Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Fri Dec 12, 2008 12:56 am

I feel like I should back off a bit.
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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Fri Dec 12, 2008 2:06 am

Can't I just be open? What's wrong with me?
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Post by Callisto » Fri Dec 12, 2008 2:35 pm

I'm incredibly jealous of how thin you are, even though i know you're not the healthy kind of thin. i wish i was as thin.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Dec 13, 2008 12:05 am

I'm not the one. Someone else is.
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Post by Spidey » Sat Dec 13, 2008 6:27 am

[size=0]I still remember the duck.[/size]
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by volta » Sat Dec 13, 2008 7:01 am

i hate having to pretend i'm okay for my parents' own happiness. if i'm not happy, why should i have to pretend just to make someone else happy? it makes no sense.

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Post by kalayla » Mon Dec 15, 2008 4:51 pm

i want an ED
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Post by (*Haven*) » Mon Dec 15, 2008 11:53 pm

I want to disappear from your life.
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Post by Callisto » Tue Dec 16, 2008 12:34 pm

on some level i still have feelings for you even though i know it just won't work

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Post by kalayla » Tue Dec 16, 2008 6:10 pm

i wanted to really really do this and it hurt so bad that i couldnt
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Post by SplinteredGirl » Wed Dec 17, 2008 2:04 am

when i went to bed years ago planning to kill myself the next day, you showed up randomly at my window the next morning. you saved me

when i went to your funeral, i remember thinking, "you were supposed to go to my funeral"

your my best friend. things will never be the same without you..

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Wed Dec 17, 2008 2:26 am

I don't know which way to pick, what's right or what I want.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Dec 17, 2008 3:43 am

I'm terrified of living a double life now.. because my life on campus is becoming very, very different in certain ways from the me who is at home... dealing with her family..

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Post by travelgirl » Wed Dec 17, 2008 8:55 pm

He didn't just try to kiss me, he did, and I let him. And then I kissed him again. I'm sorrier than you will ever know. but I can't keep apologizing for something you know nothing about.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 18, 2008 12:11 am

I sometimes wish I would have listened to you one of the nights you told me to kill myself.

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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Callisto » Thu Dec 18, 2008 4:51 pm

i need to be thin. to be pretty. to be popular. to be loved. to be happy. to not die young.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Fri Dec 19, 2008 4:37 pm

Everyone is the fucking same.
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WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 19, 2008 6:31 pm

I wish I could understand what makes some people act the way they do.

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Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Sun Dec 21, 2008 6:16 am

I want that

I think I might just get it too.

Then I'll be sorry.

Again.
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Post by fiona » Sun Dec 21, 2008 5:54 pm

I love her so much, I thought I was going to lose her and eventhough I pretended I didn't care it crushed me. I'm so glad she's staying, it's the ultimate christmas present.

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