I'm proud of myself today because....

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by snowangel_03 » Sat May 15, 2010 7:59 pm

Well done gail and flying turtle :)

Today I blogged about how I felt instead of doing something negative about it.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by strider 151 » Sun May 16, 2010 7:25 pm

well done snowangel_03 :)

i controlled my binging so i dont feel bad
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Annybelly » Sun May 16, 2010 7:30 pm

well done kim :)

I went and led the little kids group without overly stressing or worrying
and then
I went outside and had a petal fight with the lil kids, and had *fun*
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by MusicalMorphine » Sun May 16, 2010 8:47 pm

3 years yesterday since I last cut. :)

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by snowangel_03 » Sun May 16, 2010 8:56 pm

That's fantastic - well done :)

I went to a friends house for a barbeque and didn't complain about eatin once, I just ate like 'a normal person' and didn't feel guilty or felt like I'd binged or anything :)
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by ForgottenMemories » Mon May 17, 2010 12:08 am

Good job. :star: :star:

Because I haven't SIed for over a week even though I've felt really urgy the last few days.
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You've got to burn me. Make me bleed. Turn my pain into fantasy. And if I scream it's only just, love can hurt much more than lust.

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by snowangel_03 » Mon May 17, 2010 4:01 am

That's really great - well done! :)
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Annybelly » Tue May 18, 2010 6:47 pm

because I admited to F i *wasn't* okay, and that I needed help.
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by snowangel_03 » Tue May 18, 2010 10:11 pm

Good going Annybelly :)

I didn't SI this morning even though I got worked up enough to do so.
I had a very good lunch (even for someone without food issues) and didn't freak out over it - I finished the first part and said I wanted more, so I had more and loved it :)
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by strider 151 » Wed May 19, 2010 6:23 pm

well done snowangel_03 , thats amazing :) takes a lot of will power not to SI so you should be proud of yourself :lgrnstar: and yay for lunch!

i did lots of excersise today and ate a form of lunch for the first time in weeks
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by snowangel_03 » Thu May 20, 2010 1:10 pm

Thanks :) and well done to you, too :) I know how hard it can be sometimes.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Annybelly » Thu May 20, 2010 4:02 pm

Well done snowangel, and well done kim as well :)
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by callmebaka » Tue May 25, 2010 10:02 pm

I didnt have to be anywhere but i got out of bed and got dressed anyway.
this is a real acomplishment as i am a slug :slug2: and have been known to stay in bed for days on end getting up only to pee or eat.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Annybelly » Wed May 26, 2010 8:19 pm

well done callmebaka, nice one :)

I didnt lose it with Z, and i explained it all as best i could, and sorted it out :)
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by callmebaka » Wed May 26, 2010 10:48 pm

Thanks annabelly means a lot most people are just like meh so what its hard to explain the acoplish ment in someting most people do every day with out thinking ya know
In the desert
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Who, squatting upon the ground,
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I said: "Is it good, friend?"
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"But I like it
Because it is bitter,
And because it is my heart."

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by snowangel_03 » Thu May 27, 2010 5:33 pm

THanks, Annybelly :)

Well done for not losing it with X, and well done callmebaka - I know how hard it can be to do that when the last thing you want to do is get out of bed and do anything.
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I ate a decent lunch today, and had two cream cakes afterwards without even thinking about it, and I didn't SI this morning even though I really wanted to :)
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Post by capricorn » Thu May 27, 2010 8:56 pm

^go you snowangel! That's amazing! :redstar: :osmile:

I'm proud of myself because I didn't have a breakdown and I comforted my upset friends pretty well.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Beasty » Fri May 28, 2010 4:29 am

I.... bought a skirt for my testing.
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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by Annybelly » Fri May 28, 2010 8:25 pm

Capricorn- thats awesome, well done

Beasty- :) go you, seriously :)

well..

"oh annabel how i do love you. you aaaaaaallways know how to make me happier"

that is a reason to be proud methinks. Im not gonna run away. i shall stand up for L.
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

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Re: I'm proud of myself today because....

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sat Jun 05, 2010 5:40 pm

thats deffo a good reason to be proud annybelly!!

im proud of mysel because...
i didnt go out and overexcersise, but have eaten 2 proper meals today (not quite 3, woops)
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