tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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Binayshee
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by Binayshee » Tue Sep 11, 2007 4:02 am
yes we get it, everyone knows! you're a mother.
you're
the mother! lets have a fucking parade.
if i see you sit up there one more time buttering
yourself and everyone else up i am going to be
sick.

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AnotherBrightRedScream
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by AnotherBrightRedScream » Tue Sep 11, 2007 4:27 am
J, I am so angry at you right now I can't see straight. I reach out needing your help and I get nothing?! You USED to be my best friend. The one I could always turn to. I was there for you through it all! And when I get the courage to speak out about my problems, you tell me you're sorry but you have your own things to deal with right now? Are you fucking kidding me? I'll remember this next time you come crying to me and need something. I'm done. I feel invisible and unimportant without you telling me to basically f off.
Have a nice fucking life asshole.
An eye for an eye will make the whole world blind. -Mahatma Ghandi
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Licentia Poetica
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by Licentia Poetica » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:32 am
I'm sorry seeing me in the fucking corridor is such a chore for you. I hope it never happens again, I wouldn't want to waste another 30 seconds of your fabulous life.
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southsider
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by southsider » Tue Sep 11, 2007 9:03 am
1. [removed]
2. There are things that you said to me that are continuing to save my life, eight years later. Thank you for that.
3. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. Stop trying to add me to myspace. I have nothing in common with you and no reason to want to talk with you. You're annoying and I have no interest in speaking to you.
4. I love you so much. I hope you know that. You have made such a difference in my life, and you continue to do so. I miss you. I really wish there were a way that I could make things easier/better/less painful for you. I hate feeling helpless, and I hate watching you hurt.
5. I want to BE you. I am SO envious of who you are, what you do, your talents, and how you conduct yourself. I really wish I could tell you that, but I don't want to freak you out or come across as an ass-kisser or whiny baby.
6. I admire you (and your intelligence) so, so much-- you have no idea. HOWEVER. Please stop conflating unrelated concepts. Sex =/= gender =/= sexuality. Others' sexuality and even gender are, quite frankly, none of your business, unless you're looking to have sex with them.
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fadingbutterfly
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by fadingbutterfly » Tue Sep 11, 2007 4:29 pm
I am so close to hurting myself right now.
You know I don't deal well with things being like this.
Please stop.
Please?

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fadingbutterfly
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by fadingbutterfly » Tue Sep 11, 2007 4:47 pm
I literally can't take this.
My heads zoning.
I'm so fucking anxious I can't actually breathe.
Just stop it all now.
You know what you have done.
I can't take it.
I can't.
I'm already fucked up enough about tomorrow without you making it ten times worse.
Just stop it now.
Please
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Callisto
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by Callisto » Tue Sep 11, 2007 4:52 pm
you're breaking my heart all over again
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fadingbutterfly
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by fadingbutterfly » Tue Sep 11, 2007 5:24 pm
I just want to be comforted. I just want a hug.
Why don't i deserve that

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by _____iamacliche » Tue Sep 11, 2007 7:34 pm
the fact that you're hurting is ripping me apart inside. even though it shouldn't. meh.
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fadingbutterfly
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by fadingbutterfly » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:05 pm
You seen me in such a state on webcam. I still can't breathe. I can't stop shaking. I'm still sobbing and you are talking about your internet explorer. Do you even care about me?
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troubles undone
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by troubles undone » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:07 pm
maybe it'd be easier if you werent around any more.
i hate to say that. cos i really like you.
but things are just so complicated and your not making things easier at all
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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by troubles undone » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:22 pm
i cannot believe you said that.
what was going through your head?
seriously.
*shakes head*
after everything.
you should know better
"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax
so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now"
"VITA YOY EST VIVERE SED VALERE VITA EST."
-There is more to life than just being alive.
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by _____iamacliche » Tue Sep 11, 2007 8:31 pm
ameh. shut up. right now. shutthefuckup. dumbfuck.
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by _____iamacliche » Wed Sep 12, 2007 12:40 pm
don't you dare give up on me now. ever.
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5th section
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by 5th section » Wed Sep 12, 2007 1:29 pm
You could have asked. you could have used your imagination.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
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by 5th section » Wed Sep 12, 2007 1:32 pm
I don't mind if you decide to replace me (well I do, but i suppose it's your decision). I do mind if you decide to replace me with someone who hasn't got a fucking clue what he's doing & then blames the rest of us for everything he gets wrong. well I'm not sorting anything out. It's your loss.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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Beasty
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by Beasty » Wed Sep 12, 2007 4:56 pm
I'm sorry that I sort of blew you off this morning. When you saw me and said "Good morning", I wanted to run over and hug you, I really did. Instead, I just gave an emotionless "good morning" and shoved my nose back in my book again. I'm so sorry if it disconcerted you. I'm just scared that I'm around too much. I'm scared that you are getting sick of me, so maybe if I don't see you for awhile, I won't be a burden. I do love you. More than I'll allow myself to show.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova
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Callisto
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by Callisto » Wed Sep 12, 2007 8:28 pm
im not sure anyone can understand how much im hurting right now
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