Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*

Post by DiamondHeart » Thu Jan 29, 2004 3:22 am

On the other thread I started, it was a place for people to say things they felt they couldn't.

This is a place for you to pretend to be someone else talking to YOU. For whatever you want someone to say that they haven't said. What you want to hear from someone who will never say it.

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[MOD NOTE] I have merged Bitch Fest and this topic together.]
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
-Dory, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Good feeling's gone."
-Marlin, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Find a happy place, find a happy place, FIND A HAPPY PLACE!"
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Post by DiamondHeart » Thu Jan 29, 2004 3:24 am

B-
I'm sorry Katie. I never meant to hurt you.

Funny. I haven't heard from my ex in almost four months...and that's all I want him to say to me.

~Diamond~
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
-Dory, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Good feeling's gone."
-Marlin, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Find a happy place, find a happy place, FIND A HAPPY PLACE!"
-Peach, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

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Post by HoldMe » Thu Jan 29, 2004 3:41 am

From my boyfriend:
I've decided not to go to guyana for a year, I want to stay.

It's never going to happen. It's just not sinked in yet :cry:
Falling flat on your face is still moving forward :)

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Post by DiamondHeart » Thu Jan 29, 2004 4:10 am

Oh, and I'd also like my ex to say "My mother was in a horrible accident and died a hideously prolonged death."

~Diamond~
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
-Dory, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Good feeling's gone."
-Marlin, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Find a happy place, find a happy place, FIND A HAPPY PLACE!"
-Peach, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

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Post by GoSsOr24 » Thu Jan 29, 2004 6:25 pm

OMG, Diamond, I read your second post and almost fell out of my chair laughing. Only because I thought you were not being entirely serious. :angel: Not because I'm laughing at your situation...I do hope your ex tells you one day that he never meant to hurt you.

You lightened up my morning. :)

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Post by Pamela » Thu Jan 29, 2004 6:40 pm

My daughter....

"Mom, I know that you love me, and I understand you are trying to help me. I want to come home, and I am sorry I left behind all of the things you gave me."
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Post by sassy koala » Thu Jan 29, 2004 6:50 pm

my husband: honey, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen and noone else compares ot you.
my parents: we were wrong

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Post by sassy koala » Thu Jan 29, 2004 6:52 pm

I forgot to add from J:
Lisa I'm sorry I hurt you and lied to you. It was b/c I was scared of what I was feeling for you. i will respect the fact that you are married, but maybe we could just hang out as friends? That would mean so much to me b/c i miss your company and the long talks we used to have.

(to which I would promptly get to say, F-off)

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Post by WickedWitchElphie » Thu Jan 29, 2004 11:11 pm

My boyfriend:

"I don't understand your SI, but I'm sorry for getting mad about it. Please just try to stop?"

And Dan:

"Yes, JENNIE, I believe in love, I just don't want to admit it because I'm afriad of putting my heart out on the line."
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I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'til I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost...

How can someone like you love someone like me?
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Post by Priceless » Fri Jan 30, 2004 4:33 pm

my mom: im sorry that i didn´t protcet u from u father, im sorry for also hitting u.

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Post by lit chick » Fri Jan 30, 2004 6:09 pm

from N: "[my name], I'm sorry I pushed you into counselling like that before you were ready. I should have listened to you, you know yourself better than I do. I shouldn't have called you prideful and a fool, and argued with you everytime you came round begging for help. It was foolish of me not to admit that I was wrong about counselling. I'm sorry I laughed at you, and wouldn't take your worries seriously, and forced words into your mouth that you weren't happy with. I'm sorry that I thought I knew you better that you knew yourself, that was foolish and arrogant of me. I'm sorry I hurt you so much.

from T: "Gosh, you're right! I AM an arrogant dick head bastard with no friends."

Ok, this is stupid, but I'm going to edit this post to make it clear that T is *not* an important person in my life. I don't want you to think he's an ex, or anything, because he isn't, and on BUS at least I like people to have an accurate picture of what I'm like. He's just an idiot who goes to my College, and who hurt me. (BTW its true that he has no friends)
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Post by Twitter Mouse » Fri Jan 30, 2004 10:00 pm

from my dad:
Oh! You're right, I have treated you badly over the years, and shown you no respect. I don't hate your mother or your best friend.

heh. I wish :roll: that will never come out of his mouth.
And it's hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue,
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true,
I've been so far from here,
Far from your loving arms,
Now I'm back again, and babe it's gonna work out fine.

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Post by WickedWitchElphie » Fri Jan 30, 2004 11:13 pm

My boyfriend (I'll be posting a lot about him here):

"Jennie, I'm sorry about how I've used my right as boyfriend to take advantage of you this week. I'll make it up to you, because I feel SO BAD. Tonight, okay?"

Yeah, sure. He doesn't even REALIZE that he's been taking advantage of me. He's getting NOTHING tonight.
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I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'til I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost...

How can someone like you love someone like me?
*I :heart: KP*
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Post by DiamondHeart » Sat Jan 31, 2004 12:24 am

edited because i'm a bitch

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Post by talliah » Sat Jan 31, 2004 3:36 pm

M- can i be your honorary big brother again? you are the most adorable, loveable little sis, i just want to give you the biggest hug.

P- i'm such a major league retard, why did it take me so long to realise how perfect you are. i really, really like you. just as you are. i'll understand. you don't need to be scared.

Mum - i'm divorcing your father. we'll move away. we'll be happy again.

Dad - i'm a selfish, arrogant bastard i don't deserve to be married to your mother or to have you as my daughter. it's me who's the complete shit for always putting you down. for making you feel like crap. for making you cut.

A - i've been a selfish bitch. i realise how good a friend you are and how i don't put into this friendship what i get out of it. how can i have been so selfish to blab on about my boyfriend and how blissfully happy i am and not even bother to ask how you are?! cos if i did i'd find out that you're depressed, you've been cutting yourself, and then i'd feel like a bitch, and so i should.

V, G, C, E, - no, we do like you, it's not just because of R. we do like you.

anyone - you are beautiful, witty smart and sweet. there is hope. don't do this. i'm here for you. i love you, i really do. you kill me, you really do.




gosh. i wish. i really do.

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Post by Priceless » Sun Feb 01, 2004 2:09 am

my sister: i took a lot of courage for u to run away, im just jealus at u because i only did the talking while u did it for real.

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Post by nirvana » Tue Feb 03, 2004 5:35 pm

s: "i have a reason for being mad at you."

p: "i still love you."

b: "i'm sorry. i can't take it back, but i'm sorry."

d: "you can handle things by yourself."

l: "i trust you."

k: "i'm sorry for treating you like that. you deserved better than me."

everyone else: "you are not a slut. and we have no reason for ever calling you one, besides the fact that we are total assholes that need to find something better to do with their life."

and i want a hug. :cry:
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Post by always » Tue Feb 03, 2004 5:53 pm

my mom: "i had no reason or right to treat you the way i do... i have issues about things, but they are not because of you... i belive that you can succeed..."

my boyfriend: "i love you... i'm sorry i got so worked up about your last si episode, i didn't mean to worry you..."... ... "i never meant to hurt you..."
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Post by theatregeek » Wed Feb 04, 2004 1:07 am

Dad: I understand that you cut. And if it is your last resort i cant stop you, i will not limit your computer time cuz i know it is your only escape."


Most of my friends: Im sorry i talked shit about you even tho you have been trying hard to change.

Dl: I love you, and i need to be with you. You make me so happy...Please stay with me.
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Post by witch » Wed Feb 04, 2004 2:40 am

person 1: Fucking get on with it and work things out, i can't deal with you anymore

person 2: I love you to bits and I'm sorry I fucked itu p . . . you have no idea how sorry i am.

Person 3: Stop shoving your garbage onto me, I'm nto a toxic waste dump fo this family

Person 4: get a fucking life and start eating properly and acing like you're 6 years old

Person 5: I dont' need to be converted to Christianity, at this point I dont' frankly care if I go to hell.



That felt really good. Might add to that later:)



**edited to fix a mistake
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