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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Broke Down

Post by JadaKiss » Mon Mar 26, 2007 10:51 pm

I finally did it... I broke down... it's all crashing in on me, and I can't take it ... not today... Even if I pray I don't know if I will get through... I have no one here to cry with... so I'm crying here with you. :( :argggh: :1soothe:
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Post by WalkingStick » Tue Mar 27, 2007 5:45 pm

i'm too numb to cry real tears.

but i'm crying inside somewhere, i can feel it.

i'm scared of what i'm doing. i'm scared i will ruin my ability to have children in the future, i'm scared my weight will drop too low, that people will be concerned and i'll be placed somewhere forced to eat things i can't let myself eat.
i'm afraid of recovering.
i'm afraid of being honest.
but really. i'm just afraid of myself.
and i just want to cry.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Mar 27, 2007 5:54 pm

I just want someone to say it's okay. Someone fucking tell me it's okay to cut, it's okay to cry, it's okay to be messed up. I want to cut, can I?
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Post by wilson » Wed Mar 28, 2007 1:17 am

:cry: :cry: :cry:
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Post by caged bird » Wed Mar 28, 2007 1:39 pm

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Post by PassingCloud » Wed Mar 28, 2007 9:06 pm

i just wanan give up. :cry:
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Hangin on.... today

Post by JadaKiss » Thu Mar 29, 2007 2:57 am

:( :swimhelp: :swimhelp: :swimhelp: :(

I'd like to give up to.... but I can't. I'll just weep silently on the inside until this moment passes.
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Post by kelsta » Thu Mar 29, 2007 3:31 am

:bsad: :1cries: :bsad: :1cries: :bsad: :1cries:
its too much and i have to let it out
I've done alot, God knows I've tried
To find the truth, I've even lied,
But all I know, is down inside
I'm bleeding
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Post by styled_wrong » Thu Mar 29, 2007 2:27 pm

crying on the inside today
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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Post by kendra » Fri Mar 30, 2007 6:54 am

I actually got a few real tears out but feel like I need a few more :cry:
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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Mar 30, 2007 5:40 pm

i feel so sad. i want my gf. :cry: *curls up* :cry:
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Post by black_23 » Sat Mar 31, 2007 1:00 am

I need you so much right now :bawl:
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Post by the edge of the world » Sat Mar 31, 2007 5:37 am

I always end up back here. :cry:
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Apr 03, 2007 12:56 am

:cry:
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Post by JustAlittleBitBroken » Tue Apr 03, 2007 6:55 am

I try to not let myself cry real tears because when I do, they dont stop, and I cry for days on end. I have 2 small kids to take care of i cant let myself cry, but at the same time i just cant do this anymore. i want to just give up. im crying on the inside though right now. :( :( :(
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Post by kelsta » Tue Apr 03, 2007 8:10 am

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To find the truth, I've even lied,
But all I know, is down inside
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Post by leemc77 » Tue Apr 03, 2007 2:27 pm

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Post by miffy » Tue Apr 03, 2007 3:30 pm

:1cries:

I feel so alone
Happiness isn't about getting what you want
Happiness is about appreciating what you have
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Post by styled_wrong » Wed Apr 04, 2007 9:34 pm

leemc77 wrote:<a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y230/l ... inside.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a>
ditto
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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Post by zombiepeople » Wed Apr 04, 2007 10:59 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: oh SHIT SHIT SHIT! :cry: :1cries:
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