Scream (feel free to join in)

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Twilit_Star
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Post by Twilit_Star » Mon Feb 23, 2004 4:09 am

:argggh: I HATE YOU. :argggh:

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dreams
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Post by dreams » Wed Feb 25, 2004 3:34 pm

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
y do things always go wrong
i can cope with this i can i just need to be strong

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

:clover: brokendreams :clover:

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joku_muko
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Post by joku_muko » Wed Feb 25, 2004 5:27 pm

Ive had enough of this. :omad:

AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :omad: :crazyeyes: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:
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PassingCloud
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Post by PassingCloud » Wed Feb 25, 2004 5:53 pm

I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I CAN'T I CAN'T I CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)

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joku_muko
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Post by joku_muko » Thu Feb 26, 2004 9:18 am

F YOU DAD!!!!!!!!!!! :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh:
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Frippy
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Post by Frippy » Thu Feb 26, 2004 1:16 pm

FFFFFFFFFFBNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRR :argggh: RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :argggh:
ggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaa :argggh: aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh :argggh: hhhhhhhhhhhhh
aaaaahhhhh :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: hhhh
ah
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ah....sigh....a little better....uuuuuuuurgh. :argggh:

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gone.

Post by TwistedAngel » Thu Feb 26, 2004 2:02 pm

gone.
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Post by nirvana » Sat Feb 28, 2004 11:48 pm

i wish i had the energy to scream.

i was completely stable for two fucking weeks.
i didn't cut for seventeen days.
i came home. and i crashed and went up again and now i'm down.
it's too tiresome.

fuck.
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

[safe since february 2005.]

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Post by reallycreamed » Sun Feb 29, 2004 6:36 pm

aiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

oh, so much better!
:grnstar: circles and circles and circles again :grnstar:
:1cat: :100_days_si_free:

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Post by meg0n » Sun Feb 29, 2004 7:25 pm

:x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x :x

*screams so loud*


aaaRRRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHH

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talliah
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Post by talliah » Mon Mar 08, 2004 5:08 pm

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I WANT TO SCREAM IRL SO LOUD. I WANT TO SCREAM ABOUT HOW MUCH I'M HURTING, HOW SCARED I AM, HOW MUCH I HATE MYSELF. HOW MUCH I WANT TO CUT. AND HOW MUCH I DON'T WANT TO.

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Post by Frippy » Wed Mar 10, 2004 2:55 pm

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :x :lblstar: :argggh: :argggh: :roll: :( :agrue:
boooo :-(

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Post by joku_muko » Wed Mar 10, 2004 7:05 pm

F YOU HOUSING GUY!!!!!!!!!

:argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :crazyeyes: :creyes: :scrambleup: (grrr)
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Aaaarrrrgggghhhhh!!!!

Post by Nights Shadow » Thu Mar 11, 2004 1:12 am

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH
i hate life, f off and die paul, i dont deserve this

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Post by killjoy » Thu Mar 11, 2004 1:54 am

FOR MY STEPDAD:
F**K OFF!F**K OFF!F**K OFF!
I HATE U!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
(+LOTS OF OTHER BAD STUFF) :oops:

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Post by wiggy » Sun Mar 28, 2004 10:03 pm

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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:cry:

thanx mayb it will help
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Post by Sparrow » Wed Mar 31, 2004 3:54 am

SCCCCCCCCRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHH!!!!!

,,,ummmm thanks
~Knock on the Sky and Listen to the Sound~

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jenica h.
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my heart wants to scream...

Post by jenica h. » Wed Mar 31, 2004 4:57 am

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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."


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lildee
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Post by lildee » Wed Mar 31, 2004 6:40 am

Screaming sounds good. I'm new at this. :oops:

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jenica h.
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Post by jenica h. » Thu Apr 01, 2004 7:14 pm

STOP CALLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."


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