Place to cry

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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nirvana
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Post by nirvana » Sat Feb 28, 2004 11:28 pm

i wish more than anything that i could cry right now.
and that it would all go away.
i was gone for two weeks and i was stable. completely perfectly stable and i had this whole plan for who i was going to be and i was so happy with everything. then i came home. and i crashed again and i want to leave and i don't want to deal with anything.
and yeah.
:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

[safe since february 2005.]

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Post by C_Tyrdrop » Mon Mar 01, 2004 9:16 am

I've been crying all day... Toward the end it was getting to the point where I didn't have any more tears. I was crying, but there were only tears about one or two every five minutes. I could have used this thread today...

*sends hugs to everyone crying*
Hey Jude,
Don't make it bad.
Take a sad song
And make it better.
Remember,
To let her into your heart,
Then you can start,
To make it better.

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Hugs are always appreciated.

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Post by karina » Mon Mar 01, 2004 3:20 pm

this is gonna sound a bit sad , but
im sending out a big hug today , for everyone that needs one or just want a hug
:1hug3:

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Post by filtheesbaby » Tue Mar 02, 2004 1:12 am

:cry: I guess I only need the one smiley...I don't do tears as much as I used to...things just devour my gut like the pain wants to dig another route out
*wraps her arms round the crying faces in the room and gives a big group hug if any1 wishes to join in???*
King Crimson - Epitaph
Between the iron gates of fate,
The seeds of time were sown,
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known;
Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules.
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools.

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Post by hopexkills » Wed Mar 03, 2004 2:32 am

I wish I could cry freely.
I wish i could cry and no one would see the redness in my eyes and ask the stupidest question ever : "you cried?"
I wish the urge to cry wasn't stuck in my throat.

:(

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Post by Frippy » Thu Mar 04, 2004 2:27 pm

:bawl: :bawl: :1cries: :1cries: :bawl: :bawl: :swimhelp: :puppydogeyes:

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Post by enna » Fri Mar 05, 2004 1:19 pm

:bawl: :bawl:

Please let me not have an athsma attack at work. It's stressful as hell and I don't have my inhaler with me.

E :bfly:
I'm tired of laughing and I'm tired of crying
Tired of failing and tired of all this trying
I want to do some living
Cause I've done enough dying
I just wanna dance
I just wanna f**king dance

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Post by ~Claire~ » Fri Mar 05, 2004 7:57 pm

:cry:
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Sing like nobody's listening.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
:pinkstar: :lpurpstar: :dkpurpstar:


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Post by Frippy » Wed Mar 10, 2004 2:58 pm

please just speak to me because you are breaking my heart again and again.
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:cry: :( :bawl: :blfrwn: :bawl: :(

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Post by lit chick » Wed Mar 10, 2004 3:11 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
I'm the Urban Spaceman, baby...

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Post by Russianpoetess » Mon Mar 15, 2004 4:49 am

haven't been here in awhile. haven't cried in awhile. not crying now. i neeed to though. everything has been hell. so i am crying dry tears
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*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Post by darkrose » Mon Mar 15, 2004 7:05 am

oh....i need this!

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
:1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries: :1cries:
:shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead:

-darkrose
I wonder how many people are saying "fine" when they're not.

I think that from now on I'm going to look a little bit deeper...because I'm not the only one.

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Mar 18, 2004 10:06 am

I wish i could cry but i feel frozen

:cry:

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Post by Laura » Thu Mar 18, 2004 3:58 pm

I cried a bit last night. But it didn't make it hurt any less.
:bsad:
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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Thu Mar 18, 2004 11:17 pm

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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

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:dkpurpstar: :purpstar: :lpurpstar:

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Post by Russianpoetess » Sun Mar 21, 2004 5:24 am

crying dry tears,
crying without a sound...

afraid to show weakness
afraid to show emotion...

ashamed of my lack of self control
ashamed because i want everyone to see how much I suffer...

crying dry tears
crying without a sound...
<br clear="all"> <img src="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/count_hugs ... ianpoetess" height="40" width="240" title="HUGS">
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*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Post by piglet » Mon Mar 22, 2004 8:47 pm

I started crying hours ago. Here is more appropriate than the car park it started. I'm nearly cried out, but am still breaking inside. Its all too hard. I'm tired of trying, and I hate myself.
:bawl:
"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by piglet » Tue Mar 23, 2004 6:55 pm

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
A day later and I'm still going.
I don't know if I can go on with therapy.
I hurt too much.
I feel too small.
"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by soul sista » Wed Mar 24, 2004 6:47 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
it´s all over but the crying
fade to black I´m sick of trying
took too much and now I´m done
It´s all over but the crying
-Garbage

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Post by wiggy » Sun Mar 28, 2004 9:54 pm

:bsad:
Had a very bad day extremely bad.
This cant go on.
xxx
xxx Hide the Scars Of Hatred And Pretend To Smile Again xxx

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