longest ever for me! 15 weeks today!!! **SI**

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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longest ever for me! 15 weeks today!!! **SI**

Post by naomi om » Tue Apr 27, 2004 1:59 am

Hey guys,

just have to share with someone who understands how hard it is not to SI.

I might be psychotic now but still I have not cut in 15 weeks as of today. My longest run before this was 13 weeks few years ago. So this is like the longest i've gone all my life? almost, over twenty years now.

i'm scared i'm gonna relapse though. the cravings and images are strong. i'm just afraid if i get my hands on a razor it's game over. as in, i might be heading for an artery. but i'm determined not to. trying not to.

thanks for listening,

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Post by 8akharris » Tue Apr 27, 2004 8:51 am

Wow, well done! I know it's hard but you've got to keep trying, and also talk to someone (if you're not already) about the feelings you're having. All of this put together should lead to success!
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Post by shadow » Wed Apr 28, 2004 6:37 pm

WOW!!!

that takes some doing. Well done you. Keep holding on there. Is there someplace you can go or someone you can be with to help keep yourself safe.

take care, and thanks for the inspiration.

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Post by Laura » Thu Apr 29, 2004 10:50 am

That's great! :grnteeth: 15 weeks x 7 days means 105 days, so I think you deserve one of these:
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I admire your determination to resist the urges. Hopefully some of the stuff posted around here will help you with that.

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Post by JadedMortality » Sat May 01, 2004 7:51 am

Congratulations on getting this far! :star:
I admire your strength to make it as far as you have
Keep looking foward!

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Post by nirvana » Sat May 01, 2004 7:34 pm

congrats!! that's soo amazing and very inspiring. keep it up!!

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Post by lost down here » Mon May 31, 2004 10:08 pm

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thatsan amazing accomplishment, and i know you can keep it up. youve fought this every day for 15 weeks so just try to keep applying that to what's going on now and you'll be fine - we're all thinking of you...
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Post by xPaintTheStarsx » Tue Jun 01, 2004 2:41 pm

15 weeks is awesome, well done :)
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Post by FreedumMyWay » Mon Jun 07, 2004 6:50 pm

GO YOU! Its hard but you are strong!

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Post by XclippedXwingsX » Sat Jun 19, 2004 3:41 am

Goood for you! ^^ I'm proud! I've gone a day now without cutting... *sighs* I had a slip up the day before yesterday. But I'm trying! Good for you! And keep it up! ^^ :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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Post by ~invisible_me~ » Sat Jun 19, 2004 11:29 am

15 weeks is amazing well done :)

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Post by fireflower » Sun Jun 20, 2004 10:31 pm

15 weeks is great! Hang in there.
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