Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by vollenda » Mon Oct 06, 2003 7:53 pm

I wish M cared about me just a little.
I wish I could rely on him and he kept his word.
I wish I could tell him no.
I wish I didn't love him.
I wish I'd never met him.
I wish he loved me.
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Post by Bo » Mon Oct 13, 2003 3:59 am

i wish i wasnt ill
i wish i wasnt feeling su
i wish it wasnt raining
i wish i could drive
i wish i had blank cd's to burn some cd's
i wish some wishes came true
...such is life.....
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Post by DiamondHeart » Tue Oct 28, 2003 6:39 pm

I wish I didn't wake up every morning and want to go back to sleep

I wish I was different...

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"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming..."
-Dory, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Good feeling's gone."
-Marlin, <i>Finding Nemo</i>

"Find a happy place, find a happy place, FIND A HAPPY PLACE!"
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Post by caterpillargirl » Wed Oct 29, 2003 8:07 pm

:purpstar: i wish i was pretty
:purpstar: i wish i had the guts to speak my friend who i don't really talk to anymore
:purpstar: i wish all my friends were happy
:purpstar: i wish i was 16 again and that i could stay 16 forever
:purpstar: i wish i had musical talent
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Post by Abi » Wed Oct 29, 2003 8:46 pm

i just wish that i could be happy and carefree
The only thing that's constant is change

:lpurpstar: :lgrnstar: :lblstar: :cystar: :pinkstar: :bluestar: :redstar: :ylwstar:

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Post by WickedWitchElphie » Wed Oct 29, 2003 9:04 pm

I wish everyone could be as happy as me!
<center>Image

I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'til I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost...

How can someone like you love someone like me?
*I :heart: KP*</center>
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Post by chiaroscuro » Thu Oct 30, 2003 6:09 am

I wish my friend would stop getting wasted all the time.
I wish I had the motivation to do schoolwork.
I wish I had fewer scars.
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Post by Lipsi » Mon Nov 03, 2003 5:04 pm

i wish i felt 'normal'
i wish i couldn't hear the trains
i wish i wasn't feeling so SU
i wish my finger didn't hurt
i wish i had a tuna sandwich
i wish i didnt need to wish
Most the time now we settle for half and i like it better. But the truth is holy and even as i know how wrong he was and his death useless, i tremble, for i confess that something perversely calls to me from his memory - not purely good but himself purely - Alfieri : A view from a bridge.
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Post by HoldMe » Mon Nov 03, 2003 11:01 pm

:grystar: I wish he wasn't going away for a year
:grystar: I wish I was beautiful. Just beautiful.
:grystar: I wish more people loved me for who I am
:grystar: I wish I was in control again
:grystar: I wish I was still motivated
:grystar: I wish people would get off my back

:pinkheart: HoldMe :pinkheart:
Falling flat on your face is still moving forward :)

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Post by Sparrow » Sat Nov 08, 2003 12:40 am

I Wish,,,I had made better choices in the past

I Wish,,,I had a job I loved to go to everyday

I Wish,,,my family was healthier,,,physically and mentally

I Wish,,,I had friends

I Wish,,,I didn't SI yesterday

I Wish,,,I had my own cottage on the lake to go to whenever I wanted to and could stay there for as long as I wanted.

I Wish,,,my little dog didn't die 2 weeks ago :cry: :1flwrs:
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Post by ShellyT » Sat Nov 08, 2003 1:50 am

i wish i wouldnt get so jealous all hte time :(
Essentially SI free for a 10 years now. Go me!

After all that bus has done for me in the past, I'm giving back. :heart:
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Post by Pamela » Wed Nov 12, 2003 5:09 pm

I wish C would understand that I want to help her.
I wish she would not deliberately try to hurt me.
I wish I could get past this depression.
I wish B didn't feel that he needs to worry about me.
Pamela


~ Once a person knows what you care about.... he also knows how to hurt you ~Image
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Post by Alias Grace » Wed Nov 12, 2003 6:22 pm

I wish I could heal you,
I wish I could heal myself.
I wish you would talk to me.
I wish I were happy with myself.
I wish it weren't so hard.
I wish I didn't have to fill out those forms at work.
I wish I could devote my time to travel, writing, and hugging children in orphanages.
I wish I had another chance to do it over.
"You save yourself or you remain unsaved." -- Alice Sebold
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Post by Euphemia » Wed Nov 12, 2003 8:12 pm

* i wish i never started si
* i wish i never told *him
* i wish he could love me like i love him
* i wish i could feel loved
* i wish i could make this all stop
* i wish i could just be happy
* i wish i could concentrate and do my work
* i wish i could be honest with myself
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Post by theatregeek » Thu Nov 13, 2003 2:50 am

* I wish everyone was happy :)
* I wish i was in love.
* I wish i was skinny
* I wish i was pretty
* I wish papa wasnt gonna die soon
* I wish keith and jen-jen stay together forever! :D
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Lie To me
Convince Me That I've Been Sick Forever
And All Of This
Will Make Sense When I Get Better
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Post by Tamrick » Thu Nov 13, 2003 3:46 pm

I wish I knew if I had passed.
I wish I had my journal from 1992 to look at now.
I wish I knew why my new car was losing oil.
I wish I had a mini Jemima
I wish the weather would stay cool.
I wish that my job goes well next month
I wish I could relax totally now.
“A Sunrise is God's way of saying, "Let's start again.”
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Post by talliah » Thu Dec 04, 2003 7:06 pm

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Post by iguanapunk13 » Fri Dec 05, 2003 3:05 am

I wish I was skinny
I wish I could be good enough for myself
I wish I could be more motivated
I wish I was prettier
I wish I ate less
I wish I ran faster
I wish marching band wasn't over
I wish I could still stare at him and not have him look back at me knowingly
I wish nobody knew about how much I love him
I wish I could buy razors and knives
I wish that he would love me like I love him
I wish I could be important to somebody
I wish I could know where I'm going in life
I wish I knew what the point of all this is
I wish I understood myself
I wish I could cut deeper
I wish that I wouldn't be so damn scared of what people think
I wish I scarred easier
I wish I wasn't so sensetive
I wish I could be grateful for what I have
I wish I could forget about the past
I wish I had someone to hold me
I wish that I could see my best friend
I wish that I wouldn't feel so ignored all the time
I wish that my parents would forget about my SI
I wish I could scream at him and tell him how he's destroyed my life
I wish I could tell him how much I love him
I wish I could cry until I don't want to anymore
I wish my nights weren't so long and lonely
I wish I had money
I wish I had more time
I wish I was smarter
I wish I didn't have the need for so many role-models
I wish I wouldn't keep putting myself in the position to get hurt
I wish I didn't look up to him
I wish I could forgive my father
I wish I could forget about everything that my father has done to me
I wish that he would just shut up
but most of all....

I wish I could learn to love myself as much as I love everyone around me :oops:
"Calling it a simple schoolgirl crush was like saying a Rolls Royce was a
vehicle with four wheels, something like a hay wagon. She did not giggle
wildly and blush when she saw him, nor did she chalk his name on trees or
write it on the walls of the Kissing Bridge. She simply lived with his
face in her heart all of the time, a kind of sweet hurtful ache.
She would have died for him."
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Post by Issei » Fri Dec 05, 2003 4:24 am

Today in creative writing, we had an assignment where we had to write on these "postcards" and with one, the prompt was "You are granted one wish, write it down, you are only given the space of a postcard to explain it". Mine was simple:

I want to be happy more often.

My teacher asked, "Why don't you ask for eternal happiness, all the time?"

I replied:

I realize that i'm human. Humans have their ups and downs, but I have more downs than most others. I just wish I'd at least have more ups to balance out the downs.

A bit more happiness is all I really want
Taking things one step at a time...

shi wa owari de wa nai -- sore wa hajime de aru.
...<i>death is not the end -- it is the beginning</i>
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