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Post by wilson » Sat Aug 11, 2007 4:45 pm

why the fuck do you think that you are in charge. im fucking doing what our head of dept told me to do and not going up ladders. im sorry i have been fucking sick at the moment but its not like i have a fucking switch that says "flick in case you are needed all the time. gets you out of everything" do you think i want to be fucking sick.
and uni come first at productions. you cant bail on our last few hours of plotting to go to a fuckig gig. so you spent $50 getting a ticket. i fucking missed out on 2 of my friends funerals cos of uni. fuck. they arent going to die again. i cant go back and see it when it fucking comes round again.
learn to proitritse.

and dont you ever call me a fucking immature no friended bitch ever again. at least i know how to get on with the people in our class. the people that we see every fucking day.

and so i dodnt fucking take drugs. thats a good thing. how dare you yell at me cos im weak and dont take them. if you had seen what drugs have dont to people around me and in respect done to me you would see my veiw.

i hope next time to you say your going to quit you fucking do. cos you would make everyone at uni happier..
i fucking hate you.


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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Aug 13, 2007 2:33 am

WHO STEALS SOMEONE'S FUCKING HOUSE KEYS?

everyone at this fucking uni is a freak.
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Post by hidden behind a mask » Fri Aug 17, 2007 9:56 am

ok, what the hell happened to individualism my last school prided themselves on individuality and an open mind, to a school (a public mind you) we have fucking uniforms we can't have any piercings no hair color that is not your own, i just dyed mt hair red and i have an industrial piercing in my ear, this is all pissing me off. grrrrrrrrrrrrr is all i can say

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Aug 19, 2007 11:26 am

i fucking hate people who go through my bag and take things
i DONT mind you asking to borrow money or my phone
BUT PLEASE ASK ME
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Post by treasure » Sun Aug 19, 2007 10:17 pm

i hate being sick. and i feel guilty cos it's only a cold, so i should just put up with it. plus i get my period too, why now?!? (haven't had regular periods in a while)

i want sympathy, i want attention, i want to have ppl that care and can give me a lift to the shops when i feel to fucking dizzy to walk there. (i have noone)

i feel like crying now. i think i just realised i feel worse cos i can't see my (ex-)therapist anymore. it's not my fault, but that means i did nothing to deserve this, and it's just so fucking unfair! :cry:
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Post by Never Again » Mon Aug 20, 2007 4:16 am

I can rant here all fucking night and its not going to fuckijnhg help ojnh bit. i need help. and nobody fucking gets it.

she is full of fucking shit. full of shit. say good bye to your father. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I EVEN HAVE TO TALK TO THE SICK BASTARD? you, my mother, know JUST as well as I do why i shouldnt EVER have to talk to him. or see him, or deal with EVER again. you, more than ANYBODY should understand why i should not have to see or talk or deal with this sick fuck EVER AGAIN IF I DO NOT WANT TO. and YOU more than ANYBODY should understand this, and NOT PUSH THE FUCKING MATTER. really. you should JUST be happy with whatcha got lady. which is more than you deserve. got it? no, you dont. that's the problem.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Aug 22, 2007 12:57 am

It's all a huge joke to you isn't it.

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE AND STAY THERE!!
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Post by mephistopheles » Wed Aug 22, 2007 1:16 am

duuude.

you nicked my fucking scarf.

i said no!

i even said i'd fucking buy you one. camden's flooded with em.

you thieving cunt
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Post by wilson » Wed Aug 22, 2007 2:02 pm

fucking hate you. hate hate hate.
you have made a hard time fucking impossible.
both of you.

im so scared i cant report it.
you fucking live in the unit with wone of my friends.
i see you all the time.

can you fucking leave me alone. i dont want to touch you. talk to you.

just fucking leave me alone
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Post by bellamuerte » Wed Aug 22, 2007 3:14 pm

its not my fault you failed so don't fucking hate me cz i passed! it's your own fault! i put in the work, you didn't end of!

I can't even begin on how to tell you i'm sick of motherin you, i found the gaff 2months ago and you still haven't paid the depo

I'm in a shitty enough state of mind as it is, stop makin this harder for me. i'm so close to breaking point and your pushing me over it
And I still believe that I cannot be saved.

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Post by the edge of the world » Wed Aug 22, 2007 11:45 pm

You don't yell in the ears of five year olds that you don't even know walking down the street just because they are upset. Especially when they happen to be MY brother! :evil: Oh, violent thoughts.... She's very lucky I'm nice and have some self-control....

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Post by Tigerlily » Thu Aug 23, 2007 2:47 pm

I fucking fucking hate the people in my job. I have been trambled on. A glass ceiling in business? Too right. I've tried so hard not to look girlie and bimbo-blonde, to be professional and hard-working and I've been truly fucked over. Shit I so want to rivert to old coping strategies. I so so want to!!!!!!!

But I won't

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Post by HakunaMatata » Thu Aug 23, 2007 8:51 pm

Bollocks.
Shit Fuck Wanker Arse

I have no glasses. I can't see a goddamn thing, of course I'm not a) able to read small print, b) safe to drive and c) got headaches. What a totally daft thing to ask :roll:
And the fucking optician got it wrong, not you, I never said it was you!
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Oh, and my interview is tomorrow. Cause that's going to be so fun, when I don't stand a cat in hells chance of getting there never mind it actually going ok. :evil:
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Post by hidden behind a mask » Sun Aug 26, 2007 8:44 am

you fucking ass hole how can you lead me on and do me (it was my first time you ass) and then tell me that im not my girl. what the hell do you know how you are playing with my heart you fucking dick, i hate you i cant belive you let me feel like a fucking slut. how can you do this to me? i wouldn't have fucked you if i knew that, i hate that i feel this way, and that everyone thinks i'm a slut.

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Post by wilson » Sun Aug 26, 2007 5:06 pm

you tell me when im already feeling shitty (and you knew) that if i died it would take my friends down there about 2 months to fucking realise.

you do realise you just made everything about 10 times fucking harder.

now i feel so fucking alone. and you think you did me a favour.
well i guess you did in a way.

thankyou very fucking much
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Post by Callisto » Mon Aug 27, 2007 11:02 am

stop. being. so. pathetic. they're a fucking b-list celebrity for gods sake. yes its a tragedy that they feel so bad as to try and take their own lives but stop saying that because they have you're gonna top yourself too. get a life.
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Post by troubles undone » Wed Aug 29, 2007 9:35 pm

i dont mind helping you out, being there for you, whatever.
but when you take it for granted its not fair.
i know, that not even for one second do you think about returning the favour.
becasue what happens when i need someone to be there for me?
what happens when i feel shit?
nothing. because no-one is there.
no-one cares.
and im fed up of it now.
nothing has changed at all. and im really quite sick of it being so one sided.
and dont argue, cos the evidence is clearly infront of you.
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Post by Binayshee » Mon Sep 03, 2007 5:34 am

im so fucking tired right now i fucking hate you
quit being so fucking smarmy and go to bed :x

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Post by downwardspiral » Tue Sep 04, 2007 8:06 pm

Mike, my dearest, You were the one who was a total cunt to me on Sunday night and you admitted yourself you didn't know why you upset me.

And then on top of that you call me a bitch, call me names and tell me you want to end it. I have to leave our home to stay in a hotel because of you.

You have the cheek to leave me tonight after giving me hurls of abuse all fucking day and when I'm sitting here cryin over you (Fuck Know WHY!!!) you're lapping it up at your mum's, no doubt telling her it's all my fault and you can't handle me cutting anymore or my moods. Nothing to be said for the way you've been treating me and speaking to me though is there?? You go there and be petted and treated like your the upset one and the hard-done by one when you've caused this and who's sitting at home in a cold flat on my own??? Coz you're the biggest twat who I have had the misfortune of meeting and making a committment to!!

You're a spineless fucker and I wish I could tell you never to come back into my life but I can't. And by fuck does that annoy me that I feel so much for a total cock like you!!!

My mum was right. You are a spoilt little shit who has never given a flying fuck about me, all you care about is yourself and you take care of you, fuck everyone else! Oh yeah except your fuck head of a sister.

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Post by zombiepeople » Tue Sep 04, 2007 10:08 pm

You don't care...you just want me back so you can fuck me. I hate you so much right now, and if you dont' know why it's your own damn fault because all of my friends figured it all out even before I broke up with you. Don't you remember what you did to me? Don't you remember what you fucking did?! I could never forgive you for betraying me like that.
I HATE YOU!
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