Hurt cover by Johnny Cash and the link in my signature, which is Lemon by Katy Rose.
- Hurt lyrics:
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
- Lemon lyrics:
They've clipped my wings again
Tore them apart and then
Left me
No use to fly away to
My yesterday
Of freedom
My eyes died back that day
Seeing the hurt I may have done
Beat me instead of them
Pain is my only zen
Of fun
I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by
So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think i even want to try
You still can't make me cry
You've pinned this butterfly
Down
My fire's burning out
Kill my flame without
A frown
And starving hurts the soul
When you're hungry for
Some love
So if I close my eyes
I can really fly
Above
I'll go where secrets are sold
Where roses unfold
I'll sleep as time goes by
So hurting here is where I belong dreaming a song
Blood on my hands to stay strong
The flowers in the graveyard are all gone I don't belong
There is no right to heal the wrong
Soup's on hot feelin' like a do or die
I can't throw up don't think I even want to
Tryyy- tryyyy- tryyyyyy
[Chorus again]
What song describes how you're feeling?
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
someone still loves you boris yeltsin - I am warm and powerful.
We've got amnesia from the slightest problems
you start shaking
and you start talking
takes more than working now to keep you from falling
'cause work is starting and things are falling
I'm in a real good place
to light out without leaving a trace
you said i was the only one
now i just don't know whats going on
we don't get out
very much
we don't get out
very much
im afraid we're loosing touch with our balled up little crowd
when we get out and get drunk
and we get high and don't talk
we just walk and walk and walk until we find ourselves alone
but at least we've got each other
it's not so bad if you can't remember
this is just an excuse for something
we have got amnesia from the slightest problems
you start shaking and you start talking
alone where i can't be you
alone where i can't be you
i don't think a lot about you
i've been thinking a lot about you
We've got amnesia from the slightest problems
you start shaking
and you start talking
takes more than working now to keep you from falling
'cause work is starting and things are falling
I'm in a real good place
to light out without leaving a trace
you said i was the only one
now i just don't know whats going on
we don't get out
very much
we don't get out
very much
im afraid we're loosing touch with our balled up little crowd
when we get out and get drunk
and we get high and don't talk
we just walk and walk and walk until we find ourselves alone
but at least we've got each other
it's not so bad if you can't remember
this is just an excuse for something
we have got amnesia from the slightest problems
you start shaking and you start talking
alone where i can't be you
alone where i can't be you
i don't think a lot about you
i've been thinking a lot about you
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Dear God
The only thing I'll ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her, and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely
And I'm tired
And I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
The only thing I'll ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her, and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely
And I'm tired
And I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
I've written songs in the dark
I've felt inspired in the dark
I hide myself in the dark
Used to be afraid of the dark
Those in the light know we die in the dark
There's only artificial light here
My flaws hide well here
I used to be afraid of cluttered noises
Now I'm afraid of silence
Fill this space, idle words
I'm scared to death of light and silence
Jesus, kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did
Now I am mute, despite myself
All of them are gone
The silence overtakes me
The idle words forsake me
And I am left to face me
I'm held accountable
For every idle word
Curse the idle words
I'm scared to death of light and silence
Jesus, kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did
Glory shows up
Exposes us
I'm naked here
Forsaken here, by the dark, by the dark
DAMN THE DARK!
I'm scared to death of light and silence
Jesus, kill me in side this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did
I've felt inspired in the dark
I hide myself in the dark
Used to be afraid of the dark
Those in the light know we die in the dark
There's only artificial light here
My flaws hide well here
I used to be afraid of cluttered noises
Now I'm afraid of silence
Fill this space, idle words
I'm scared to death of light and silence
Jesus, kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did
Now I am mute, despite myself
All of them are gone
The silence overtakes me
The idle words forsake me
And I am left to face me
I'm held accountable
For every idle word
Curse the idle words
I'm scared to death of light and silence
Jesus, kill me inside this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did
Glory shows up
Exposes us
I'm naked here
Forsaken here, by the dark, by the dark
DAMN THE DARK!
I'm scared to death of light and silence
Jesus, kill me in side this
Raise me up to live again
Like you did, like you did
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok 
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ohh---
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
Ohh---
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Born in the year of the cat
Taught to fight for what you want
Raised in fire and ash
Tonight there's no turning back
The city screams
Your destiny
There's no gravity
High in your flying machine
Watch over me
Where are you now?
Are you feeling well?
Or are you breaking down?
I know how alone you feel
So far away
[Launch command, lift off, we have lift off]
While they pretend to remember you
Laika
I'll make you proud
Laika, I'll make you proud
Is Laika coming home?
Laika
Please come home
Taught to fight for what you want
Raised in fire and ash
Tonight there's no turning back
The city screams
Your destiny
There's no gravity
High in your flying machine
Watch over me
Where are you now?
Are you feeling well?
Or are you breaking down?
I know how alone you feel
So far away
[Launch command, lift off, we have lift off]
While they pretend to remember you
Laika
I'll make you proud
Laika, I'll make you proud
Is Laika coming home?
Laika
Please come home
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
The Fear - Lilly allen
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I dont care about clever, I dont care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
Ill take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and it's not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cause Im being taken over by the fear
I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I dont care about clever, I dont care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
Ill take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and passing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and it's not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear
Bridge
Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner
Chorus
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cause Im being taken over by the fear
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
It's by Sick Puppies. I love them!
9. Maybe
Verse 1
Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm the only one
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough
Chorus
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
Verse 2
Maybe it's hopeless
Maybe I should just give up
What if I can't trust myself
What I just need some help
9. Maybe
Verse 1
Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm the only one
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough
Chorus
Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
Verse 2
Maybe it's hopeless
Maybe I should just give up
What if I can't trust myself
What I just need some help
Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.
~M. Kathleen Casey
If you cannot be a poet, be the poem.
~David Carradine
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Fuck it by seether *LA*
I guess I like it when we play
(the way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(the way you drag me down)
‘cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
I guess I like it when we fight
(the way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you smite me
(the way you drag me down)
‘cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
You’re out of luck - can’t get a piece of me
It’s all blown up. don’t even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all
(I can feel you coming up behind me)
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
I guess I like it when we play
(the way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(the way you drag me down)
‘cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
I guess I like it when we fight
(the way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you smite me
(the way you drag me down)
‘cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
You’re out of luck - can’t get a piece of me
It’s all blown up. don’t even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all
(I can feel you coming up behind me)
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
They're Coming For Me
- Madina Lake
Kick open the bedroom door
The walking has turned to a crawl
And I just lied to everyone
I stumble into the bed
And there's where I start to beg
For peace of mind
Where I'm denied
Just like the night before
Just like the night before that one
And I don't know
If I'll see tomorrow's sun
I feel the angels coming for me
But I'm not ready to leave
I've got a promise to keep (Woah)
I feel forever slipping away
You know I'll fight this disease
I'll fight it every day for you
Don't wanna be sick no more
But I'm just too insecure
To ask for help, from any friends
I can't turn to family
Cuz they're so proud of me
And there is no worse feeling
But I can't do this by myself
I feel the angels coming for me
But I'm not ready to leave
I've got a promise to keep (Woah)
I feel forever slipping away
You know I'll fight this disease
I'll fight it every day for you
I've always thought I could do anything
That I don't need anyone
But I'm all alone
And I need help
My life is slipping and
I just don't wanna die
I feel the angels coming for me
But I'm not ready to leave
I've got a promise to keep (Woah)
I feel forever slipping away
You know I'll fight this disease
I'll fight it every day for you
- Madina Lake
Kick open the bedroom door
The walking has turned to a crawl
And I just lied to everyone
I stumble into the bed
And there's where I start to beg
For peace of mind
Where I'm denied
Just like the night before
Just like the night before that one
And I don't know
If I'll see tomorrow's sun
I feel the angels coming for me
But I'm not ready to leave
I've got a promise to keep (Woah)
I feel forever slipping away
You know I'll fight this disease
I'll fight it every day for you
Don't wanna be sick no more
But I'm just too insecure
To ask for help, from any friends
I can't turn to family
Cuz they're so proud of me
And there is no worse feeling
But I can't do this by myself
I feel the angels coming for me
But I'm not ready to leave
I've got a promise to keep (Woah)
I feel forever slipping away
You know I'll fight this disease
I'll fight it every day for you
I've always thought I could do anything
That I don't need anyone
But I'm all alone
And I need help
My life is slipping and
I just don't wanna die
I feel the angels coming for me
But I'm not ready to leave
I've got a promise to keep (Woah)
I feel forever slipping away
You know I'll fight this disease
I'll fight it every day for you
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Studies show:
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know what the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her everything's gonna be alright
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that
She's me
Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know what the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit her down and tell her everything's gonna be alright
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no in between
She speaks in the third person
So she can forget that
She's me
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
^Love that song.
Agonoize: "The Sick and Disturbed"
"What the hell is wrong with you?
What the hell is wrong with you?
The way you look, the way you are,
You think you are a fuckin' star,
The way you smile, the way you talk,
I even hate the way you walk,
You speak of truth when you lie,
It's even fake when you cry,
You make me sick, leave me alone,
Wake up, get a life on your own.
Fuck you!
I just hate people like you!
Fuck you!
I just hate people like you!
Your world is a lie, your truth is not mine,
Your words don't hurt,
This one goes out to the sick and disturbed.
This is when two worlds collide,
The choice that we made, you decide,
I'm not the one who eats the dirt,
This one goes out to the sick,
The sick and disturbed.
Don't stare at me the way you do,
Don't stare at me, I'm not like you,
I'm not the freak, you've gone too far,
The real scum is what you are,
Fuck you and your lies,
Shut up, it's not advise,
Don't speak, don't speak to me,
It's my life as you can see.
Fuck you!
Your world is a lie, your truth is not mine,
Your words don't hurt,
This one goes out to the sick and disturbed.
This is when two worlds collide,
The choice that we made, you decide,
I'm not the one who eats the dirt,
This one goes out to the sick,
The sick and disturbed."
Agonoize: "The Sick and Disturbed"
"What the hell is wrong with you?
What the hell is wrong with you?
The way you look, the way you are,
You think you are a fuckin' star,
The way you smile, the way you talk,
I even hate the way you walk,
You speak of truth when you lie,
It's even fake when you cry,
You make me sick, leave me alone,
Wake up, get a life on your own.
Fuck you!
I just hate people like you!
Fuck you!
I just hate people like you!
Your world is a lie, your truth is not mine,
Your words don't hurt,
This one goes out to the sick and disturbed.
This is when two worlds collide,
The choice that we made, you decide,
I'm not the one who eats the dirt,
This one goes out to the sick,
The sick and disturbed.
Don't stare at me the way you do,
Don't stare at me, I'm not like you,
I'm not the freak, you've gone too far,
The real scum is what you are,
Fuck you and your lies,
Shut up, it's not advise,
Don't speak, don't speak to me,
It's my life as you can see.
Fuck you!
Your world is a lie, your truth is not mine,
Your words don't hurt,
This one goes out to the sick and disturbed.
This is when two worlds collide,
The choice that we made, you decide,
I'm not the one who eats the dirt,
This one goes out to the sick,
The sick and disturbed."
We come in pieces. 
"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
My Place
My PBH
BUS family:
Twin~Beasty
Elf Sib~Sprink
Fairy Mummy~Starry
Younger Sissy~Kate
Big Bruvver~Dan
Half-Sissy~Annabel
Cousin~Peggie
Aunt~Mande
Sprinkled Cupcake~Noldo
"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
My Place
My PBH
BUS family:
Twin~Beasty
Elf Sib~Sprink
Fairy Mummy~Starry
Younger Sissy~Kate
Big Bruvver~Dan
Half-Sissy~Annabel
Cousin~Peggie
Aunt~Mande
Sprinkled Cupcake~Noldo
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strider 151
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
this song says what i never could to my dad.....
I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown.
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown
My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
And is it worth the wait
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand
Protecting both your heart and mine?
Who is the betrayer?
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound
My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
So heavy in your arms
This will be my last confession
I love you never felt like any blessing
(Ohhhh)
Whispering like it's a secret
Only to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart
Whoa
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
I was a heavy heart to carry
my beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he had me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground
I'm so heavy, heavy in your arms.
I was a heavy heart to carry
My beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown.
I was a heavy heart to carry
My feet dragged across ground
And he took me to the river
Where he slowly let me drown
My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
And is it worth the wait
All this killing time?
Are you strong enough to stand
Protecting both your heart and mine?
Who is the betrayer?
Who's the killer in the crowd?
The one who creeps in corridors
And doesn't make a sound
My love has concrete feet
My love's an iron ball
Wrapped around your ankles
Over the waterfall
I'm so heavy, heavy
Heavy in your arms
I'm so heavy, heavy
So heavy in your arms
This will be my last confession
I love you never felt like any blessing
(Ohhhh)
Whispering like it's a secret
Only to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart
Whoa
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
Heavy heavy I'm so heavy in your arms
I was a heavy heart to carry
my beloved was weighed down
My arms around his neck
My fingers laced to crown
I was a heavy heart to carry
But he never let me down
When he had me in his arms
My feet never touched the ground
I'm so heavy, heavy in your arms.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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capricorn
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
You had all of them on your side didn't you? Didn't you?
You believed in all your lies didn't you? Didn't you?
The ruiner's got a lot to prove, he's got nothing to lose, and now he made you believe
The ruiner's your only friend, well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives
The raping of the innocent, you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
How'd you get so big?
How'd you get so strong?
How'd it get so hard?
How'd it get so long?
You had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
You had to covet what was mine, didn't you?
The ruiner's a collector, he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
Maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realise
Maybe it's a part of me you took it to a place I hoped it would never go
And maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know
How'd you get so big?
How'd you get so strong?
How'd you get so hard?
How'd you get so long?
What you gave to me
My perfect ring of scars
You know I can see what you really are
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can hurt me
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can stop
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can hurt me
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can stop me now
You believed in all your lies didn't you? Didn't you?
The ruiner's got a lot to prove, he's got nothing to lose, and now he made you believe
The ruiner's your only friend, well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives
The raping of the innocent, you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees
Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
How'd you get so big?
How'd you get so strong?
How'd it get so hard?
How'd it get so long?
You had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
You had to covet what was mine, didn't you?
The ruiner's a collector, he's an infector serving his shit to his flies
Maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realise
Maybe it's a part of me you took it to a place I hoped it would never go
And maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know
How'd you get so big?
How'd you get so strong?
How'd you get so hard?
How'd you get so long?
What you gave to me
My perfect ring of scars
You know I can see what you really are
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can hurt me
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can stop
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can hurt me
You didn't hurt me
Nothing can stop me now
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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capricorn
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
I feel so far away from everything I used to be
So I just hang my head and feel ashamed
Like there's nothing I can do
I thought no time or space could separate us
With all that we've been through
But now she's on a plane, she's miles away
And I just want to go home
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when I was different
No one knew me then, back in Maryland
Way before L.A. I had everything
Can't forget the days
I was back home in Maryland
We lived too far away from anything
To run the race back then
From all these city streets that jaded me
And make me feel this way
Now my thoughts drift away to summer days
When I'd see your face, you'd always smile at me
I felt so safe, and I just wanna go home...
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she says
She don't know who I am
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when I was different
No one knew me then, back in Maryland
Way before L.A. I had everything, can't forget the days
I was back home in Maryland
She lifted me up for the first time
When I saw the world with my own eyes
But now that you're gone, I miss you so much more
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, she's flying back home to Maryland
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she says
She don't know who I am
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when I was different
No one knew me then, back in Maryland
Way before L.A. I had everything, can't forget the days
I was back home in Maryland
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Maryland
Oh there she goes, so beautiful
Maryland
And I'm dying to get home
So I just hang my head and feel ashamed
Like there's nothing I can do
I thought no time or space could separate us
With all that we've been through
But now she's on a plane, she's miles away
And I just want to go home
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when I was different
No one knew me then, back in Maryland
Way before L.A. I had everything
Can't forget the days
I was back home in Maryland
We lived too far away from anything
To run the race back then
From all these city streets that jaded me
And make me feel this way
Now my thoughts drift away to summer days
When I'd see your face, you'd always smile at me
I felt so safe, and I just wanna go home...
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she says
She don't know who I am
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when I was different
No one knew me then, back in Maryland
Way before L.A. I had everything, can't forget the days
I was back home in Maryland
She lifted me up for the first time
When I saw the world with my own eyes
But now that you're gone, I miss you so much more
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, she's flying back home to Maryland
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she says
She don't know who I am
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Cuz she liked me better when I was different
No one knew me then, back in Maryland
Way before L.A. I had everything, can't forget the days
I was back home in Maryland
Oh there she goes, so beautiful, but she's crying
Maryland
Oh there she goes, so beautiful
Maryland
And I'm dying to get home
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Neviah
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Would you come and share
My cross, my pain, my heartbroken nature
For this burden is too heavy to bear
Too troublesome for one man to handle
Since my darkness swallowed
The last gleam of light
I've been rambling in the shadows
Hour after hour in the dark
They who never got sorrow,
Grinding grief in their hearts
Never lost a thing,
Never had a thing
They who never witnessed beauty,
That flamed even the all-encompassing night
Never lost a thing
My cross, my pain, my heartbroken nature
For this burden is too heavy to bear
Too troublesome for one man to handle
Since my darkness swallowed
The last gleam of light
I've been rambling in the shadows
Hour after hour in the dark
They who never got sorrow,
Grinding grief in their hearts
Never lost a thing,
Never had a thing
They who never witnessed beauty,
That flamed even the all-encompassing night
Never lost a thing
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Song from my childhood:
Hell is for children by Pat Benatar
They cry in the dark
so you can't see their tears.
They hide in the light
so you can't see their fears.
Forgive and foget all the time.
Love and pain become one and the same
in the eyes of a wounded child
Because Hell, Hell is for children,
And you know that their little lives can become such a mess
Hell, Hell is for children,
And they shouldn't have to pay for their love with their bones and their flesh.
It's all so confusing this brutal abusing
They blacken your eye and then apologize
Your daddys little girl and don't tell mommy a thing,
Be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy,
Tell grandma you fell off the swing.
Because Hell, Hell is for children,
And you know that their little lives can become such a mess.
Hell, hell is for children,
And you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh...
Hell, hell is for hell
Hell is for hell
Hell is for children
Hell, hell is for hell
Hell is for hell
Hell is for children
Hell is for children by Pat Benatar
They cry in the dark
so you can't see their tears.
They hide in the light
so you can't see their fears.
Forgive and foget all the time.
Love and pain become one and the same
in the eyes of a wounded child
Because Hell, Hell is for children,
And you know that their little lives can become such a mess
Hell, Hell is for children,
And they shouldn't have to pay for their love with their bones and their flesh.
It's all so confusing this brutal abusing
They blacken your eye and then apologize
Your daddys little girl and don't tell mommy a thing,
Be a good little boy and you'll get a new toy,
Tell grandma you fell off the swing.
Because Hell, Hell is for children,
And you know that their little lives can become such a mess.
Hell, hell is for children,
And you shouldn't have to pay for your love with your bones and your flesh...
Hell, hell is for hell
Hell is for hell
Hell is for children
Hell, hell is for hell
Hell is for hell
Hell is for children
Mike's Place
God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference
TWLOHA
Kaylee
God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference
TWLOHA
Kaylee-
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
Feeling Wrong Lyrics:
And what the fuck do I know
about anything at all
is it time to stand on my feet?
or is it time to fall?
looking for justice
when this justice is only mine
i'm looking for something
that only i can (fucking) find
Ch:
you try to tell me things
that i can't understand
and even though i really want to
i can not pretend to
understand what it is
to leave these days at all
and what it is to feel i'm right
but then to feel i'm wrong
and here i am
once again
standing with my empty hands
feeling wrong
not feeling strong
hope its not the way
that it's fucking gonna stay
And what the fuck do I know
about anything at all
is it time to stand on my feet?
or is it time to fall?
looking for justice
when this justice is only mine
i'm looking for something
that only i can (fucking) find
Ch:
you try to tell me things
that i can't understand
and even though i really want to
i can not pretend to
understand what it is
to leave these days at all
and what it is to feel i'm right
but then to feel i'm wrong
and here i am
once again
standing with my empty hands
feeling wrong
not feeling strong
hope its not the way
that it's fucking gonna stay
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
you're pitiful - weird al
My life is brilliant...
What, was I too early? Oh, sorry. Should I...Do you wanna start over? Or, keep going?
Okay, now? Now?
My life is brilliant
Your life's a joke
You're just pathetic
You're always broke
Your homemade Star Trek uniform
really ain't impressin' me
You're sufferin' from delusions of
Adequicy
You're Pitiful (X3) It's true
Never had a date
That ya couldn't inflate
And ya smell repulsive too
What a bummer bein' you
Well ya just can't dance
And forget romance
Everybody you know still calls ya
Farty Pants
:
But you always have a job well I mean
As long as you still can work that slurpie machine
You're Pitiful (X3) It's true
You're half undressed
Eatin' chips of your chest
While you're playin' Halo 2
No one's classier than you
Lalala la
Lalala la
Lalala la Loser
You're Pitiful (X3) It's true
Your dog would much rather
Play fetch by itself
You still live with your Mom and you're 42
Guess you'll never grow a clue
When it just sucks to be you
My life is brilliant...
What, was I too early? Oh, sorry. Should I...Do you wanna start over? Or, keep going?
Okay, now? Now?
My life is brilliant
Your life's a joke
You're just pathetic
You're always broke
Your homemade Star Trek uniform
really ain't impressin' me
You're sufferin' from delusions of
Adequicy
You're Pitiful (X3) It's true
Never had a date
That ya couldn't inflate
And ya smell repulsive too
What a bummer bein' you
Well ya just can't dance
And forget romance
Everybody you know still calls ya
Farty Pants
:
But you always have a job well I mean
As long as you still can work that slurpie machine
You're Pitiful (X3) It's true
You're half undressed
Eatin' chips of your chest
While you're playin' Halo 2
No one's classier than you
Lalala la
Lalala la
Lalala la Loser
You're Pitiful (X3) It's true
Your dog would much rather
Play fetch by itself
You still live with your Mom and you're 42
Guess you'll never grow a clue
When it just sucks to be you
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Re: What song describes how you're feeling?
"How To Save A Life"
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
I can't listen to this without crying and although how I feel is completely unrelated to what the song's about, I always feel lost and sad when I hear it.
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
I can't listen to this without crying and although how I feel is completely unrelated to what the song's about, I always feel lost and sad when I hear it.
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or just some hope that life will be better - magicmum
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The Truth that can set Souls Free is Buried within Sweet Pandemonium
To cry is to know that you're alive
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