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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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lore
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Post by lore » Sun Oct 05, 2003 5:29 pm

it's been so long since i could cry
so i sit alone and sigh
watching happy black-and-whiters
worship heroes, idols, fighters
while from the window turn away
for i've been living shades of grey


:cry: that's my little excerpt from my song...says how i feel
somewhere, over the rainbow way up high
there's a land that i heard of once in a lullaby
somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue
and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true
someday i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops that's where you'll find me...
somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly
birds fly over the rainbow-
why, then oh why can't i?
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Post by piglet » Tue Oct 07, 2003 11:30 am

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Post by Abi » Tue Oct 07, 2003 1:37 pm

Piggy, I'm online now, pm me if u need to
The only thing that's constant is change

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Post by piglet » Tue Oct 07, 2003 9:08 pm

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"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by Lipsi » Thu Oct 09, 2003 4:06 pm

why am i letting people do this to me? why am i doing it to myself? i don't wanna do this anymore its too hard
Most the time now we settle for half and i like it better. But the truth is holy and even as i know how wrong he was and his death useless, i tremble, for i confess that something perversely calls to me from his memory - not purely good but himself purely - Alfieri : A view from a bridge.

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Post by piglet » Thu Oct 09, 2003 8:49 pm

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"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)

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Post by Jaded » Sat Oct 11, 2003 7:20 pm

*curls up in ball on the floor and cries*
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Post by Lipsi » Mon Oct 13, 2003 5:33 pm

i've gotten so used to feeling bad crying has no meaning anymore but i cant stop
Most the time now we settle for half and i like it better. But the truth is holy and even as i know how wrong he was and his death useless, i tremble, for i confess that something perversely calls to me from his memory - not purely good but himself purely - Alfieri : A view from a bridge.

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Post by vixon » Mon Oct 13, 2003 10:37 pm

I can't take this anymore
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Post by purpleflame » Tue Oct 14, 2003 8:01 pm

I really feel like crying right now.
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Post by quiet » Thu Oct 16, 2003 5:53 pm

quiet cries

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Post by vollenda » Thu Oct 16, 2003 10:19 pm

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I can't take it anymore!
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Post by Counting_Scars » Fri Oct 17, 2003 1:57 am

It's so painful, a feeling stabbing at your heart but you can't let it out. No matter what you do it's trapped inside eating away at you. Until one day you look in the mirror and you're gone. Then you have to find yourself, but you can't see through the darkness. No matter how far you reach out, there's nothing there. You have to fall into the darkness before you can stand in the light, and it's so scary. :blfrwn:
"All sound died out... the cold, dark night gradually fills the room. Unable to get sleep, holding on to the covers... Suddenly, that's when it strikes. As if my chest was being squeezed. Feeling like I want to cry. A painful, uneasy feeling... Yes... From the depths of my sould, a thing called loneliness is coming..." (Kyoichi)

Trace the scars down my arm
1, 2, 3, 4
The list goes on
It never stops
Maybe one more today

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Post by ohgeez007 » Wed Oct 22, 2003 5:06 am

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i really feel like crying right about now. there's so much pressure and then i have to defend myself at the same time. why can't people just respect me for who i am?

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Post by vollenda » Thu Oct 23, 2003 9:50 pm

i am lonely, sad, hurt, and defeated. i feel like crying.

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Post by enna » Sat Oct 25, 2003 12:16 am

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Post by caged bird » Sat Oct 25, 2003 3:03 pm

:cry: :cry:
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
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Post by WickedWitchElphie » Sat Oct 25, 2003 3:12 pm

I LOVE YOU GODDAMNIT!
I'm letting the face cry for me again. Too numb to feel anything but pain.

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I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'til I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost...

How can someone like you love someone like me?
*I :heart: KP*
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Post by enna » Sun Oct 26, 2003 6:40 pm

I feel almost as if I might cry IRL :o

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I'm tired of laughing and I'm tired of crying
Tired of failing and tired of all this trying
I want to do some living
Cause I've done enough dying
I just wanna dance
I just wanna f**king dance

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Post by enna » Sun Oct 26, 2003 9:47 pm

And more... I'm just really bloody scared right now...


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I'm tired of laughing and I'm tired of crying
Tired of failing and tired of all this trying
I want to do some living
Cause I've done enough dying
I just wanna dance
I just wanna f**king dance

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