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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Tue Apr 26, 2005 9:31 pm

i want to die.
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Post by kurdt_kobain » Wed Apr 27, 2005 1:38 am

I love you. I'm so lucky. I'm so in love with you.
trying to follow in the footsteps of the masters,
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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Post by amyfairy » Wed Apr 27, 2005 9:06 pm

i hate you all.
you make me feel worthless.
insignificant.

grarw.

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Post by BsbOwnsYourMom » Thu Apr 28, 2005 12:22 am

D-DONT YOU KNOW THAT WHEN YOU YELL AT ME YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO FUCK USELESS AND WORTHLESS...YOURE THE ONE WHO MAKES ME WANT TO FUCKIND DIE..SOMETIMES I CANT HANDLE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Z-STOP TELLING OT NOT CUT, I LOVE HOW YOU ACTUALLY TRUELY CARE, BUT SOMETIMES I HATE HOW YOU GET DISAPOINTED!!!!!!!! BUT ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME..AND LETTING ME GIVE YOU ALL MY RAZORS AND STUFF..it helps more than you know...and THANKS FOR SAVING MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
W-STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP DOINT ALL THIS SHIT FOR ATTENTION OKAY!! STOP TELLING PPL YOU CUT, STOP SHOWING PPL PICTURES OF IT..STOP SAYING YOU DONT WANT ATTENTIONG, BUT YOU TRUELY DO!!!
K-I THOUGHT WE WERE TIGHT, CLOSE FRIENDS, BUT WTF IS UP WITH YOU HAVING PARTIES AND INVITING EVERYONE AND THEIR HAMSTER...BUT NOT ME..I THOUGHT I MEANT SOMETHING TO YOU...you dont know that ive cut because of you..you hurt me





WOW...that actually feels REALLY good..haha...GOOOD IDEA!!
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Post by magebaby » Thu Apr 28, 2005 11:52 am

will you ever understand?

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are you there?

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"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." -- Vincent Van Gogh

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Apr 28, 2005 9:32 pm

i am not okay.
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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Thu Apr 28, 2005 9:57 pm

i want to su
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Post by amyfairy » Thu Apr 28, 2005 10:07 pm

i hate that you're never there for me.
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Post by amyfairy » Thu Apr 28, 2005 10:08 pm

want
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Post by bexy » Fri Apr 29, 2005 3:19 pm

Don't look at me like that when I mention it. It happened. Why do you expect me to forget about it? I can't have a serious conversation with you about this without bringing it up, don't you see that? Don't give me that disappointed look, like I should just forget. Try giving him that look, try asking why he never apologised, try understanding that this is a big issue in all of this. If we go back to that I'm leaving. I cannot go back to being scared to be in my own house again. I worked it all out two years ago. Where I'd go, who I'd go to. I don't want to, so please don't let us go back to that.


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Post by BrokenxAngelx » Fri Apr 29, 2005 6:12 pm

I want this to go away. Please just leave me alone.
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Post by magebaby » Sat Apr 30, 2005 3:35 pm

why are you doing this? some days i really hate you. i love you and i hate you and i love you and i hate you and i'm so fucking confused.

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i love you. it's that simple.

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"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." -- Vincent Van Gogh

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

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Post by magebaby » Sat Apr 30, 2005 3:37 pm

please please please

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"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." -- Vincent Van Gogh

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

No hugs, thanks
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Post by marylou » Sat Apr 30, 2005 5:38 pm

I'm tired of this

D- thanks for being there.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
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Post by hanging-on » Mon May 02, 2005 5:41 pm

What am I going to do? Will I be in trouble?
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Post by ~*Star*~ » Mon May 02, 2005 7:06 pm

not ok. why is it always me? why am i always the one who has to do everything, be the nice one, do everything, spend my money, go down, do everything. am i that much of a walkover? too nice. thats my problem. im gona stop being nice, stop being the nice one. im always scared of offending people and i have no idea why. im terrified of loosing friends, thats why im scared of offending them. is that a proper friendship? why am i so damn stupid? grr. bad. wana cut now. and was just writing about how i dont need to cut anymore and that im over it. why am i too nice? im too nice? gona stop being nice. no more nice emma. why does it always have to be me?
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Dropping like the grains in an hourglass
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Post by Guest » Mon May 02, 2005 8:27 pm

How can you treat me like this? And why do I stand for it? :puppydogeyes:
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Post by Guest » Mon May 02, 2005 8:32 pm

D - I love you so deeply, despite past matters. But all I do is cause you pain. I don't know how to tell you the things that are inside of me. You don't deserve more pain than you already carry around.
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Post by marylou » Tue May 03, 2005 11:37 am

I wish you were mine.

I'm too tired for this. I am weak. 100 days seems so far away. Motivation=zero

Fuck nursing school. Fuck exams!
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."
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Post by bexy » Tue May 03, 2005 3:48 pm

[size=0]I'm done. I'm not fighting for this anymore. Either you accept me for who I am or you don't. You get the choice now, make an effort or lose me. Now, not next year or after you move to Ireland. It'll be too late by then.[/size]
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