Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by zombiepeople » Thu Mar 29, 2007 2:44 am

I like him...but I also like her...and I don't know what to do about it

I love drinking my blood...even the blood from my period...(I'm disgusting :( )

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Mar 29, 2007 5:45 am

i think im getting better.........and worse
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Callisto » Sun Apr 01, 2007 10:16 pm

im not really coping.

i love you so much it hurts but at the same time that love is so much that it feels like its suffocating me.

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Post by angelwithoutwings » Mon Apr 02, 2007 2:08 pm

*Comments are fine - PM me*

1. The psychiatric system made me who I am today. Now they're trying to reverse the damage, but they're breaking me in the process.

2. I first went into a psych ward when I was 12.

3. I first tried to kill myself when I was 12.

4. I don't know if I'm faking it or not. It scares me.

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Post by starcatuk » Mon Apr 02, 2007 2:24 pm

I don't think I'm coping well at the moment and just want it all to end. :cry:

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Post by Koru » Mon Apr 02, 2007 2:43 pm

I'm pretending that I'm glad we broke up, that it's more fun being single - I can go out and party with my friends - no responsibilities - no-one else to think about. But really, I just want to be loved. I'm 26, i want to settle down, have a family and I'm running out of time to find 'Mr Right'
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Post by Silentdancer » Mon Apr 02, 2007 9:59 pm

I'm in a graet mood and I feel guilty about it. I don't deserve to be happy.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Apr 03, 2007 12:42 am

If I walked by me crying or panicking or feeling depressed leaning against a wall and smoking, I'd just keep on walking too.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by handmade mute » Fri Apr 06, 2007 6:28 am

I'm scared 'Kat' is not just a voice in my head. I can't tell my T, because I can't bear the thought of not having her around.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Apr 07, 2007 2:11 am

Imagei think its selfish of me to miss people..

Imagei don't think i deserve compliments.. i'm too mean..

Image i am afraid that i am some sort of big.. fake..

Imagei'm afraid what people say about me is true.. i am afraid that i am just an attention seeker with no "real" problems..


pms.. okay.. sure.. they're cool with me..

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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by wilson » Sat Apr 07, 2007 11:02 am

i hate lying to people about how im feeling but i dont want them to find out how im struggling to live through each day
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Post by Callisto » Sat Apr 07, 2007 11:55 am

im so lost right now.

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Post by Silentdancer » Sun Apr 08, 2007 3:48 pm

I went to church today for the first time in a long time and it brought back all sorts of bad memories/feelings.

I am afraid I am an atheist.

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Post by HiddenByLies » Mon Apr 09, 2007 1:48 am

i love you and i want you to tell me how you feel,
but when you tell me how you hurt yourself,
how you want to die,
it makes me feel like i'm slacking as a person,
which makes me want to do the things you talk about even more...


pm's are alright.
the worlds her stage the people her crew
she looks so happy to me and you
but inside her body are secrets and lies
they're all her own that she hides behind
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her radiant mask her wonderful grace
but inside she's wondering why she's stuck in this place
but into her being she'll fall and remain
until someone frees her it's all just the same
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Post by steady hands » Mon Apr 09, 2007 3:11 am

I don't care.
I don't care about what you are/might be doing to yourself.
Fuck you.
Maybe next time, you shouldn't fuck things up so badly.

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Post by volta » Mon Apr 09, 2007 4:24 am

*SI*

i like being sick

i don't know why.
what would i be if i'm not?
i'm mentally ill.

and i like it, and you know it

i want something to trigger me
i want to

need
to cut

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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Mon Apr 09, 2007 8:39 pm

If I was pregnant I might have taken all my dad's sleeping pills so i wouldn't have to deal with it.
Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
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Post by steady hands » Tue Apr 10, 2007 3:07 am

When I got home and she was crying, I could've sworn it was because he killed himself.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Tue Apr 10, 2007 5:08 am

I'm scared to change. I dont even want to get my hair cut. I want people to notice me, but at the same time, I dont want them to. I want my hair to look cute, but I dont want people to say anything or notice or give me compliment... How fucked up is that?

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I'm not here/This isn't happening"
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Post by kreaTure333 » Tue Apr 10, 2007 1:38 pm

At night when I'm falling asleep, I fantsize that I'm dying. It feels really good to give up. PM's ok
"We are here to laugh at the odds, and live our lives so well that death will tremble to take us"
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