Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by browneyes » Tue Mar 23, 2004 5:05 am

I wish my wrist didn't hurt
I wish I was happy
I wish my family was happy
I wish I could find a good therapist
I wish I knew what was wrong with me
I wish I could stop SIing
I wish I didn't have to wish
She looks back at me,Her face pale and white,Her hair hangs wildly,And her eyes look sad and tight.Shes not afraid to die,But theres things she should of said,But she didn't know how to voice them,So she kept them in her head.So if she never see you,She wants you to know,You'll be in her heart,Where ever she may go.She looks into my eyes,This girl who i call 'she,'A tear falls down her cheek,It's so easy to forget that this girl is really me.

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Post by Oizys » Sun Apr 11, 2004 7:56 am

:star: I wish I could see her again and hug her and tell her I love her
:star: I wish he'd come home, I'm lost without him
:star: I wish the drugs would do their bit
:star: I wish I didn't have to feel like this anymore
:star: I wish they'll understand when I tell them
Humanity cannot bear very much reality.
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Post by serenity » Mon Apr 12, 2004 7:37 pm

I wish for once, just once that i could tell you how i truely felt.
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Post by Polalis » Wed Apr 14, 2004 7:13 am

I wish my mother had been more understanding about my SI
I wish the person I love most knew that I love them
I wish people understood me
I wish someone will completely change my mindset

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Post by GooGooPanda » Wed Apr 14, 2004 7:23 am

I wish I didn't feel so guilty
I wish I could find the strength to tell my mom everything
I wish I didn't SI
I wish I could sing better
I wish he loved me more
I wish I loved him more
I wish I loved me more
I wish I were in Paris
I wish I hadn't gotten mono
I wish my friends hadn't forgotten my birthday
I wish my best friend were like she used to be
I wish I could still concentrate in school
I wish I were three
I wish I were happy
"She is trapped inside a month of gray
And they take a little every day
She's a victim of her own responses
Shackled to a heart that wants to settle
and then runs away
It's a sin to be fading endlessly..."

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Apr 14, 2004 10:41 am

I wish he would accept that cutting is part of me and then decide whether or not he likes me and stop fucking around.

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I really like him....
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Post by Mundo Cani » Sun Apr 18, 2004 4:47 pm

I wish that I could get back to eating normally and that my whole day wasno longer totally occupied by my disordered eating. I wish that I hadn't totally screwed up my metabalism so even if I wanted to I couldn't, not without putting weight on far too fast and probably too much. I wish that I wouldn't have to suffer like this, starve myself. It's not fun, but it works and I can't do without it right now. I therefore also wish that I could either cope with life or find some other way to deal with myself and everything.

I wish that I would get off my ass and start sorting out all the visa crap necessary to mine and my fiance's life together. Also that we will see each other soon, and that it doesn't take 5 1/2 months again (although with money as it is I can't see that happening).

I wish that I could be grateful for the good things that I have in my life. I wish that they made a difference to me.

I also wish that a relationship I have with someone could go back to how it was. I wish for this shit to be resolved. I miss having a friend like that.

Oh, and finally, I wish that life would stop f*****g us in the ass and give me and my fiance a f*****g break for once!
"Even after all this time, the sun never says to the Earth 'you owe me'. Look what happens with a love like that, it lights up the whole sky." - Hafiz, a Persian poet of the 1300's.

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Post by DXDamage » Mon Apr 19, 2004 5:07 pm

I wish I can find the right person and get married.
I wish I could find a better job.
Nobodys perfect.

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Post by badgirl22 » Wed Apr 21, 2004 9:45 am

*I wish I were skinny
*I wish I were tall
*I wish I could go back in time and save my mother
*I wish I could die and give my mom a hug
*I wish I were healthy
*I wish I died and could hug my mom
*I wish I could be in Disney Orchestra
*I wish I could have lots of puppies in my house
*I wish I could be happy
*I wish I could have kids
*I wish I could help others who like me arn't happy with their lives
*I wish I could walk
*I wish I had red hair
*I wish I were good at sports
*I wish I could feel good about myself
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Post by dreams » Thu Apr 22, 2004 5:55 pm

i wish i could compare to his ex and that he would think that our relationship had passion and fall in love with me the way he feel in love with her and if he can't i wish he'd just tell me NOW so i don't fall any deeper so i won't get anymore hurt.

i wish i will pass all my exams

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Post by Strange Glue » Thu Apr 22, 2004 6:10 pm

I wish my parents would want to come to my grad ceremonies with me.
I wish they weren't so negative about my university choices.
I wish my gramps didn't think I was trying to disgrace him with my choice of major.
I wish I didn't have to look for a summer job two months after the university and college students here start.
I wish it was September.
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Post by the winding trail » Sat Apr 24, 2004 11:49 am

I wish I felt like a real person
I wish I was happy
I wish I was a tiny, skinny little pixie, ready to float away
I wish I could be the thinnest without ruining my life
I wish I didn't hurt so much
I wish my brother was alive
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Post by joanthegoat » Sat Apr 24, 2004 5:09 pm

i wish i understood shakespeare
nothing, whether deed, word, thought or text, ever happens in relation, positive or negative, to anything that precedes, follows, or exists elsewhere, but only as a random event whose power, like the power of death, is due to the randomness of its occurrence.

-- Paul de Man

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Post by inferno » Sat Apr 24, 2004 6:02 pm

i wish i understood anatomy and physiology.
i wish i will make As on my exams.
i wish i felt comfortable enough to cry.
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Post by Searching » Sun Apr 25, 2004 7:17 am

I wish I wasn't so shy around people my age that I don't know
I wish I wasn't so introverted
I wish I could stop pushing people away from me
I wish I could allow myself to let people get close to me and really know me
I wish people would make the effort to get to know me
I wish I had close friends
I wish I could be better with words
I wish I knew how to comfort people
I wish I had more courage and guts
I wish I had a reason to love myself, and if I do, I wish I could realize it
I wish wasn't so lazy
I wish I had a dog
I wish I could feel a need to be with other people
I wish I didn't keep contradicting everything I do/think
I wish I wasn't such a hypocrite
I wish I could still cry

And so many more...
Life takes its toll on the living

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Post by Antenna » Tue May 18, 2004 11:45 pm

*whispers*

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Post by Black Dahlia » Thu May 20, 2004 10:13 am

(NO ORDER OF IMPORTANCE)
I wish I was content
I wish I had enough money not to keep worrying about it
I wish my Grandpa wasn't ill
I wish I was sure about Kelly
I wish that I didnt keep hurting Jim
I wish I was tiny and thin
I wish I was pretty
I wish my scars would dissapear
I wish I had my own house
I wish I had more friends of my own
I wish my Dad was still alive
I wish I could turn the clock back to when I was 17 before I screwed everything up.
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Post by Samsara » Thu May 20, 2004 11:40 pm

I wish I could get better.
Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall ~ Confucius

Never be bullied into silence.
Never allow yourself to be made a victim.
Accept no one's definition of your life;
Define yourself.
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Post by herebedragons » Fri May 21, 2004 12:32 am

I wish my daughter weren't autistic.
Let me think about the people who I care about the most. And how when they fail or disappoint me, I still love them, I still give them chances, and I still see the best in them. Let me extend that generosity to myself.” — Ze Frank

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Post by darkrose » Fri May 21, 2004 4:40 am

I wish...

:star: I was happy
:star: I don't lie about how I'm feeling
:star: I could talk to my friends
:star: that they'd talk to me
:star: mom didn't make me feel guilty
:star: dad and I were closer
:star: My siblings will never have to find out that I SI
:star: That I'll always have at least one person to talk to in those most horrible moments
:star: I didn't have all these scars
:star: I had picked up a book instead.

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I wonder how many people are saying "fine" when they're not.

I think that from now on I'm going to look a little bit deeper...because I'm not the only one.

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