Place to be Angry *si/lang*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Place to be Angry *si/lang*

Post by GooGooPanda » Sun May 09, 2004 2:07 am

I have decided that I'm going to list all the things that I'm angry about before I need to use a razorblade to express myself. Others can do so too.

I'm angry that I couldn't take that stupid test
I'm angry that I can't stop avoiding my friends
I'm angry that I need to make up excuses because I need to be away from people and I don't know why
I'm angry that my friends have stopped caring.
I'm angry that my boyfriend does not have enough confidence to ask me to do anything and rests the entire relationship on my shoulders
I'm angry I can't tell anybody but my mom about the SI
I'm angry I can't concentrate without cutting
I'm angry that I'm home alone on the weekend again
I'm angry that I can't see Counting Crows this summer
I'm angry that I still seem to care about other people more than they care about me
I'm angry I still have to go to school.
I'm angry that I'm so damn ANGRY!

There. I feel better already. :)
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And they take a little every day
She's a victim of her own responses
Shackled to a heart that wants to settle
and then runs away
It's a sin to be fading endlessly..."

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Post by nirvana » Sun May 09, 2004 5:01 am

thank you for this. perfect timing. :)

- i'm angry at myself for doing it again.
- i'm angry at him for treating me like i'm four.
- i'm angry at life.

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Post by JadedMortality » Sun May 09, 2004 12:40 pm

Oh good idea.

..I'm angry that I can't get SI'ng off my mind tonight
..I'm angry that nothing is distracting anymore
..I'm angry that I'm losing the inspiration to go to college
..I'm angry that he hasn't called me
..I'm angry that the nightmares are coming back again

*breathes* That feels better
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Or the moment of truth in your lies
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Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon May 10, 2004 10:27 am

ooh...

I'm angry at N*** for not seeing that if I don't have her, I have nothing.
I'm angry at M** for giving me no way out.
I'm angry at my friends because now I'm more alone and scared.
I'm angry because I'm stuck with nowhere to go.
I'm angry because I know that it's all my fault.
I'm angry for being angry.

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