
I wish someone could hold me right now.
I wish I had a real friend.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
[story people]

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Post by Angl06 » Mon Oct 04, 2004 5:59 am

:star: I wish I was happy
:star: I wish I was stronger
:star: I wish I was skinny
:star: I wish I was independent
:star: I wish they understood
:star: I wish he cared
:star: I wish I could get better

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Post by Meander » Mon Oct 04, 2004 11:38 pm

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Post by Boris » Wed Oct 06, 2004 6:37 pm

i wish i could go back in time by 7 years and start all over again.
i wish i could feel safe in telling the truth to my friends.
i wish i didn't have chronic sinusitus.
i wish biology class were easier.
i wish math class were easier.
i wish i could take music class.
i wish my friends lived closer to me.
i wish my friends could be happier.
i wish everybody could be happier.
i wish i had finished my homework.
i wish i could enjoy myself properly.
i wish i were tall enough to reach the top shelf of my locker.
i wish i weren't allergic to everything.
i wish that people could always be healthy.
i wish that children wouldn't die.
i wish that i had the self-discipline to save my money.
i wish i had more privacy.
i wish my bedroom had a window.
i wish that a lot of things had never happened.
i wish that i could be brave enough to do everything that i really want to do.
i wish that it were may, rather than october.
i wish that life was actually a safe place.
i wish that people would understand me.
i wish that i was at summer camp.
i wish that i have a pet to love who can love me back (as opposed to my fish who don't recognize me).
i wish i understood.
i wish i were a little kid again.
i wish that life was as simple as it was when i was in elementary school.
i wish that people would realize just how badly i need a hug.
i wish that maggie would move back to my school.
i wish that i could afford the plane fair to visit katie on her birthday.
i wish that i could get through a whole day of school without being exhausted.
i wish that i didn't have to spend so much time dragging myself off to therapy.
i wish that i had a giant eraser to undo all of my mistakes.
i wish that i could go outside and sunbathe.
i wish that it wouldn't get cold in a few weeks.
i wish that halloween weren't on a sunday.
i wish that i could perform in an opera, just one more time.
i wish i were more healthy.
i wish that i could run.
i wish that i could be as intelligent as i actually am.
i wish that julia and olivia would just move back to france.
i wish that pam would stamp her foot on the ground and shatter into a million pieces, like the goblin in Herschel and the Chanukah Goblins.
i wish that people were nicer.
i wish that i'd had the courage when i was little to stand up for myself.
i wish that i weren't so vulnerable.
i wish that i could trust myself.
i wish that i could sleep.
i wish that i had more time for my music.
i wish that all people could be treated as equals.
i wish that everybody could have enough food and a warm place to sleep.
i wish that i didn't feel so guilty for being who i am and having what i have.
i wish that i could appreciate myself.

i wish a lot of things.
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