Make A Wish....
- delicateshadow
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I wish I could find more time for friends, school work and me time. I don't know what I do with it.
*Hugs are always welcome*
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i wish i didnt have to eat.
i wish i could be thin and beautiful.
i wish jimmy hadnt died.
i wish grandpa hadnt died.
heck, i wish a whole lot of people hadnt died.
i wish i could be a better person
i wish i could let myself get close to people again
i wish i could show who i really am, how i really feel
i wish i could be thin and beautiful.
i wish jimmy hadnt died.
i wish grandpa hadnt died.
heck, i wish a whole lot of people hadnt died.
i wish i could be a better person
i wish i could let myself get close to people again
i wish i could show who i really am, how i really feel
so i SI.. shh. it's socially unacceptable that i express pain.
So that is it.
I'm shutting my doors & putting my walls back up.
I'm closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat.
I'm blocking everything out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something
So that is it.
I'm shutting my doors & putting my walls back up.
I'm closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat.
I'm blocking everything out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something
- flyingwithstars
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To be thin
In my field of paper flowers, and candy-clouds of lulabies, I lie inside myself for hours...and watch my purple sky fly over me....
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- there_is_hope
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- Scatterbrain
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I wish I could be open with my family
I wish I could show emotion and be able to cry in front of people
I wish all of this had never happened
I wish I could show emotion and be able to cry in front of people
I wish all of this had never happened
"The impossible just takes a little longer."
- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
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- HCJ (1/9/25- 2/26/08 )
"That there, that's not me/I go where I please/I walk through walls/I float down the Liffey
I'm not here/This isn't happening"
- "How to Disappear Completely" Radiohead
Place: Want to live and breathe/I want to be part of the human race
PBH: Back to the basics
- wounding_embrace1
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I wish
Wow i havent been here in forever. I dont know if anyone knows me...
but here is what i wish for:
I wish...
that i wouldnt be so sensitive
that I could learn to cope in diffrent ways
that I could earn enough money to get into the long term treatment place that i have already been accepted to
that I could pay the things i need to pay and have no problem with money
but here is what i wish for:
I wish...
that i wouldnt be so sensitive
that I could learn to cope in diffrent ways
that I could earn enough money to get into the long term treatment place that i have already been accepted to
that I could pay the things i need to pay and have no problem with money
I wish i could make this all go away and not hurt you
I wish i could take away the pain i caused
I wish i wasnt scared, and quiet but the old me
I wish i was happy
I wish there was another way
I wish i could take away the pain i caused
I wish i wasnt scared, and quiet but the old me
I wish i was happy
I wish there was another way
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
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- pointeless
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I wish I was like them
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- Licentia Poetica
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Oy!! All of you!
If you wish to know what someone's thinking, why can't you ask them?
If you wish to be beautiful and thin, stop wishing. Go to a dietician. Eat fruit & vegetables. & meat for iron. Stop with the alcohol. Do some exercise everyday. Anorexic is unhealthy. It's sick. You want to be beautiful, do it right, and you'll FEEL like the beautiful you are already inside.
You wish you didn't feel a certain way, try to change it - do something else, question WHY you are feeling that way.
If you wish to take away pain you caused, do something nice for the person you hurt. Or do something nice for someone else. Volunteer somewhere, wash your mum's dishes, help an old lady across the road.
If you wish to have a proper ED and starve properly, change your mind. You don't wish that. You're not coping & you need help, you don't need anorexia. It makes you feel like crap. Try working through your feelings.
Wishing yesterday hadn't happened won't change it. Work hard at making tomorrow different.
Modding this thread is so hard, because I can see all the pain you're all in and I'm frustrated that I can't help.
Can I be a bitch and encourage you all to try not posting things in here that don't really mean anything to anyone but you, and start a place, or make a new post on main or here or workshop and expand a little... let people help you.
Wishing something is not going to make it happen. You have to.
If you wish to know what someone's thinking, why can't you ask them?
If you wish to be beautiful and thin, stop wishing. Go to a dietician. Eat fruit & vegetables. & meat for iron. Stop with the alcohol. Do some exercise everyday. Anorexic is unhealthy. It's sick. You want to be beautiful, do it right, and you'll FEEL like the beautiful you are already inside.
You wish you didn't feel a certain way, try to change it - do something else, question WHY you are feeling that way.
If you wish to take away pain you caused, do something nice for the person you hurt. Or do something nice for someone else. Volunteer somewhere, wash your mum's dishes, help an old lady across the road.
If you wish to have a proper ED and starve properly, change your mind. You don't wish that. You're not coping & you need help, you don't need anorexia. It makes you feel like crap. Try working through your feelings.
Wishing yesterday hadn't happened won't change it. Work hard at making tomorrow different.
Modding this thread is so hard, because I can see all the pain you're all in and I'm frustrated that I can't help.
Can I be a bitch and encourage you all to try not posting things in here that don't really mean anything to anyone but you, and start a place, or make a new post on main or here or workshop and expand a little... let people help you.
Wishing something is not going to make it happen. You have to.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
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I wish I could look through coping & not feel bad about all these people that I've seen around for so many years in so much pain & not be able to do anything about it.
I try. I reply, & I pm when I can. But I wish this board at least encouraged some kind of growth, some kind of ability to help yourself when there isn't anyone around to do it for you.
I try. I reply, & I pm when I can. But I wish this board at least encouraged some kind of growth, some kind of ability to help yourself when there isn't anyone around to do it for you.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- redheadgirl1219
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I wish that this month never happened and it was just a bad dream.
I wish that I could actually feel happy without trying to make myself feel happy.
I wish this pain would just go away
I wish that I could actually feel happy without trying to make myself feel happy.
I wish this pain would just go away
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- Licentia Poetica
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So what can you do to make your nexct month better for yourself?
Are you getting any help for dealing with your pain?
How can you change your lifestyle a little (incorporate social activities, join groups, get rid of stressful things) so that you may increase your ability to start feeling happy?
Are you getting any help for dealing with your pain?
How can you change your lifestyle a little (incorporate social activities, join groups, get rid of stressful things) so that you may increase your ability to start feeling happy?
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
O - I wish I could take your pain away and make things better, I understand more than you all ever realise, or admit.
I wish I was dffernt, louder more confident but its not me.
I wish you would admit and talk to me about what I do even though the thought of it scares me totally.
I wish i was stronger
I wish I was dffernt, louder more confident but its not me.
I wish you would admit and talk to me about what I do even though the thought of it scares me totally.
I wish i was stronger
'Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life' Picasso
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
'IS THERE NO WAY OUT OF THE MIND?' Sylvia Plath
My Poetry
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97459
My Place
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=97307
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