Right now I feel... Version 3.0
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Just so alone.... so many people wanting and expecting so many things, but in the end, I will always be alone





My BUS family.... Much love to my sisters





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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Pathetic. Like a giant fucking loser. I hate myself.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Alone and unwanted, replaceable and unlovable.
Hugs always welcome
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Totally and utterly overwhelmed
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Urgey 

“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Sleepy. Want a nap. 

“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Exhausted. Miserable.
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Like a cornered rat.
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(spidey ever onward)

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Sad and alone and confused.
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey
Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey
Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Despairing.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

My place
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

My place
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
^
Tired after my workout but also feeling accomplished for still having done it


Tired after my workout but also feeling accomplished for still having done it
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Overwhelmed, confused and lost.
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
i want smoke tetsuya
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(spidey ever onward)

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Sad
Lonely
Empty
Lonely
Empty
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey
Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey
Life Is Never Kind~Morrissey
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Proud- I left him. Despite being scared. Now with my gorgeous girl and my daughter. Safe.
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Not coping. Not coping. Not coping.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

My place
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

My place
Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Happy .. Content .. Like I've finally found where I belong ..


If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked



Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Excited .. Get to spend the whole weekend with my baby and our little one ^_^


If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked



Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
A little disappointed and very .. Frustrated
I do not know why I bother looking forward to anything
I do not know why I bother looking forward to anything


If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.
No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.


13/05/14 - I Love Her
19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes
17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked



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