Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by powdahchica » Thu Oct 11, 2007 4:03 pm

anxious. panicky. unfocused.
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Post by twinkletears » Thu Oct 11, 2007 6:14 pm

sick needing everything
:redstar::redstar::redstar: If you could look past my tears, past the fake smile on my face, see right inside me, feel my pain maybe then you would understand.:redstar::redstar::redstar:Image
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Oct 11, 2007 6:15 pm

fat and ugly

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Post by Roxi » Thu Oct 11, 2007 6:42 pm

sad and misrable :cry: :cry: :cry:
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.

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Post by Cellardoor » Thu Oct 11, 2007 6:49 pm

like i should be doing something constuctive...
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It's time to live again,
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(take the pieces and build them skywards)
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Post by Roxi » Thu Oct 11, 2007 6:51 pm

me too cellerdoor, me too! I have been crowned queen of lazy-ville.... :wink:
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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving… We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins… We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others. We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything." - Courtney Martin.

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Oct 11, 2007 7:35 pm

homesick
demotivated

failure
shattered

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Post by powdahchica » Thu Oct 11, 2007 9:52 pm

anxious
fearful of my father
like i need something good to happen. anything. please?
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Post by Glockenspiel » Thu Oct 11, 2007 10:11 pm

relaxed
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Oct 11, 2007 10:11 pm

sick, cold and tired, I just want to go to sleep, not to the presentation for class.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Oct 11, 2007 10:25 pm

wishing it was summer, warm outside and that i wasnt coming down with a cold

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Post by Arcana » Thu Oct 11, 2007 10:27 pm

stressed, tired, lonely, ashamed, anxious, guilty, like i need a hug
"I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not."-- Kurt Cobain

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 12, 2007 3:23 am

all right but just mild cramps, but I knew having that cream in my coffee would do that... my own falt, i know better. milk is bad for me lol

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Post by thisshallbeformusic » Fri Oct 12, 2007 3:57 am

cared for :blush:
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. -Emerson
The worst to bear are self-inflicted wounds. Oedipus Rex
learning to breathe learning to fly

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 12, 2007 3:59 am

ick

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 12, 2007 4:43 am

quite peeved at myself. I am sick because of my own stupidity.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 12, 2007 5:59 am

better. Glad I bought fennel tea. Apperently it helps with cramps and stuff. Not that I should have had that dairy earlier...

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Post by balletomane » Fri Oct 12, 2007 7:15 am

Tired, embarrassed, guilty, sad.

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Post by amyfairy » Fri Oct 12, 2007 9:07 am

sigh
what an *awful* couple of days

better now though
ready to do some work... hopefully

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Oct 12, 2007 2:31 pm

refreshed now that i actualy slept without a nightmare (though it was still an intense dream)

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