last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

kazeldya · Post by **kazeldya** » Fri Jun 11, 2004 5:57 pm

Dolly's Nightmare wrote:i went to look at the pictures section on [another site - Ime] and was horrified.... i became scared i might end up gashing myself like that.

I clicked on the link... those are scary... do a lot of people on here SI like that? A lot of those are so extreme.

Inner Child · Post by **Inner Child** » Sun Jun 13, 2004 11:26 am

because i wanted to keep my time free & i want to stay free..

Ana xXx

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Mon Jun 14, 2004 7:41 am

cuz my mother's manipulativeness isn't worth me cutting or burning. and if she pulls that garbage on my kids, i need to be present to stop her and support them...not locked in the bathroom!!

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Mon Jun 14, 2004 11:07 pm

As i'm hurting enough, as are those around me.

^

Did I really just say that

Bridget0688 · Post by **Bridget0688** » Tue Jun 15, 2004 6:54 pm

I wanted to sleep in my room last night.

elo3000 · Post by **elo3000** » Tue Jun 15, 2004 7:35 pm

I went and slept in a graveyard that is next to my friends house dont ask me why but it helped

anunseenhavoc · Post by **anunseenhavoc** » Wed Jun 16, 2004 5:27 am

last time i wanted to slit and didnt i talked to friends and listened to music, the reason i didnt is because i didnt want to lose my best friend and i knew i'd reget it later on

tenar · Post by **tenar** » Fri Jun 18, 2004 10:42 am

it isn't what i want anymore, really. i may desire it and wish for it but i know it will neither make me feel better or solve anything and will leave me feeling worse.

i curled up in bed with some LOUD music instead.

beck · Post by **beck** » Mon Jun 21, 2004 6:30 am

I squeezed tennis balls until it hurt. And I read bus postings to remind myself why I want to stop.

I didn't want to disappoint my therapist either. When he says he's proud of me, he actually cries. I've never believed anyone else when they've said it, but I believe him. It makes my day.

And I'm tired of wearing long-sleeved shirts. My last cut is almost healed and I'm really looking forward to wearing t-shirts again.

Beck

**1 week, 3 days si free**

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Tue Jun 22, 2004 6:11 am

cuz i'm getting a tattoo on wednesday and i told myself if i si, then i can't get my tatt.

tenar · Post by **tenar** » Tue Jun 22, 2004 9:23 am

cos i am NOT going to self harm over a bad training session. that is taking obsession with sport way to far.

sam_girl · Post by **sam_girl** » Tue Jun 22, 2004 11:11 am

i thought of the sadness in my boyfriends eyes when he finds out ive SIed again. also the thought of lying to my mum if she asks if i hav SIed and the fear of having to talk about it to anyone.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

doll · Post by **doll** » Tue Jun 22, 2004 11:35 pm

i woke up ! I had a really bad cutting dream and woke up. It felt so real. I told someone later about it, but she said i should dream about those things. (she knew I was trying not to cut)

lostangel · Post by **lostangel** » Wed Jun 23, 2004 3:21 pm

I tired to hold out but getting to me now. I try talking to guys and working on the book i'm writing. write what you feel down and give it to some that you trust more than anythig. may be they can help through the rough pacthes.

~*Star*~ · Post by **~*Star*~** » Wed Jun 23, 2004 3:37 pm

I physically couldn't. There was some force stopping me from it even though I wanted to

anunseenhavoc · Post by **anunseenhavoc** » Wed Jun 23, 2004 8:48 pm

i wrote some poems...

:1_year_si_free:

on july 2nd! but--> (with 4 slips...does that still count?)

alegria · Post by **alegria** » Mon Jun 28, 2004 6:30 am

i promised my friend i wouldn't while i was staying with him.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Mon Jun 28, 2004 10:30 am

I went and ate something

Chloroform*Perfume · Post by **Chloroform*Perfume** » Mon Jun 28, 2004 10:43 am

I promised my mom I could go a day.

nirvana · Post by **nirvana** » Tue Jun 29, 2004 2:36 am

i don't want to lose my days.

bus

last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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