Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Fri May 11, 2007 1:46 am

I'm starting to question my sexuality... Am I really straight?
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

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Post by Callisto » Fri May 11, 2007 11:43 am

i was going to not allow myself to eat as punishment for si'ing last night....instead im punishing myself by letting myself eat unhealthy things so that i can call myself fat later

PM's ok

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Post by purdyflower » Mon May 14, 2007 5:26 am

PMing is ok
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I literally have no friends, and I am scared to make friends.

I'm afraid I will never make friends and will be alone for ever

I am so scared I will run into an old friend from high school, because I don't want them to see the way I am now. And I don't want to talk to anyone, because I'm a complete social phobe.

I'm afraid I will never be able to have any feelings for a guy and never fall in love, or get married

I'm afraid of guys

Sometimes I wonder if i'm bisexual

The only reason I'm not SIing is because I don't want to have to tell my therapist that I did, and I don't want to talk about it. And I can't lie to her about it. And I'm afraid I will dissapoint her.

I am extremely afraid my therapist will leave.

I have an extremely hard time talking about my feelings.

most of the time when I want to SI, I don't really have a reason, I just want to.

I want to get better and be happy, but sometimes I don't and I try to make myself depressed and upset on purpose.

I really want to talk about these things with my therapist but I am too scared to.

I have a hard time even typing SI, and I can't say or even think any other words associated with it, because i am so ashamed.

I am so ashamed of my SI, but sometimes I want people to notice the light scars on my arm.

I'm so scared I will have to explain my scars to someone someday

I am so scared to get a job

I'm afraid to talk on the phone

I feel like such a worthless looser because I'm 21, I live at home, I have no job, I have no idea what I want to do with my life, and I am sorta afraid to even leave the house.

I'm always worried about my sister and I hate her for the way she lives.

I'm very afraid of my mom's health and I know I can't live without her, because she does everything for me.

I am always fake around other people. I put on my "happy face" so no one knows how I really feel.

I am contantly thinking about how scared I am that my cat is getting old and I will someday have to deal with her death.

I resent my aunt and uncle for seeming to not really care about me.

I still miss my grandpa, who died when I was 7, and I still cry sometimes thinking about him.

I disslike most of my family

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Post by astepawayfromlife » Mon May 14, 2007 5:47 am

PMs okay

I know I dont deserve her but I miss her
I am itching for a hit... but cant get my hands on anything... and will resort to si
I hate everyone who has what I dont have, a mother

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Post by Scatterbrain » Mon May 14, 2007 7:27 am

I'm so scared. Was it a sign? Dammit, I hope so.
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )

"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead

Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics

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Post by Koru » Mon May 14, 2007 2:28 pm

I love him, he still loves her, she and I are friends
It hurts
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon May 14, 2007 2:48 pm

Everyone gets scared from time to time.

Its okay to doubt your sexuality.

Its okay to be frustrated/ mad with/ not like people.

Its okay to need attention/ someone to notice.


How can you change your life for the better by admitting these secrets?


The secrets thread - a (hopefully) positive change
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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